Forgotten Conscience (girlxgi...

By AndrewHeard8

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Ranked #2 in Buffy. After Faith wakes up from her coma with amnesia, she attempts to put her life back togeth... More

Two Roads, One Path
Confessions of a Deadly Mind
Trust
Backfiring
Wesley
Revenge for Betrayal
Confusion
The Truth
The Fight
Always Learning
Talking to a Brick Wall
Memories
The Price of a Tortured Soul
The Beginning
And Then There Was Sunnydale
Jailbreak
Friends You Can't Remember, or Enemies You Shouldn't Forget
Xander
The Unknown
Triggers You'd Rather Not Pull
Willow
Answers to Questions You Never Asked
Turning The Proverbial Cheek
Latent Dreams
You Can Always Depend on the Kindness of Strangers
Deconstructing Faith
Itchy Trigger Finger
Revelations You'd Rather Not Revel In
There's Always Room for PWP
Of All The 'What If' Joints in the World, Why'd She Have to Walk Into Mine?
Uncomfortable Lack of Silence
The Kind of Plans You Never Follow Through On
Putting Your Faith in the Wrong Person
Going Nowhere in a Real Big Hurry
Save Me, Help Me, Kill Me
Chicken Soup for the Suicidal Slayer's Soul
Mixed Signals of the Confusing Kind
Musical Stools
Lies That Make The World Go Round
The Seventh Deadly Sin
Sleepless in Slayattle
Summit of Evil
Angst - The Eighth Deadly Sin
Ice Creamy Goodness Can Sometimes Leave You Speechless
Dead, Undead
The Phrase 'We Need To Talk...' Never Ends Well
Getting Drunk Will Leave A Bad Taste In Your Mouth... Then There's The Booze
Answering Questions
Prelude to Fate
A Fate Sealed With a Kiss
Forgotten Conscience Remembered
They Say Fear Can Make You Do Some Crazy Things, But What About Love?
Shadows and Dust From Your Past
The Waiting Is The Hardest Part
Sometimes You Just Have To Fight It Out
The Bearer of Bad News
It Can't Be Love, Can It?
If She Forgives Me, She Forgives Me
Heroism Is Only Cool If It Gets You Chicks
Just Cause It's At B's Expense, Doesn't Mean It's Not Fun
Skipped Parts
Paranoia Rears Its Ugly Head
Empty Words
Crumbling Down Around Me
Sometimes You Gotta Take The Risk
Doubt is a Mother F*@ker
One Night in the Name of Love
A New Beginning
The Ties That Bind
Love Unconditionally Actually
Slayer Bonding Rituals That Actually Involves Bondage
The Good Within
Changes You Didn't See Coming
Wheels in Motion
The Last Stand of Captain Cardboard
Shock
Going Under
Miss Know-It-All
Whatever It Takes
Dealing
Just Because You Failed, Doesn't Mean Things Won't Work Out
True Love is a Bumpy Road So Try Not to Pick Up Hitch Hikers
Bloody Walls
Scooby Hypocrites
The Only One I Can Trust
Cain and Abel
The Initiative
The Power of Love
Remorse
A Little Less Hypocritical
Need
Coming Apart
Dropping of the Eaves
Kicked Out
Getting Over It
Moving Out But Not Moving On
All You Need Is Love
Magic Movie Moments
Two Into One
The Morning After
Pillow Talk
Hand in Hand
Dark Clouds
Lucky Break
First Date
Ominous Tidings
The History of Omega
Gotta Have Faith
Back to Back, Fight the Fight
Gear Up and Go
About Last Night
Hero
Hell hath no fury like a woman with nothing left to lose

Chopping Down Forrest

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By AndrewHeard8


Forrest's POV

She has to die.

I motion to Graham and my back up to come through Stevenson's front door, blaster guns raised like I did moments earlier. I get them to fan out on the main floor, creating a perimeter before heading upstairs to the second floor.

Buffy Summers deserves to die for what she did to us, for what she did to Riley. Riley never would've been brutally stabbed to death if it hadn't been for her.

I reach the bottom of the stairs and I motion for them to head upstairs and after a second I join them. I look down the hall, it's empty.

Good, it's better that no other civilians get hurt. Buffy isn't a civilian though, she's a monster.

We reach her doorway and it's barely hanging off its hinges. I can see the blood stains on the floor.

That's where it happened, where Riley took his last breath. It's all her fault and I'm gonna kill her for it, slow and painfully.

I move away from the door and two of my unit kick it in. The five other guys in my unit charge in, guns drawn and ready to fire, making sure the room was secure.

"Clear."

I rush in looking around the room.

"Damn it, she's not here."

"Well maybe she's just out. We can wait. We'll take her down."

She could be in the area.

"Fan out, form a perimeter. I wanna know the second she enters the building. I'll stay here and coordinate."

"Yes sir."

"I do not believe they will have time."

I turn to see someone standing in the door. Adam is standing there.

"And why's that Adam?"

"Because they will all be dead in a few minutes."

"Don't count on it, take him down."

We all fire our blaster guns at him. The charges hit him and it barely fazes him. It's as if he absorbs it and it makes him stronger.

"Thank you."

He starts to come at us and we spread out in the room.

Damn it, we've got to do something.

"Hit him again."

"But sir..."

He doesn't finish as Adam grabs him by the throat and tears one of his arms off, incapacitating him as he's dropped on the floor.

"Colin!"

Graham charges Adam in a rage.

"Graham don't!"

Adam punches him hard in the face making him fly across the room in a skull cracking, bloody mess. I come at him with a flying drop kick. He barely stumbles before I come at him with a right cross and I nearly break my hand on his face. He grabs me by the neck and lifts me above his head as the last two of my team impale themselves on Adam's skewer.

I can't breathe. Oh god I can't breathe.

I look down at Adam and he looks back.

"Your blood will make the perfect message for the slayer."

I knew the slayer was in on this.

My neck snaps.


Faith's POV

Fucking bitch!

I close the door to my motel room as I walk in.

How could she think threatening to kill a man would win me back?

I start pacing around the room.

I mean, generally speaking killing someone is not considered a declaration of love... unless you're evil, which I'm not anymore. What would make her think killing someone could make me forgive her for what she did to me? Did she go insane?

I throw myself on to my bed and stare at the ceiling, spread out like I'm being crucified.

Did falling in love with me drive her insane? Well it wouldn't be the first time. I've had plenty of guys go all schizoid on me when I left them for being too clingy. Most of them ended up in jail, some of them even ended up in the hospital after trying too hard to get me back. Is that what's gonna happen to B?

Am I gonna have to put her out of commission when she goes too far, or worse? I don't know if I can do that. I mean, I will if I have to but I... I don't want to have to. Maybe it's better that we're broken up, Buffy is obviously hurt but she'll get over it. I may not be able to forget what she did but that doesn't mean I don't still care about her. I don't want her to go all psychopathic killer on me, like I used to be. I might not be able to live with myself if that happened. So I'll stick to the plan... we're broken up and it's gonna stay that way... whether we like it or not. It's better for everyone this way.

I run my fingers threw my hair and go back to crucifying myself.

Besides it's not like we can be together anyway. She doesn't trust me... and if it were anyone else that wouldn't be a problem but... well it's Buffy. I can't be with someone like Buffy unless I know that she trusts me, especially with my past, and she doesn't. No matter how many times she might say she does, deep down inside she doesn't, not really. I can't be with her without trust, not completely. Weird as it is, even after what she's done, I'd still trust her with my life... even if she can't do the same.

There's a knock at the door and I sit up.

Who could that be?

I get up to start toward the door and I'm all conflicted about whether I want it to be Buffy or not.

Part of me wants it to be her so I can tear her apart, part of me wants it to be her so I can kiss her and make up, and some part of me doesn't want it to be her at all.

I reach the door and open it and...

"What the hell do you want Spike?"

I turn around and head back into the motel room.

"Well... isn't that a nice way to greet the man who saved your life?"

I look at him.

"You're not a man Spike."

"Well no I suppose not but that doesn't change the fact that I saved your life. Don't I get a thank you?"

God did I NOT need this.

I put my arms across my chest as I see him checking me out.

"What can I say? I'm not much for giving gratitude."

"Yeah so I hear. You're more of the gratification giving type of girl ain't ya?"

He raises an eyebrow at me from outside the door.

"Fancy a go?"

Why did B ask me not to stake this bastard?

I scoff at him. He smiles at me and starts to check out the door frame.

"You're so totally not invited in by the way."

He steps through the doorway and his smile gets a little bigger.

"Public living quarters pet, don't need an invite."

I roll my eyes at him.

Damn it, I should've remembered that.

"Did you need something Spike or did you want me to just stake you?"

"I heard about some doings from the underground, thought the Chosen Two might wanna hear about it."

"What is it?"

"Tell ya what, we'll go see blondie and I'll tell you two together."

I am NOT going to see B right now.

"Look, if you wanna go find B and tell her you go ahead, but we ain't going together. She and I aren't exactly talking right now."

"Really... something happen between you two birds?"

"Yeah, something..."

I'm not gonna spill my guts to this loser.

"You know I've been meaning to ask you, is there something going on between you two ladies? Cause I sorta picked up on a vibe..."

"Are you gonna tell me what's going on or not? Cause I'm picking up a vibe that's telling me to throw you out that door."

"Right then, straight to the point, something's going down."

"Something's going down, is that it? Oh you are so going out that door."

I walk up to him and grab him by his leather jacket collar.

"No wait... that's not it."

I resist the urge to throw him through the door.

"Talk fast."

"The big bad beasties in this town? They've got their panties in a bunch about something big. I'm betting it has something to do with Adam and the Initiative. Word is a lot of them are looking to get caught by them military boys in the past week or two. Whatever's going down, it's going down soon, maybe even in the next couple of days, possibly even as early as tomorrow night."

"Fine, now go tell Buffy and the gang."

I throw him out my door, landing a few feet from the door.

"They may actually do something about it."

He gets up slowly.

"But..."

I turn my back to him.

"GO, before I decide to do more than throw you out of my place."

I hear him run off.

I ain't saving the world on info from Spike.

I close the door and go back to my bed.

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