I Will Never Be Yours

By asminc007

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'Love has the power to tender the broken, but self love has the power to change' Sequel to 'It was Always you... More

Sneak Peek #1
Sneak peek #2
Character's Intro
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26a
Chapter 26b
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Character's Rant
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Engagement (Part 1)
Engagement (Part 2)
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Wedding (Part 1)
Wedding (Part 2)
Wedding (Part 3)
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
Chapter 89
Chapter 90
Chapter 91
Chapter 92
Chapter 93
Chapter 95
Chapter 96
Chapter 97
Chapter 98
Chapter 99
Chapter 100
Chapter 101
Chapter 102
Chapter 103
Chapter 104
Chapter 105
Chapter 106
Author's note
Chapter 107
Chapter 108
Chapter 109
Chapter 110
Chapter 111
Chapter 112
Chapter 113
Chapter 114
Chapter 115
Chapter 116
Chapter 117
Chapter 118
Chapter 119
Chapter 120
Chapter 121
Chapter 122a
Chapter 122b
Chapter 122c
Epilogue

Chapter 94

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By asminc007

Next Day...
Aayan's Penthouse...
Bedroom...
6:30 am...

Ananya's POV...

I open my eyes and found myself caged between 2 strong arms...

Aayan was holding me close to his chest, his arms wrapped around me protectively, it was like, he was preventing me from running away...

I look up to him, and he was sleeping soundly, he looked so peaceful while sleeping...

I caress his messy hair, and he squirms in sleep, he looks so cute right now !

I mean his puckered pink lips, his prominent jawline with stubble, his long nose, fair skin they are just so perfect, sometimes I really don't believe that I married this, devilishly handsome man...

I carefully get out of his caging hold and he turned to the other side murmuring something in his sleep...

Weird man...

I was about to get up, that's when it hit me !

Oh my god...!
We did it last night ?

Oh no no no no...
This can't happen...! I mean, yeah it had to be done one day, but not so soon...

God Ananya ! How can you give in so easily... You are such a idiot...!

Wait a minute...
What if we never did it, and I am imagining those events in my head...

Yeah that can happen...

I get up from my lying position, and there was this shooting pain between my legs, and not to forget, I was covered with quilt, just the quilt...

Damn...
We definitely did it...

I throw myself on the bed again, covering my face with both my hands

Noooooo Ananya...!
You are such an idiot...!

This shouldn't have happened, I mean this is so soon to reach this level of intimacy...!  This is the ultimate level of intimacy...!! And Aayan has a history of deceiving...!

He said you I love you just one time...! Maybe two...? But you melted ? So easily....? How desperate are you ?

Hey ! I am not desperate...! He is...! He initiated the kiss everytime...!!

But you gave in so easily... You are at fault too....

Aaarrggghhh....

I am in a deep trouble...! 

I whimper audibly, and I feel him getting up from the bed...

'Ananya...?' he calls softly, holding one of my hand

I remove my palms from my face, and look up to him and he looked concerned...
Tears fill my eyes looking at him and panics washes around his face...

'Oh my god Ananya...! What happened...? Are you alright...? Tell me what's wrong...? Why are you crying....?' he shot questions at me, caressing my face

More tears roll down my eyes at this...

He can't be this fake...

'Damn it...! What is the matter...? Tell me...? Are you in pain...? You need a doctor...?' he asks wiping the tears..

Oh my god he is so sweet, I will die...

'Baby... Say something' he says softly, kissing my forehead and I sigh

'Nothing... I was just...' I say trying to get up holding the quilt, but then wince and he holds my arms, helping me to sit, he placed a pillow behind my back, as I leaned against the headboard, covering myself...

'Does it hurt that much...?' he asks taking my hand in his hands, rubbing it lightly by his thumbs

Well yeah...!

'No not much...' I say and lay my head on the headboard

'I am so sorry, had I known that we... You know... Then I would've made arrangements like the ointments and others...' he says in a low voice..

God this is so embarrassing...
Stupid stupid hormones...

'No it's okay...' I say closing my eyes, my one hand clutching the quilt, so that it doesn't fall..

'Don't worry as soon as the pharmacy shop outside the complex opens, I'll get it for you...' He says continuing to caress my hands and then kissed it..

Shiver ran down my spine, when he did that and I sigh, I am sure there will be goosebumps...

'Yeah...' was all I said, because I am so anxious right now

He didn't say anything for sometimes and I remained seated in my position..

After a while, I could feel his lips on my neck and I stiffen, his hands slide around my waist over the quilt and he plants soft kisses from my neck to the shoulders, giving me a tingling sensation all over my body...

'You are so beautiful...' he says huskily in my ear and kisses my cheeks and I take a deep breath...

'Beautiful and Mine...' he says and then presses his lips on mine, and I my stomach started doing somersaults at this...

The kiss was soft in the beginning, his lips were moving slowly against mine, but then as soon as I responded, it became fierce...

He removes the quilt, that was covering me and started moving his hands all over my body, and I shivered under his touch...

I moan as he squeezed my boob, and he groaned in response, pushing himself more into me, not leaving lips, the kiss was magical, I could feek fireworks all around...

Stupid hormones...

We part for the air and he pecked my lips once again, I could feel heat rising up my cheeks, and he looked flushed too...

I give in so easily... What is the matter with me...

But he is my husband...

He is Aayan !

I am so doomed...

I close my eyes in frustration, covering myself with the quilt again...

'You are so cute...' He says pulling my cheeks and I almost cover my face with the quilt too...

I know I am cute...

'No need to hide from me Ananya, I've seen everything already...' He said amused and I cover my face with the quilt, getting even more embarrassed

He laughs at this and tries to pull away the quilt, but I hold it tightly, not leaving it

'Get out of the quilt Ananya...' he laughs

'Don't embarrass me more Aayan...' I say, more like whine

'I don't intend to make you uncomfortable baby, It's just that I feel cold too, atleast let me in...' he says pulling the quilt and I sigh and leave it..

He removes the quilt of my face and puts the hair strands behind the ear, kissing my forehead after that...

'My precious queen...' he says and gets inside the quilt, pulling me closer to him

I look at him questioningly at this, and he pecks my nose, sliding his cold arms around my waist

'You are your father's Princess, and you are my Queen...' he says grinning and I couldn't help but smile at this..

'Don't get so cheesy...' I say hitting him playfully and he laughs

'I love to annoy you since childhood...' he said and I rest my head on his shoulders now...

Why do I don't feel good about this...
I mean, yes last night was the best night in my life, but why do I feel anxious, instead of being happy about it...

'Are you okay...?' he asks

I just nod my head in response, and he didn't say anything, we just lay there, holding each other, me listening to his heartbeat....

'You think we shouldn't have done this...?' he said after a long pause

You think that too...? Thank god...!

Why do I feel sad now...

You've gone crazy Ananya...

I look up to him questioningly, and he looks at me, caressing my cheeks..

'Do.. Do you.. I mean... Do you regret it...?' I stammer, not looking at him

Why am I stammering, and Why am I sad..?

He makes me look at him and kisses my lips, and I sigh

'Are you kidding..? This was the best night of my life...! And believe me, I've been waiting for me from so long...' He said smiling

But he hated me..!

'But I thought you hate me...' I blurt out

He sighs and caresses my hair...
'I tried to convince myself that I hate you, but you know what, my heart deceived my brain everytime...! And I am glad that finally my heart won...' he rubs his nose against mine

'Okay...' I say and look away

'But why do I feel you regret it...' He said and I look at him again

His hazel eyes were staring at me, looking for an answer maybe..

'I... I don't regret it... But... I feel that, we rushed into this too early... I mean, things were just starting to get better, this was a step taken in haste...is what I feel...' I say truthfully

'You still don't trust me right...?' He asks with a hint of sadness in his voice

'It's not like that...' I begin but he cut me off in between

'I understand Ananya, And I will do every bit it takes for me to make you believe me...' he said determined and I was speechless

He kissed my head, and then got out of the quilt and I sit on the bed

He wears his pants and then walks up to my side of the bed and sat there, holding my hands...

'And we will do this next time, when you say okay...? I won't force you for anything...' he said looking straight into my eyes

That is so sweet of him...

'Thank you...' I smile and he pecked my lips once again

'I am all yours Ananya, and one day you'll be mine with all your heart and soul...' he smiles and I smile back

He gets up from the bed and takes out his t shirt from the wardrobe and hands me a towel

'Go take a hot shower, it will soothe the pain... Meanwhile I'll get the medications for you from the pharmacy...' he says

'Okay....' I say and he walked out of the room..

After sometime, with some difficulty, I get down from the bed too and wrap the towel around myself, and walk inside the bathroom

I turn the hotwater tap on and let the bathtub fill...

I need a relaxing hot water bath, I feel so tired...

Events of last night filled my thoughts and I couldn't help but blush, he was so gentle and showered all his love on me last night...

But when it didn't feel wrong yesterday night, why do I feel anxious now..?

This can't be another cheap trick of him, because it didn't feel like, there is nothing he wants from me now...

He won't fall that low...

His confession felt so true yesterday, his love so pure... His words just few moments back, felt so genuine...

I think it's the end of our bad phase and maybe the beginning of what they say, the marital bliss

One hour later...

I walk out of the bathroom wearing my bathrobe and find my clothes arranged on the bed, an ointment beside it and a note over it

This will help with pain...
I am downstairs, come after getting ready...
❤ Aayan...

I smile at this, and then begin getting ready, and after wearing my clothes, I stood in front of the mirror combing my hair...

As I was moving the brush, I see a reddish purple mark near my neck and blushed crimson red remembering the night again...

God this is so embarrasing...

But then it again hit me, what if he goes back to Ritika...? What if he was lying all along...

If this is a trick, this is certainly the end of me...

All this negative thought fill my mind again and I sit on the bed, tears started rolling down my eyes...

I am such a mess right now... I don't know whether to be happy or sad...

Please please please, please this not be another sick game of his...

I won't be able to take it...

I hear the door opening and Aayan entered inside

'Ananya... Are you...' he began but then stopped looking at me and then rushed towards me

'Why are you crying...? Is everything okay...? You need to see a doctor...? What...?' He asked holding my hands

I sobbed more at this and his grip tightened

'Ananya, you are scaring me...' He says panicking

'Please don't betray me this time...' I cry and he looks at me bewildered

'Ananya I...' he began, but I cut him off in between

'See if this is a part of your revenge... it's very sick okay...' I cried and he sighed

He engulfed me in a tight hug, like literally crushing me, and I sobbed on his chest...

'I am not playing any games Ananya, how do I make you believe...' He said his voice cracking..

Oh god, is he crying...?

I leave him and saw tears rolling down his eyes too...

'Ananya, I love you... I really really love you... Yes I understand it may look fake to you, but it's true...believe me...' He cried and it broke my heart, seeing him like this

'Yes I was stupid back then, but I won't fall this low, that for the sake of revenge I will take you to bed and then abandon you...' he said crying, his grip on my shoulder tightened

Oh god...

'I... I will make you believe that I am not fake Ananya, just hang on and please don't leave me...' he sobbed looking down and his nose was red, cheeks flushed

I hug him tightly and he sobbed in my arms
'Please don't leave me...' he begged

This is so heart breaking....
He can't be that bad...
I should give him one chance...

'Aayan... Aayan please stop crying...' I say, but he continued crying

'Aayan I won't leave... I am sorry... Don't cry...' I say and he hugged me tightly at this...

'Promise..?' he asked, looking at me innocently

I press my lips against his, giving him a long kiss and he responded back with equal frevor, he pulled me closer and caged me in his arms, I could feel his hot tears against my cheeks

'I am sorry....' I say between the kiss and he smiles, not leaving me

We part for air and he rests his forehead against mine, looking at me, while I wipe his tears...

'I love you...' he says

'I love you too....' I smile and we hugs each other tightly

Mumbai...
11 am...

Vansh walks inside the studio and looked around to find Khushi..

He really needed to talk to her, because of that accidental kiss, he didn't mean to make her uncomfortable so just wanted to clarify things with her

He couldn't sleep last night because of this...

Yes Khushi was not his first kiss, he had girlfriends in the past, but things didn't work out because Vansh is not someone who commits so easily...

Deepika was the girl who made him seriously think about having someone in life, but then the option of love was closed to him, when she left...

Khushi was opening that pandora's box again, which could disrupt his peace of mind, so he just wanted to make things clear that he is not expecting anything from her and she shouldn't do that too...

He asked one of the staff on the set about the her and she informed that she was in set no 9, instructing the crew about their tasks

He walked towards the set up and for the reasons unknown to him, his heart was beating very rapidly

Spotting Khushi, he waved his hands at her, gesturing her to come towards him, Khushi did notice him, but pretended to ignore...

Vansh frowned at this and asked the AD to send Khushi at his cabin right now, and walked away from there, fuming in anger..

How dare she ignore me !

After 15 minutes, waiting for her, he stormed out of his cabin, and walked towards the set up..

Khushi was instructing the lead actress about the role, when he spots her and walked angrily towards them

He grabs her hands tightly and pulls her towards him

'Come with me...' he grits, Khushi was about to protest, but seeing his pissed off expression she gulped, other staff got scared

'Vansh ? Honey, is everything okay...?' the actress asked him

'Yeah, I am borrowing her for 10 minutes, please excuse us Anusha...' he replies to her sweetly and gestures the AD to take Khushi's place

He pulls Khushi towards his cabin, ignoring the weird looks of his staff and Khushi was dead silent, she was scared from inside

As they are inside the cabin, he closes the door and leaves her hand with a jerk, so that she loses her balance, and catches chair to prevent herself from falling...

'How dare you ignore me...!' he growled

Khushi looked at him scared, but couldn't say anything...

'Didn't I ask you to be here, 15 minutes ago...? How dare you ignore my instruction...' he said angrily walking towards her

She took a step back, scared
'Sir... Anu.. Anusha Mam asked me to ex.. Explain her the scene... So....' she stammered

'Do you work for her or me...?' he asked

'You sir...' Khushi replied meekly

'Who should be your priority then...?' Vansh asked dangerously

'You... You... Sir...' she stammered, like literally shivering...

'Next time you ignore me like that, you will be fired...!' Vansh warned her, not rely understanding that why her ignorance made him so angry..

'Yes sir... Sorry sir...' Khushi replied almost im tears

Vansh took a step back and took a deep breath, calming himself down...

'I needed to talk to you about yesterday...' Vansh said and Khushi looks at him bewildered

'See I...' Vansh began, but Khushi cut him off in between

'Sir, can I say something before you start with this...?' she asked hesitantly, and Vansh nodded

'Please don't get me wrong sir... I really really admire you, I mean you are a perfectionist in your work, you are handsome, sweet, caring and talented as well, any girl can fall for your attributes sir, but I don't think that I want any sort of relationship with you other than boss and a employee....' Khushi said

Vansh was shocked, he didn't know what to say...

Why is she saying the things I wanted to say...

'What...!' Vansh blurts out a bit loud

'Please don't get upset sir, you are great, but I.. I have commitment issues, and honestly that kiss meant nothing to me.. I am so sorry sir...' Khushi said looking at him nervously

'Oh okay...' Vansh said composing himself

'I am sorry sir... If you felt bad....' Khushi said looking at him guiltily

Vansh did feel bad, because the kiss that made him sleepless, meant nothing to her, but was glad that Khushi wasn't expecting anything

'No I didn't feel bad... Actually I wanted to say this to you...' Vansh replied smiling

'Oh Thank god...' Khushi sighed in relief..

'So we are cool right...?' Vansh asked

'Absolutely...' Khushi smiled

Vansh had this uneasy feeling about it, but didn't say anything...

'Sorry for my behaviour... I get crazy when I lose my temper ..' He apologised

'I understand sir, I will make sure not to infuriate you after this...' she said

'Alright, you go back to your Anusha...' Vansh said taking his seat

'Yeah, I'll be back with today's follow ups...' she said and he nodded

Khushi walked out of the cabin and Vansh leaned against his chair...

Thank god, she didn't get serious, but why am I getting affected by it... He thought...

Khushi ran inside the washroom and tears started rolling down her eyes...

'I am so sorry Vansh, but I couldn't afford another rejection, so I lied to you... I really really like you, but you deserve someone better...' She sobbed silently...

Bangalore...
Ananya's office...

Ananya was seated in her chair, and her assistants were discussing the case with her, but her mind was on her handsome husband...

She was day dreaming about Aayan, and not listening to whatever they said...

'There are 3 Aayan's and 2 AV tech's in entire Bangalore...! Which one are we dealing with...?' Bikram, one of the associates asked

'Arre he is Aayan Varma's A V tech, the one in Kormangala...' Ila said

'Ooo that Aayan, he is pretty much influential, and if Ananya makes him vacate the land, he will lose half of his investments...' Varun, the other associate said

'Aayan, such a nice name...I heard he is very handsome too... Delhi guy afterall...' Maithili says clapping her hands excitedly

'Don't die for his looks, he anyway won't come to the court's hearing...' Bikram scoffed and Maithili frowned

'Why not...?' Varun asked

'Because his associate, Rishi replied to us, he said Aayan sir doesn't care about your stupid notice...' Bikram said frowing

'What...! So much of arrogance...' Maithili huffed

'What happened to the good looks now...?' Varun teased her and she gave him an uninterested look

'Don't worry...! Ananya will make him lose, won't you...? *looks at her* Ananya..?' *Shakes her* 'Ananya ! Where are you lost...?' Ila asked and Ananya's was brought back to the reality and she looks at her associates looking at her

'Sorry I was zoned out...! You were saying...?' Ananya asked and they chuckled

'Rishi ignored our notice, saying that they don't care...' Bikram said

Rishi ? Who...? Oh the businessman...

'The nerve of them...' Ananya huffed

'Call that Rishi for a informal meeting tomorrow, and tell him if he doesn't want to lose half of his wealth, he will consider meeting with us...' Ananya said irritated

Stupid businessman...

'Alrighty....' Varun said dialling Rishi's number

Aayan's office...
1 hour later...

Aayan and Alex were working on their new AI software, Aayan was typing the codes wheras Alex was designing the looks...

Rishi walks in, but Alex gestures him to stay silent...

'Why...?' Rishi whispered to Alex

'He doesn't like to be disturbed when he is coding...' Alex whispered and Rishi nodded

'Tell me...' Alex asked

'That new lawyer, she is threatning us, that if he don't want to lose half of our wealth, we must meet her informally out side the court...' Rishi whispers to Alex

'Who is this new lawyer...?' Alex asks

'Some Ananya, a newbie, these newbies are anyway pain in the head, they aren't scared of anything...' Rishi said

'Find some way, you are the legal advisor...' Alex said

'That's why I came here to Aayan, to ask whether I should meet her on his behalf...' Rishi said

'Okay... Wait for sometimes then...' Alex said and Aayan was intently looking at the laptop and typing something

Just then, Aayan's new assistant Gaurav walks inside...

'Sir...' he began

'Shhhh....' Alex and Rishi said together, panicked

But too late, Aayan already stopped typing and looked at Gaurav

Rishi and Alex gulped

'200 bucks he will be fired right now...'  Alex whispered to Rishi

'You are on...' Rishi whispered back

'What...?' Aayan asked

'Sir your mom is here...' Gaurav informed and Alex - Aayan looked at each other

'My mother...?' Aayan asked

'Yes sir, Mrs. Naina Thapar is here...' Gaurav said and Aayan quickly openes the CCTV videos to see Naina waiting for him

'Idiot ! Why did you make her wait...' Aayan said getting up

'Sir.. I ..' Gaurav began

'Aayan...! The new lawyer...' Rishi began

'Deal with her by yourself Rishi, this is why you are hired okay... Do whatever you think it's okay... Just don't bug be because of that land anymore...' Aayan said walking towards the door

'Okay...' Rishi said and Aayan walked out of the cabin to see his mom...

'200 bucks...' Rishi grinned at Alex and he huffed...

Ananya and Aayan were playing with fire...
Which could destroy everything...

Well, lets see how they deal with this...

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