after that night, jaemin went out of his way to stay with me at least every friday. sometimes he'd bring someone else along, and sometimes he'd come alone. either way, i didn't mind.
eventually, jaemin had it so that he'd bring lots of blankets and make a little bed for himself on the floor beside me. that way we could talk to each other easier. he said the sofa bed wasn't comfortable, anyway.
i really appreciated all of his efforts at making me feel more comfortable. even though i knew what was in store for me when i went to sleep, i also knew that jaemin would be right there when i woke up. and even when he wasn't, i could hear his voice in my head.
i really couldn't ask for a better friend.
on another note, i really wish they would just figure out what was wrong with me already. even though i've pretty much gotten used to all the wires and stuff, i'm beyond sick of the nightmares. i don't wanna be scared and tired anymore.