something finally good happened and I am going to rant about it here.
my friends joke about this one thing and they say this all the time "Remember, down the street, not across the road" by this there referring to cutting mainly the arms 'down the road' meaning cutting horizontally, and 'across the street' meaning vertically because they think that a person cutting they mean to hit a vein, the truth is it is harder it hit a vein then you think and most people use it a bit like a punishment.
back to my main reason happy, if you couldn't guess by all these chapters and how I got pissed about the previously I cut and I have tried 'down the street' and I hate it personally and I never did it after I lost my pocket knife, I used my sisters for that time and she moved it and lost the next day, I was searching for it where she told me it was last time because you could say I wanted the feeling back, and as you could probibly guess where this is headed
I
found
it
I did around 5 or almost 10 times
I wonder, how would by friends and boyfriend react to this, my boyfriend has no clue what this even is, and 3 of my friends who have this app don't read this story... hopefully
I even have a few personal bullies, only one of them really affect me and that's because 1 of them called me his "friend" and even if I never said it to his face that what he was and recently he started calling me "fat" and says I have no cleavage and that's something happy about yet that just hurt me, I hate hearing those type of words... my favorite is complementing though I know they're mostly lying
well I should get going, I'll come back if I want to rant again, by my sick readers who actually read this
-Kanra