okay so this isn't an update, i'm sorry if you misread and thought so, you also don't have to read this :)
so um ive been losing some confidence, in my writing, in school and in my body, facial image
i know people say to not care about those things but it's hard not to, i am so insecure about so many things and i feel like i'm pressured to be perfect or else no one will like me
i'll still continue to write cause you guys don't deserve me leaving, that's just rude i guess
i'm going to be straight out, and in no way am i looking for attention so please don't think that, i don't like the way i look and i hate my voice, eyes, hair, and all my friends are so perfect i feel so empty
so yeah i just wanted to say that, i love you guys :)
and this is so bad and hypocritical of me to say but please try and keep yourself out of having thoughts like these, you're beautiful
and if you're having these thoughts, youre not alone