I'm updating for New Year's! Hope you guys have an amazing new year love you all! Here's to 2018 and let's hope it's better than 2017! ❤❤
I feel as the story is slowly coming to an end. I don't want it to end but I can't drag it on forever.🙃🙃
I'll probably have around 5 more chapters and then a sequel, if you guys want.
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Namjoon's P.O.V (It's been a while.)
There are rumours going around that I will reveal who I am on my next tour that Jin is going to and it's true, I am. I actually started the rumour so Jin would know but that's not important right now.
It's new years eve and the concert is in a few more a weeks. I have to leave on New years day and go to a fansign, disguise my self with a mask and hat so they can't see my face, then come back and set up for the concert so I won't see Jin until the concert day.
When I told him he was a bit upset at the fact that I wouldn't be going to concert with them but I promised him that I would make it up to him.
Hopefully me being his favourite idol that he will see in a few weeks time will make up for it.
"Hyung! Are you gonna do what you had planned today?" Jungkook asked as he played a video game.
"Yeah, I think so. I just hate the fact that I have to go straight after to catch a flight to China. It's a bit annoying but it's my life." I sighed.
"I see where you're coming from. When it was my sisters birthday I had to go to a fan meeting. At least I got to spend time with her before I legit ran for my life to make it on time. It was worth it for her though. She was really happy to have me there." He smiled fondly at the memory.
"I'm surprised the guys don't recognise the both of you. I mean, you even have your stage names as what people normally call you. Either their not fans or just oblivious." I teased.
"Incase you forgot Namjoon, we don't show our faces either. My first M/V with me in it will be out next year so my fans will see me. Jungkook is still thinking about when to do his." Yoongi answered.
"Yeah I guess it's better to do it in an M/V but I want to see Jin's reaction when he sees who I am." I smiled.
"Hyung! How about you let us guest on your tour! We can be the starting act or/and come half way through the show! That way we can all show who we are at the same time and then more people will want to look at the M/V just to see how we look. Plus, we get to see all three of their reactions." Jungkook schemed.
"While that's a great idea..." I started.
"Here it comes." Yoongi sighed.
"It's a bit of a hassle. The concert is in a few weeks and I have to suddenly squeeze you guys in." I tried explaining.
"Come on hyung! Just think about it. It would be great for all three of our careers. Our managers wouldn't mind at all, in fact I think they would be estatic. This is a great opportunity for all of us. Please hyung!" Jungkook pleaded.
"Fine, I'll talk to my manager about having you guys perform. Let's not get you guys out till around the end. You guys can be the finishing acts with me and then I'll put my plan forward on stage." I said.
"Wait, on stage? Are you sure. What about your fans, what will they think about it? What if they don't accept it or worse, what if Jin gets hurt?" Yoongi asked.
I had thought about. Of course I had. I would never want Jin to get hurt because of me ever again. He matters a lot to me.
I talked with Jack a few days ago, I think it was on Christmas when everyone was spending time with family.
Flashback...
"Jack, can I talk to you?" I asked.
He nodded his head and diverted all his attention onto me.
"What's up Namjoon?" He asked.
"You know how I have a concert in a few weeks time?"
"Yeah." He said nodding.
"I think I'll tell him on that day." I said.
Jack beamed.
"That's amazing sweetheart! I can't wait, i'll be watching it live with my hubby. It will be so cute."
"Yeah it will," I smiled, "I'm just worried about what will happen after. There are so many thoughts in my head making me question myself. What if it goes wrong? Will he hate me? What about my fans, how will they react? What if Jin gets hurt? I won't be able to forgive myself if that happened."
Jack smiled kindly at me.
"Don't worry to much about it Jin. If all goes well I'm sure your fans will support you. This is Jin we're talking about. He's a strong willed person. He won't let what others say get to him, no matter what happens and if something does get to him then you will be there to comfort him. You won't let him suffer on his own. I know it's a scary decision but if I were you I would go for it."
"Thank you Jack! You're always the best person to talk to when it's about these things." I smiled gratefully at him.
"Like I told you before Namjoon, I will always be here for you when you need."
End Falshback...
"I already though about it. I had a conversation with Jack before I made my mind up and I'm gonna do it. I believe it will go the way it's and even if it doesn't I will never stay away from Jin's side or let him down." I said finalising it.
"Okay then, let's go next door. It's already 11:45pm and we were meant to be there like 15 minutes ago." Jungkook laughed.
I got my suitcase and then we headed out.
We went next door and Jimin opened the door. He glared at Jungkook. He looked at his watch.
"I told you to be here at 11:30 it's 11:47 now. Why are you 17mins late?" He looked at Jungkook scrutinisinly.
We laughed at Jungkooks nervous face.
"It's just a few minutes, please just let us in before it becomes the next year." Jungkook pleaded making me and Yoongi laugh even more.
"Fine get in. It's gonna strike midnight soon and I'm so excited!" Jimin shouted running inside.
"Why are you guys late?" Jin and Hoseok asked at the same time.
"We already had enough from Jimin, can we not have it from you guys as well?" Jungkook sighed plopping down on the couch.
"Namjoon? I thought you had a flight in two and a half hours. Shouldn't you be going to the airport?" Jin asked worried.
"I'm gonna go at 12 so I can still celebrate a bit of the new year with you guys before going to spend time with some family." I smiled.
It wasn't entirely a lie. My fans are my family so I technically didn't lie.
"Okay, well why don't you sit down then. Put your luggage next to the door so it's an easier access for you when you have to leave."
I did exactly that and then sat by Jin as we watched some of the places where it had already struck 12 and watched the amazing fire works shooting into the sky in bright colourful explosions.
I especially liked Australia's in Sydney.
When it was 11:55 I texted the guys to set up the fire works because I was going to proceed with the plan.
They replied with an okay and I decided to start my plan.
"I should start to get ready to leave now. Jin. Can I talk with you outside, please." I asked.
He nodded his head and followed me while I brought my suitcase out with me so I could then rush to the airport.
We stepped outside and I closes the door looking at him.
"So, what's up?" He asked
11:57
I've got three minutes only!? Okay I need to make this quick.
"Jin, I know in the beginning I was unfair to you and I hurt you quite a bit. I never really knew why I was doing it but now that I look back on my actions I regret everything that I have ever done wrong to you. You mean a lot to me and that will never change. The past few months with you has been a bliss and I honestly couldn't be happier. You are the most fun, loving, caring human being in the entire world. There is nothing I can fault about you. Even the things you don't particularly like about yourself I still love it all. You have brought more meaning into my life than I thought was even possible. You've molded me into who I am todat and I really have to thank you for it. I've never cared this much for anyone in my entire life and now that I have, I don't want to stop. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, whether you agree or not. The couple braclets I bought for us ang gave to you on your birthday represented the future I want to have with you. I'll be the beast you can always come to if you want to talk and need help. You can be my beauty that is always by my side, being the caring and amazing person that you are. Don't ever change. I love you Jin and I hope you love me too. If you don't then this part is going to be a total fail." I smiled at him.
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The fireworks went off as planned, I leaned in and kissed Jin.
At first he didn't move but slowly he responded to the kiss and the sparks went off. It was the most amazing thing.
It was as if his lips were made to fit mine. It was perfect.
I smiled as I gently kissed him for who knows how long.
The fire works still going off in the firework adding the loving atmosphere around us.
We finally pulled away needing to fill our lungs with oxygen again but I kept our foreheads touching as I stared lovingly into his eyes.
"I love you too, Namjoon. I have for a while now." Jin smiled shyly.
I was about to kiss him again when my phone suddenly rang.
I groaned before picking it up.
"Namjoon where are you!? Do you want to miss your flight young man?! Hurry up. I'm waiting in the car for you! I can't afford for you to miss this." My manager shouted.
I loved my Manager but she just had to ruin the moment.
"I have to go now or I'll miss my flight. I'll see you soon okay? Love you, bye." I said giving him a quick peck.
He blushed and nodded his before waving.
"Have a safe trip! I'll be waiting for you when you come back! I love you too." He shouted making me smile.
This new year and the others to come are definitelt gonna be amazing with Jin by my side.
I love you Jin!
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Once again happy new year! I hope you guys have an amazing 2018. This is to hoping for a better year.
I love all of you little nuggets! Thank you for reading my book.
Love you lots💕💕
Word Count: 1997
~Author-nim♡