We got back from our flight and had just entered the house we didn't say not one word to each other the whole trip..we walked separate ways once we got in the house I was tired and decided to head upstairs and rest while I could before I had to get back on the road ending the tour. I took a deep breath entering the the bedroom seeing a smiling naked Mani wrapped up in the sheets her smile soon faded when she realized it was me
"WHAT THE HELL!" My immediate reaction was to beat her ass but first I was going to go get Prince so I can understand what the hell was going on! she jumped up wrapping herself up running over to me "ROSE wait!" "DONT TOUCH ME! I KNEW NOT TO TRUST YOUR TRIFFLIN ASS"
"I didn't mean to disrespect you he told me he was coming home for the trip early...without you!" I started walking away but she said something hitting a nerve "You don't deserve him! your not there for him like I am im gonna have him and he I will be mine! you selfish bitch"
I punched her in the face sending her to fall backwards "get outta my house bitch!" I turned away storming towards the door getting attacked from behind
I overpowered her getting on top dragging her around everywhere beating her ass full out now she really fucked up and crossed the lines now.
I felt somebody pulling us apart and it was the security workers followed by Prince running up the steps behind them "GET HER OUTTA MY HOUSE!" security carried her down the steps and did as told.
We were now sitting in the kitchen silent as hell as I had an ice pack over my hand breathing heavily in and out heated I had so many questions. "you ready to talk now!" "OH NOW YOU WANNA TALK!" I stood up slamming my ice pack on the table walking over to him "what the hell was she doing in our bed naked!"
"She said you told her you were coming home early!?!? so you had plans with this bitch and here I am getting caught up with another one of your crazy hoes when I told you about this girl in the first place! you should;ve listened and trusted my word! respected my decision" "CALM DOWN LETS NOT TALK ABOUT RESPECTING DECISIONS HERE! AND I didn't tell her I was coming home early to cheat I told her I MAY come back home early because I had to go to court with my whole music situation I can't help if she took it out of proportion" "clearly your telling the bitch something or giving her mixed signals because she thinks you want her! and you've been telling her our personal business?!? you can talk to her but you can't talk to me your soon to be wife!" "When your on tour and im here sometimes we just talk as friends nothing more rose! your one to talk you dance half naked on stage with men" I nodded my head and just walked out the kitchen...play me for a fool if you want.
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It had been a few days and Prince and I were still pretty distant from each other and it was tearing me apart on the inside and starting to bother and interfere with my mind and stress. So much that i've been taking those pills more than usual..but I will be fine. "5,6 7, 8..." we were doing the routine but it felt like everything was slowing down including me eventually I was just going through the motions..."stop stop!" "what the hell are yall doing ...stop slowing down and keep up! from the top.. band music!" we started over and I stumbled over my feet but continued going. After we got through the routine we were taking our usual 15 minute water break when Steve came over to me "Don't you think your being a little bossy and harsh on the dancers.."
"and dont you think you should stay in your place Steve let's not forget im your boss too! and if everything at my next show is not how I said or like it then SOMEBODY'S LOSING THEIR JOB" I rolled my eyes and walked away I went to go take a personal break and take my pills..I just couldn't get prince out of my head. We picked back up where we left off when all of a sudden I got an overwhelming feeling over my body and everything went blurry and I felt my head hit the floor.
Everyone rushed over immediately helping me up but I kept going in and out of focus and next thing I know I was laying in a hospital bed.
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I woke up with a major headache and stomach pain...I sat up taking a deep breath wondering why I was here all alone..a doctor came in with a nurse handing me water, medicine, and taking my blood pressure and all that stuff. "How are you feeling Rose.." "I feel fine..I need to go I have a show.." "that won't be necessary your on bed rest for the rest of the week..until then it's best you stay resting you OD pretty heavy on those pain killers..and hit your head giving you a slight concussion. I'll send your guest in now" I took a breath of relief all I wanted to see was Prince..but I was in shock when only Steve walked in.."Steve where's Prince.." "he..isn't showing up..I told him I would get you out though..." "the hell do you mean not coming" "look all your shows this week have been cancelled ..so I will have the driver pull around and get you to the airport safely." with that being said he walked out making me pissed off why didn't he come see me his self.
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I grabbed my bag and walked in the house feeling ill still I called out for Prince looking for him I walked all over the place when I finally found him in his private studio. I busted through the door standing in the doorway crossing my arms he didn't even flinch or make a muscle..didn't care to see if I was ok..and I wasn't doing this whole "im not gonna talk things out" at this moment "Prince!" "oh welcome home." "welcome home?!?!?how about a HOW ARE YOU FEELING..ARE YOU OK...CAN I MAKE IT BETTER?!? ...I was in the hospital and you didn't think to come see me your damn self!" "YOU WERE IN THERE BECAUSE YOU GOT ADDICTED TO THOSE DAMN PILLS AFTER I TOLD YOU..YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE TAKING THEM FOR YOUR ANKLE AT THE TIME INSTEAD YOU WENT BEHIND MY BACK STILL CONTINUING TO ABUSE THEM! KNOWING HOW I FELT ABOUT IT" "It was hard! I didn't mean for it to happen I needed something to cope with when I felt overwhelmed it just became addicting...it wasn't even that bad" "and you couldn't come to me?! NO WONDER YOU BEEN ACTING THE WAY YOU HAVE" "CLEARLY NOT BECAUSE YOU NEVER LIKE TO TAL YOU WOULD'VE JUST YELLED AT ME AND BEEN MAD HONESTLY...SOMETIMES YOU ADDED TO IT!" he looked taken back by my comment and just spun his chair away.."i've had your stuff packed and got you a new place to stay..I think it's best you move out for now i warned you about this..we need a pause on our wedding too" I felt my face heat up and my expression went from angry to just flat out crying. it felt like my whole world came crashing down "I will have my driver escort you to your new home"
he got out his seat and walked past me like it was nothing.
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I couldn't bare to see rose in the hospital for making such stupid mistakes seeing her head down the wrong path with her career and life..I was angry and hurt all in one...I loved her but I needed space to think about things I already had enough going on so I just been making music of course and decided to get her own place for a while..while she get herself back on track. Maybe she will learn her lesson this way I was just afraid she would go too far. In no way shape or form was I trying to hurt her this way..I never intend to hurt any girl I love..but I guess it just always seem to come off that way.
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I've been in my place for a few days now..it was nice or whatever but it didn't compare to being at home with my love..I don't understand how he could just do this to us just kick me out like I was nothing like we aren't engaged and this isn't how couples handled things .....we were so happy one moment then the next were arguing like cats and dogs..I've been writing new music and coming up with choreography to get my mind off things for the next show and a lot of the inspiration has come from this week alone..Ive been on social media seeing pictures of Prince walking around and hanging out with some new girl.
So I just kept writing the only other way I knew how to deal with my feelings. I was just ready to get back on the road.
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The music started and we went out doing the new routine storming out angrily and singing with all the anger and passion I had I just let it all out into the show. "DONT YOU RING THE ALARM I BEEN THROUGH THIS TO LONG BUT ILL BE DAMNEDDD IF I SEE ANOTHER CHICK ON YOUR ARM!" "BETTER BELIEVE THAT" I spoke with sass starting to dance. "PEOPLE TOLD ME BOUT THE FLAMES(AND I AINT LISTEN BECAUSE I LOVED YOU) I COULDN'T SEE THROUGH THE SMOKE OOOO"
We ripped our trench coats off revealing our sexy outfits as I began transitioning to the next song twerking "Hol up they don't love you like I love you Hold up, they don't love you like I love you Slow down, they don't love you like I love you Back up, they don't love you like I love you Step down, they don't love you like I love you can't you see there's no other man above you? What a wickeddd way to treat the girl that loves (so wicked) you Hol up, they don't love you like I love you." I ended the song throwing a little bit of shade towards the girl from the pictures I saw P with.
It was the last part of the show and I was ending it with the last new song I wrote this week..."You know I just got a question Why don't you love me? tell me, baby, why don't you love me ?!?" "I gottt beautyyy I got classs I got style and I got ASS!" I twirled around smacking my but.
"oh nana I got mooovess in yourrr bedrooomm keep you happy with the nastyyy thingss I do" I twirled my body and the crowd went wild "yeah remember that one time I did that thing you liked" I spoke going back into singing 'BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE IN TUNEEE"
-------------------------------------I ended the song and it hit me emotionally making me kinda sad what I was going through I didn't wanna loose my fiancee I loved him.
But i got up he needs to recognize I am my own woman who the fuck did he think I was? and i'm one of a kind no average bitch and for him to just walk around town with some random girl, the incident with Mani, and everything else he will not just keep pulling any old kind of shit over on me. I got up dusting myself off speaking into the microphphone then turning away strutting with attitude.
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