A/N go away children, this the chapter why extra christian™ moms handcuff their sons so they don't masturbate
Edit: I'M GIVING Y'ALL WHAT YOU ASKED FOR DON'T YOU DARE JUST READ AND LEAVE (smash and dash) WITHOUT COMMENTING DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD ME AND MIMA WORKED FOR THIS CHAPTER
Oikawa woke up determinated and stretched out. Tonight was the night, he gave himself pep talk before getting up and stretching, he spent hours researching and gathering courage.
He walked to the bathroom and after flushing the toilet and brushing his teeth he decided that he will start with his plan, he looked under the sink, in the drawers and pulled out three boxes, before biting his lip and unboxing the biggest one, he looked at the manual, reading instructions and nodding his head, so he should first relax his muscles.
With deep breath he unboxed second box and prepared himself for it. He went back to his bedroom and checked the doors, making sure that it was locked, and that the key was in the lock to stop curious people from unlocking or peeking through (those curious people being Makki and Mattsun who just needed to peep on everyone), when his curtain was checked too, he laid on his bed and took his underwear off.
“Huh… I really do not know how to feel about this…”, it looked much different when he was with Iwa, when they touched, it made Oikawa able to do this, yet now, on his own, he felt plain stupid.
What if he tried to get an erection and then do it? Was he allowed to get an erection? All that thinking was just wasting his time, he precisely had two hours and fifteen minutes to finish all this before someone calls him for breakfast.
With deep breath he opened the jar and stopped. Maybe he should shower first? Did he have time? His brain was slowly becoming a mush from all this overthinking.
With a sigh he turned around and took wet tissues from the drawer of his night stand, then he proceeded to wipe himself without feeling like an idiot. After two-three wet wipes, since he had no idea if he was clean enough, he went for the jar again and dipped his fingers. The mass felt gel-like, a bit mushier, but cool, he put quite a bit on his index and middle finger before bringing it down to his hole.
“Press, but do not push, circular movements.”, he repeated what he read online and instructed his fingers, soon he realized that it was better to do it just with his index finger, so he raised his middle one with rest of his fingers. After he felt like all of the lube heated enough on his skin and that it didn’t feel weird to feel his finger, he pressed harder and felt two sensations: first was a dipping sensation that came with pressure building around his finger, and second was a bit more unpleasant, he felt something entering him, spreading his insides.
He stopped taking deep breaths, if a finger felt like that, he couldn't imagine the pain of Iwaizumi’s member, he gasped, his anus just squeezed at the picture of Iwaizumi.
With pained, well, more uncomfortable expression Oikawa tried to push deeper in, but it felt painful, so instead he rotated his finger around, touching his walls before figuring out that he should probably add more lube, he reached out for the jar with his other hand and brought it between his legs where he clumsily and blindly put more around his hole. He pulled his finger a bit, afraid that if he pulled it the whole way, he wouldn’t be able to put it back in and smeared lube on it, he then returned back in and kept on repeating so until half of his finger sat “comfortably” inside of him, now came the hard part.
Dipping his middle finger in lube he pressed on the side of his hole and slid the tip of his second finger before groaning. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead before sliding down his face, his chest rose and fell heavily as he tried to keep breathing normally, after a bit of waiting he pushed deeper, until both of his fingers were half was in. It burned and he hurriedly put more lube on, touching and making sure he wasn’t bleeding. He couldn't possibly imagine how and why people deliberately did it.
Then again he understood how girls felt on their first time, he breathed out and moved his fingers, instead of just going in and out he tried separating them, barely doing so, but still trying, while doing so he wondered.
Yes, they had a date tonight, but no, they did not talk about going all the way, so Oikawa did not know if this all was necessary. Yet he wanted to do it, he wanted to clean himself, to make his first time as pleasurable as possible, maybe it would be great if they don’t do it after the date, maybe he could get more used to that all, and learn how to find his prostate, or how to get hard from behind; then again, on the other side there was Iwaizumi... Oikawa saw that body, he would not mind even if it hurt, okay he would, but he doubted Iwaizumi would let him get hurt.
So doing it after the date wouldn’t end horribly, if it couldn’t fit, Oikawa was sure that Iwaizumi would spend the whole night making out with him, naked. Oh yes, Iwaizumi’s tanned body, his eyes that would raise shiver on Oikawa’s skin, voice that would melt Oikawa’s ears and skilled lips, perfectly fitting atop Oikawa’s. They would skim over every part of Oikawa’s body.
Moan made Oikawa’s head snap up, he was alone, the who, he moaned again realizing that he was hard, and not only that, but also the fact that both of his fingers were fully in him. Damn, Iwaizumi really did wonders to Oikawa’s body.
Oikawa’s index finger brushed over something that made Oikawa squeeze his fingers, and curl in a ball. It was definitely his prostate, was it good feeling, he was not sure, it was just so intensive, like thousands of fires licking on his skin, but from the inside, he moaned, a bit louder and quickly bit his lip, as his free hand moved to grab his erection. No, he had no time for that!
His head fell on his bed and he breathed out, deeply, alright. He slowly pulled his fingers out, first his index, and then his middle, crying out, it felt so strange as he felt his anal muscles quiver. He stood up, legs shaking under his weight and went to the bathroom, carrying jar of lube. It was very good lube, Oikawa had found it while browsing the internet, there he found link to a Tumblr user who posts adult content, nothing explicit, but basically it was 101 sex for all, hetero, homosexual, intercourse with trans people, that had a very nice talk about how to raise trans person’s self esteem, it was written very studiously with even doctor’s advices and tricks, so he had a lot to read about and inform himself, that is where he read about enemas.
He gulped and took a deep breath, this was it, he took out parts of the object, he filled the container with water and took pipe looking part and gave it a dirty look, it was much slimmer than his fingers, but longer, lubing it up he stepped in his bath and once again checked if everything was connected before putting the container on the edge, higher than he would be in the bath and making sure it won’t fall and break, and then turned to the wall, spreading his legs and leaning forward while arching his back.
On the same site he found about the best poses for doing it all and hoped they were right. Again, he slowly inserted tip of his finger in, it went in much easier, but it was still tight, with final deep breath of preparation, head of the instrument was placed next to his finger, pulling his finger out he pushed the nose deeper until it was all in. The liquid had already started going in, making him shudder at foreign feeling before he slowly went on his knees and finally laid down turning to his side to let water fall in him with more ease.
Forty five minutes later Oikawa swore to never do it again, even though he knew he would have to do it, at least once every two months. With one last flush he got the bath ready while reading last bits of instruction.
“So after washing, I should apply soothing cream on it and eat light food for the rest of day and probably tomorrow too.”, he turned off the faucet and turned around to grab his washing rug, “It can also cause burning while…”, he stopped reading, throwing it away, “Ugh, I can’t even poop normally after this! Iwaizumi! You better make it worth it!”, he shouted empty threat before sliding in slightly warm water and bubbling angry comments.
Oikawa spent about 30 minutes just soaking and thinking about all the possible scenarios of what could happen on their date. Well, Iwaizumi wasn't so direct when he asked Oikawa out. He said something which sounded like "I know you're free tomorrow and I was wondering whether or not you wanna go out? Like just a day for us two, you know?", and yet somehow Oikawa knew that it was a date.
The only thing that he hoped for now was for Iwaizumi to make everything that he had done worth it, Oikawa might have felt like he humiliated himself a bit, but that feeling went away soon enough.
Warm water, which surrounded his slightly trembling body, felt like the best and fluffiest blanket now that Oikawa thought about it, he probably would have stayed there longer if not the loud, booming voices passing his bedroom's door. He took a deep breath, held onto the bath and tried to get out without slipping and falling, though it was more possible that he'd fall down because of his wobbly knees.
A loud knock on his door shook him out of his thoughts. He stood in silence for a second, hoping that whoever knocked will go away, however the person knocked a second time Oikawa was forced to answer.
"Who is it?" He called out pretending to have just woken up.
"It's Iwaizumi, it's time for breakfast" a low voice spoke from another side, it made Oikawa shiver with anticipation.
"I'll be out soon.." he said softly and listened as the footsteps got quieter. The moment he realized that Iwaizumi had walked downstairs, Oikawa fell onto his bed, he stared at the ceiling and tried to build up more courage as he was going to need it.
He wanted it to happen, he wanted Iwaizumi to go all the way, but what if he had to initiate it? What if he had to be the first one to make a move? Would he be able to or would he chicken out? Oikawa couldn't answer these questions.
He waited for his heartbeat to go down before finally standing up, he made sure to lock his bathroom and all the boxes in it, just in case someone decides to sneak around. Oikawa took a deep breath before unlocking the door and twisting the handle.
"Here goes nothing" he said to himself and finally walked out of his room, Oikawa made his way downstairs and to the kitchen where he was greeted with pleasant view of Iwaizumi reaching for croissants on the top shelf.
"Good morning guys" Oikawa said before sitting down at the table.
"Good morning, did you sleep well?" Iwaizumi asked as he turned to him, he fixed his shirt and put the croissants on the table.
"Yeah, I guess." Oikawa lied, he couldn't tell them that his ass woke up about two and a half hours earlier than he was used to, to prepare for something that might not even happen.
"How did it feel sleeping in that bed alone, with covers on and without anyone whining that it's too cold?" Mattsun asked, well, at least that's what it sounded like as he had stuffed the entire croissant in his mouth.
"It felt great, honestly. Who would have thought that sleeping with the window open would be this nice? Actually breathing cold and clean air was amazing" Oikawa took a sip of his coffee before glancing to his right, more precisely - he glanced at Iwaizumi. To his absolute surprise Iwaizumi was staring back at him and the moment their eyes met he gave Oikawa a small smile.
"That's good to hear, oh by the way, are you going somewhere today?" Makki asked, but before Oikawa could answer Iwaizumi spoke.
"We're going out and we won't be here the whole day, so please don't burn the house down, and please.. make sure Tony doesn't sneak into my room and chew on my pillows again" Iwaizumi glared at Makki who just smiled innocently.
"I hope you two have fun, me and Makki were thinking of cleaning the closet anyway" Mattsun finished drinking his tea and stood up, cleaned the crumbs off of his pants and inhaled deeply. "I also wanted to rearrange our room"
"Mattsun, please... last time we did that we were so tired, we slept for like 15 hours" Makki whined.
"That's good, go and rearrange" Iwaizumi said bluntly and pretended to look away. After arguing a little bit Makki and Mattsun finally left the kitchen and went upstairs, while the other two were left alone.
"Dress nicely, okay?" Iwaizumi suddenly said. Oikawa almost melted at his smile, but picked himself up quickly - he's too determined to just fall apart from a single smile.
"Okay, okay. Should I get dressed now or is it too early?" Oikawa asked, he wouldn't mind if they went out this early (well, it was 10:30 AM), going out at this time would mean that he'd spend more time with a man who made him change his sexuality.
"Get dressed, but don't rush." Iwaizumi smiled again and ruffled Oikawa's damp hair before standing up and leaving him alone in the kitchen. To not lie, Oikawa blushed. He spent a few more minutes sitting there, thinking about what to wear and what Iwaizumi would like him to wear before standing up and rushing to his room.
Oikawa once again locked the door and looked around, he was going to look like a snack, nay he was going to look like a whole six course meal that Iwaizumi would want to devour by the end of the night. He bit his lip and walked over to his closet.
"Alright Tooru, Iwaizumi doesn't like it when I dress too formal, but he himself doesn't dress casually... think, think, think!" He jumped up a few times before grabbing all the clothes he could and throwing them onto his bed.
It was going to be a long day.
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Mmmmmm hello there *sniff sniff* I smell sexual tension and moans.
Big big BIG thanks to Different_so_what for helping me. It's all thanks to her that all these sexy times are being written. THANK YOU MIMA YOU'RE THE BEST. EVERYBODY WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Also, I said this before, I'll say it once again because I got asked about this a couple of times - there will be no LevYaku Christmas special, I wrote a short KageHina thingy.
See you next time!
-hatari
P.S I get messages which start with "I know you get a lot of messages and you won't probably see this" or "I don't wanna annoy you but.." GUYS I DON'T GET THAT MANY MESSAGES AND YOU DON'T ANNOY ME JESUS CHRIST FEEL FREE TO TEXT ME ANYTIME.