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Stiles' POV:
I try to sleep but I can't. I just can't anymore. What's the point? Sleep is stupid. I wish we didn't have to sle-
My thinking is cut off from my phone vibrations. I get up and grab my phone.
message: Lydia
hey Stiles. r u going to school tomorrow? I don't know if I can.
I respond back-
um no I guess not. I doubt anyone else will either. are you okay?
As I wait for her to respond, I read her text message to find any openings for us to get together- and I don't even realize I'm doing it. Bad old habit. Then I see my screen change to her message-
honestly no. I feel like I can't breathe. this whole thing sucks big time.
I reply, but hesitantly-
I know. I really am sorry. do u want to meet up tomorrow?
I wait for what feels like a LONG time and when my phone buzzes I actually jump.
sure. meet me at my house at 12, I don't think I can go out.
Oh my god. I just got INVITED over to Lydia's house to be ALONE with her. But I shouldn't make any moves, should I? She just had her past two boyfriends leave her in one way or another. It's only right to give her space.
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Overnight I must've dozed off because I wake up the next morning to blazing sunlight. I suppose I should get a shower, I mean this is Lydia Martin we are talking about. And being clean isn't making a move right?
I go to the bathroom and turn on the shower. I turn, and look in the mirror. Tired, frazzled, and lack of self-worth is all I see in the mirror. How could Lydia ever even have tiny feelings for me?