"Jade,are you ok?" mom asks me worried
"Yes mom I am fine" i try to lie
She gives me a smile and than leaves my room. I don't even know how i am feeling. Weeks passed since i have moved here and the only "friend" i have is Perrie. We see each other very often in the last few days. My phone buzzes.
Perrie : Have you left your room since last weekend?
I try to smile while reading the message,and then i remember that i actually haven't left my house since Monday,and today is Saturday.
Jade : I know Perrie,i know that. Wanna go out tonight?
Perrie : Yeah sure I'll pick you up in 30.
I wanted to look pretty tonight,even if i didn't even knew where we were going. I was wearing a pair of white jeans and a Paramore t shirt. Quite basic.
"Are you going out?" dad asks me
"Yeah whatever" i say and i go out though the front door
"Hi" i hear a voice
The voice who instantly calms me.
"Perrie!" I say almost shouting
"Yeah that's me" she says and we both laugh
"Where are we goin-"
"Jade are you fine?" Perrie cuts me off
"Oh not you too" i say nervously
"What did i said wrong?"
"Everybody seems to care about me,but actually nobody does" i say walking though the silent road
"Jade,I care about you" Perrie says those words and i immediately melted
I could feel my checks turning red.
"Are you ok?" Perrie starts laughing
I say no word,and i run home,hearing Perrie telling me to come back,but i don't listen.
I walk through the front door,dad looking mad at me.
"You were with that girl Pery again?" he asks nervously
"Is that suppose to be your problem?"
"Jade you are not allowed to see that girl again ever do you understand?"
"You can't forbid that to me! I like Perrie a lot!" i say immediately the last sentence
"You what?" he yells at me but i ran into my room and started crying
After hours of sitting in my room thinking about nothing but at the same time everything,i decided to open my phone.
Perrie : Jade sorry if i was to hard on you i am so sorry
Perrie : Jade i love you please answer me
Perrie : When you see this call me
But i didn't call her. I didn't want to speak to anyone now. I want to stay alone,in the dark.