Nothing Is Forever [COMPLETE]

By KillyBearHugs

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Fanfiction/Romance When a young singer's relationship and career falls apart, she vows to never fall In love... More

Character Profiles
Chapter 1: Dark Times
Chapter 2: Issues
Chapter 3: Truth Revealed
Chapter 4: First Impressions [ R & J ]
Chapter 5: First Impressions [ S & C ]
Chapter 6: Alone
Chapter 7: Colifer...?
Chapter 8: The Media Lies
Chapter 9: Guess Who's Back?
Chapter 10: Bonding
Chapter 12: Stay
Chapter 13: Rum and Relaxation
Chapter 14: Liar Liar
Chapter 15: Wrong Place Wrong Time
Chapter 16: Trust Is Key
Chapter 17: Life Goes On
Chapter 18: Christmas Is Nigh
Chapter 19: Family Reunion
Chapter 20: Dinner
Chapter 21: Jingle Bells & Good Bananas
Chapter 22: Bed of Lies
Chapter 23: The Drinking Games
Chapter 24: Banana Cocoroco Blunder
Chapter 25: Help Me Ryan
Chapter 26: Jealousy
Chapter 27: Tell All
Chapter 28: The FWB
Chapter 29: Not My Lover
Chapter 30: Brothers
Chapter 31: Closest Friends
Chapter 32: Parental Advisory
Chapter 33: AWKWARD
Chapter 34: New Year, New Plot Twists
Chapter 35: Falling in Reverse
Chapter 36: Comatose
Chapter 37: Giving Up On You
Chapter 38: Baby Daddy
Chapter 39: Since You've Been Gone
Chapter 40: Speak Of The Devil
Chapter 41: The Teacher
Chapter 42: Really Ryan?
Chapter 43: Getting Heated
Chapter 44: The Exam
Chapter 45: Thrill Seeker
Chapter 46: Go Away
Chapter 47: Good Things End
Chapter 48: Secret Lovers
Chapter 49: The Rebound
Chapter 50: Go Back to Her
Chapter 51: Suspicion
Chapter 52: Transfer
Chapter 53: He's Into You
Chapter 54: Tiffany's
Chatpter 55: The Kids
Chapter 56: Plotting and Scheming
Chapter 57: Valentine Heartbreak
Chapter 58: Brother V. Brother
Chapter 59: Running Out of Time
Chapter 60: Mrs. King
Chapter 61: Speak Your Mind
Chapter 62: Why take my word for It?
Chapter 63: Shield Your Eyes
Chapter 64: Good Woman
Chapter 65: Say Your Goodbyes
Chapter 66: No Colin Here
Chapter 67: Feelings Gone But Not Forgotten
Chapter 68: I Have No Regrets
Chapter 69: Déjà Vu
Chapter 70: Ryan - The Big EmbarrASSment
Chapter 71: Confession
Chapter 72: Come Again
Chapter 73: Hurting
Chapter 74: Talk To Me
Chapter 75: Cooling Down
Chapter 76: Alcohol & Tony Acker
Chapter 77: On Set Session
Chapter 78: Someone New
Chapter 79: Admit It
Chapter 80: Denial
Chapter 81: Everyone Seeks Approval
Chapter 82: Memories Last Forever
Chapter 83: Let's Talk
Chapter 84: Forever Yours
Chapter 85: We're Not Ok
Chapter 86: Leaving
Chapter 87: Tears of Love
Chapter 88: Crashing Waves
Chapter 89: Sinking Ships
Chapter 90: Mending Old Memories
Chapter 91: Callie Is Wonderful
Chapter 92: Wrong Side Of The Table
Chapter 94: True Love Prevails
Chapter 95: Saint Patrick's Day
Chapter 96: The Wrong Feeling
Chapter 97: Do You Want Me?
Chapter 98: Reliving Past Mistakes, Building A Brighter Future
Chapter 99: Settling Down
In The End: Nothing Is Forever

Chapter 93: Poisoned Love

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By KillyBearHugs

POV: Colin

The next morning I woke up on the sofa, greeted by the smell of bacon. I sat up and saw that Callie was in the kitchen cooking breakfast. The sweet smell of maple syrup and pancakes wafted through the hotel.

"G'morning love," I smiled, standing up, and walking over to give her a kiss.

"Hey! Look who's up! I didn't think you'd be awake this soon."

"Why do you say that?" I questioned.

"Well you came home, cracked open the complimentary bottle of Poitín, and passed out on the couch... I just figured you'd be asleep longer."

I looked over to the half empty bottle of alcohol on the table and put my arm around her waist.

"I'm sorry"

"It's ok," she smiled, "So tomorrow is the big day huh? I'm going to meet your family!"

"Yep!" I exclaimed walking over to the cabinet, "It's going to be great... You're going to be great..."

She blushed as I handed her a plate and got one for myself.

"I hope so... This will determine our life together..."

"It's not that serious," I assured her, "Most of us will be too drunk!"

We laughed and went to the table to eat together. Somewhere along the way of our chatter, she began asking more personal questions about me, and what I wanted in the future.

"How do kids sound to you?" She asked cautiously.

"Love em'" I insisted, "I've wanted children for a while now, but I guess it just isn't meant to be..."

She smiled and looked down at her plate.

"What if I told you I had a son?"

I gazed at her with a look of confusion.

"I– Why are you just telling me this now?"

"I didn't know if it would ruin things between us..." she insisted.

I stared off into the distance and thought for a few moments.

"How old is he?"

"He's five... He's been staying with my parents while I came down to Vancouver for a little while... Like I said, I was never supposed to stay this long..."

She reached over the table and grabbed my hand.

"If I would've known, I wouldn't have asked you to come—"

"I know... He's safe though—"

"He needs his mother—"

"He also needs a father..."

All of a sudden my phone began ringing, and I picked it up to see who it was.

"Hello?"

"Hey, can you come over? I think something is wrong with Savannah, and I planned to go meet up with Ryan later—"

"Yea, I'll be right over," I said, hanging up, and looking over at Callie.

"What's wrong?"

"Savannah is sick and Tony is going out... Will you be alright if I go over there for a little while?"

She looked down at her plate and forced an unconvincing smile, "Yeah... thats fine"

I could tell she was upset, but I needed to go take care of Savannah.

"I'm sorry," I insisted, "Look, maybe you can go with Tony? I'm sure he wouldn't mind—"

"Yeah," she smiled, "and maybe it was a bad idea for me to come with you... Obviously I was stupid to think there was any room in your heart for anyone other than Savannah."

I stood up and walked towards the door, "You weren't the stupid one, you're genuinely perfect... I was the stupid one to think I could ever stop loving her..."

Callie walked over to me and kissed my cheek.

"I understand... True love is a hard thing to come by," she smiled sweetly and tears fell from her eyes, "It was fun while it lasted—"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means I'll be leaving to go back to my son as soon as possible, but thank you for this opportunity... it was an amazing pleasure."

She walked away, and I stood at the door for a few minutes, contemplating on whether to stay or go. I took one last long look down the hall, and turned around to open the door. Savannah and I may have had our differences, but she still meant more to me than anything imaginable.

As I shut the door behind myself, I felt immense guilt rush through my body, but I knew in my heart that what I was doing was right. I walked across the hall, knocked on the door, and was greeted by tony.

"Hey man, thanks for coming, I was just leaving—"

"No problem... Tell Ryan I said I'll see him tomorrow"

"Ok," he said cheerfully, patting me on the back, "You sure you're alright with this?"

"Yeah," I smiled, "Not a problem at all."

Tony nodded and walked past me, "She's in the bedroom... I dont know what's wrong with her, but she doesn't look good... Have fun with that!"

I walked into the hotel room and closed the door, immediately making my way to the bedroom where Savannah was located.

"Oh wow, you do look terrible..."

Savannah looked at me and put a pillow over her face.

"I told Tony not to call you!"

"Why?" I smiled, "Don't want me seeing you all hot and sweaty? Trust me, I've seen it before—"

"Shut up," she laughed moving the pillow from her face, and carefully getting out of the bed.

"Where are you going?"

"To throw up in the restroom, do you want to come watch or something?"

I laughed and shook my head no as she made her way down the hall. I stood outside of the bathroom, waiting for her to finish, and wincing at every dry heave.

"When did all of this start?" I asked concernedly.

"I was up and down all night with a stomach ache—"

"I think you have food poising..."

There was a long silence, accompanied with another dry heave.

"Wonder whose fault that is!" She insisted, "Maybe squid just doesnt agree with me—"

"Did you chew?"

"Not really"

"But you swallowed?"

She flushed the toilet and stood in the doorway holding her stomach.

"Shut up Colin—"

"Yea, you've never really had a problem with that before," I laughed.

"Look whose making jokes Mr. I get turned on by ice cream!" She exclaimed.

"I don't get turned on by ice cream, I get turned on by you..."

I gazed over into her eyes and smiled, causing her to look away and blushed. I wanted desperately to kiss her, but I figured that probably wouldn't be the best idea, considering the fact that she was just spewing up last night's seafood meal.

I sat outside of the doorway for hours, staying there with her, and making sure she was ok. We even managed to make small talk in between some of the violent outbursts. As the day went on I felt terrible for even making her go to that restaurant in the first place.

"Savannah?" I shouted, "Feeling any better?"

"Better than this morning I guess."

I sighed and buried my head in my hands.

"Sorry, it's my fault—"

"I was kidding Colin, don't feel bad. Neither of us knew it would make me sick..."

There was a momentary silence, and a clanking sound.

"You alright in there?"

"Yeah," she insisted, emerging from the bathroom, "I think I'm ok enough to go back to bed..."

I followed behind her into the bedroom, and sat down next to her.

"You and Tony only used this bed for sleeping, correct?"

She rolled her eyes and laughed, "Tony and I didn't swap bodily fluids if that's what you're wondering—"

"You could've just said yes," I insisted, "You sure you still want to go tomorrow?"

"Of course, I should be fine by then... Right?"

"I hope so..."

She flashed me a weak smile, and slapped her hand on my leg, "Thanks Colin"

She laid down and I got up to grab the remote from the TV stand.

"Here," I insisted, laying down next to her, and offering over the remote.

She turned to me with a confused look on her face.

"Why aren't you with Callie?"

"Do you want the remote or not—"

"I don't care about the remote Colin..."

I sighed and brushed the hair back from her face.

"Callie is gone..."

"What do you mean she's gone—"

"She made me realize a few things about myself... I realized that matter how many times we argue about stupid things, or how many I have to sit outside the bathroom and listen to you dry heave," I insisted sincerely, smiling and resting my hand against her cheek, "I'll always be in love with you... and true love is not something easily conquered..."

She let out a faint laugh, rested her head on my shoulder, and grabbed my hand.

"I love you too Colin..."

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