Nothing Is Forever [COMPLETE]

By KillyBearHugs

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Fanfiction/Romance When a young singer's relationship and career falls apart, she vows to never fall In love... More

Character Profiles
Chapter 1: Dark Times
Chapter 2: Issues
Chapter 3: Truth Revealed
Chapter 4: First Impressions [ R & J ]
Chapter 5: First Impressions [ S & C ]
Chapter 6: Alone
Chapter 7: Colifer...?
Chapter 8: The Media Lies
Chapter 9: Guess Who's Back?
Chapter 10: Bonding
Chapter 12: Stay
Chapter 13: Rum and Relaxation
Chapter 14: Liar Liar
Chapter 15: Wrong Place Wrong Time
Chapter 16: Trust Is Key
Chapter 17: Life Goes On
Chapter 18: Christmas Is Nigh
Chapter 19: Family Reunion
Chapter 20: Dinner
Chapter 21: Jingle Bells & Good Bananas
Chapter 22: Bed of Lies
Chapter 23: The Drinking Games
Chapter 24: Banana Cocoroco Blunder
Chapter 25: Help Me Ryan
Chapter 26: Jealousy
Chapter 27: Tell All
Chapter 28: The FWB
Chapter 29: Not My Lover
Chapter 30: Brothers
Chapter 31: Closest Friends
Chapter 32: Parental Advisory
Chapter 34: New Year, New Plot Twists
Chapter 35: Falling in Reverse
Chapter 36: Comatose
Chapter 37: Giving Up On You
Chapter 38: Baby Daddy
Chapter 39: Since You've Been Gone
Chapter 40: Speak Of The Devil
Chapter 41: The Teacher
Chapter 42: Really Ryan?
Chapter 43: Getting Heated
Chapter 44: The Exam
Chapter 45: Thrill Seeker
Chapter 46: Go Away
Chapter 47: Good Things End
Chapter 48: Secret Lovers
Chapter 49: The Rebound
Chapter 50: Go Back to Her
Chapter 51: Suspicion
Chapter 52: Transfer
Chapter 53: He's Into You
Chapter 54: Tiffany's
Chatpter 55: The Kids
Chapter 56: Plotting and Scheming
Chapter 57: Valentine Heartbreak
Chapter 58: Brother V. Brother
Chapter 59: Running Out of Time
Chapter 60: Mrs. King
Chapter 61: Speak Your Mind
Chapter 62: Why take my word for It?
Chapter 63: Shield Your Eyes
Chapter 64: Good Woman
Chapter 65: Say Your Goodbyes
Chapter 66: No Colin Here
Chapter 67: Feelings Gone But Not Forgotten
Chapter 68: I Have No Regrets
Chapter 69: Déjà Vu
Chapter 70: Ryan - The Big EmbarrASSment
Chapter 71: Confession
Chapter 72: Come Again
Chapter 73: Hurting
Chapter 74: Talk To Me
Chapter 75: Cooling Down
Chapter 76: Alcohol & Tony Acker
Chapter 77: On Set Session
Chapter 78: Someone New
Chapter 79: Admit It
Chapter 80: Denial
Chapter 81: Everyone Seeks Approval
Chapter 82: Memories Last Forever
Chapter 83: Let's Talk
Chapter 84: Forever Yours
Chapter 85: We're Not Ok
Chapter 86: Leaving
Chapter 87: Tears of Love
Chapter 88: Crashing Waves
Chapter 89: Sinking Ships
Chapter 90: Mending Old Memories
Chapter 91: Callie Is Wonderful
Chapter 92: Wrong Side Of The Table
Chapter 93: Poisoned Love
Chapter 94: True Love Prevails
Chapter 95: Saint Patrick's Day
Chapter 96: The Wrong Feeling
Chapter 97: Do You Want Me?
Chapter 98: Reliving Past Mistakes, Building A Brighter Future
Chapter 99: Settling Down
In The End: Nothing Is Forever

Chapter 33: AWKWARD

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By KillyBearHugs


POV: Savannah

"Thank you everyone!" Ryan shouted into the mic as he and Colin waved goodbye to the crowd, and began walking off stage.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Reece and Jennifer emerge from the bathroom, red-faced, and just in time for the end of their performance. I could've sworn they weren't supposed to be a couple...

"That was amazing you guys," I said, giving them both hugs as they began walking back towards the table

"Thank you Savannah," Colin said, "we ready to go?"

Everyone agreed, silently nodding and looking around at one another.

"Alright then," Con said, "We'll spend our New Years Eve night at the Pacific National Exhibition!"

We all headed towards the exit with smiles on our faces. Colin made an attempt to place an arm around my waist, but Ryan walked between us before he could.

I got in the limo first, which caused some tension between Ryan and Colin. There was only one seat next to me and Ryan happened to reach it first, getting as close to me as physically possible, making sure Colin couldn't squeeze in.

"Savannah, you should come sit over here with me..." Colin suggested

I tried getting up, but Ryan wasn't going to let me move.

"Why?" Ryan asked, testing Colin's nerves to the maximum.

"Ryan, shut up," Colin snapped

"Tell me why"

"I need to show her something"

"Pass your phone over here"

"I don't want everyone else—"

"What exactly are you trying to show her that everyone can't see Colin?!"

"Why do you care, RYAN?!"

"BECAUSE!!! What are you trying to show her that's SO important and can't be seen by anyone else?!" Colin opened his mouth to speak, but Ryan cut him off, "THERES NO REASON FOR HER TO BE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU UNLESS YOUR ABOUT TO WHIP OUT YOUR—"

"RYAN PLEASE!" Con shouted

Ryan's face was red with the anger simmering inside of him. No matter how mad he was, he always listened to his father... that was one thing I admired about him.

"I'm sorry dad, but—"

"Don't be sorry, this whole thing is the girl's fault," said Mrs. O'Donoghue

"The girl has a name," Colin snapped

"Don't use that tone with me—"

"DON'T CALL HER 'GIRL', SHE—"

"COLIN, WHY ARE YOU STANDING UP FOR HER? SHE SLEPT WITH YOUR BROTHER FOR GOD SAKE! SHE HAS NO MORALS... WHY COULDN'T YOU FIND A NICE CATHOLIC GIRL?"

"Oh, THAT'S what this is about... Religion..."

"That's not all It's about. You deserve to lead a happy life with someone who loves you as much as you love them. You need someone who will respect values and beliefs, someone the exact opposite of her"

"You don't even know her!"

"I know what's good for you..."

Colin opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out. All talking silenced and the air felt thick. My face started getting hot, and I tensed up. I couldn't move or speak. The walls felt like they were closing in on me and it was a futile effort to fight.

It was a long, slow, agonizing ride to the fair. I don't think anyone felt much like going anymore... at least I know I didn't. I totally understood why Colin's mom would hate me, but I just wished she'd give me a chance.

"Maybe it's best if I go a separate way," I said, forcing words from my mouth.

"That's fine if you want," Con insisted.

I nodded as we pulled up to the entrance, and prepared to get out of the car. The driver let us out in front where we were greeted by security once again. We all purchased tickets and maps from the vendors, then were led inside through the Playland gate. There was so much to see and I began feeling a little bit overwhelmed.

"Lets go to the roller coaster!"

"Which one?"

"No, wait! Giant spinning swing looks better!"

Giant spinning swing???

They were happier than kids in a candy store, yet I was absolutely terrified. Heights really weren't my thing so I was kinda thankful I had an excuse to leave.

"I'll meet you guys back at the car around 1:00," I interrupted

"Ok, fifteen minutes until midnight everyone! We'll be at the big blue rollercoaster!" Reece said, cheerfully grabbing Jen's hand, "Call me if you want to meet up before then—"

"My phone is always free too," Ryan insisted

"Thanks guys," I turned around and walked in the opposite direction they were going in. This was the first year in a long time that I was alone on New Year's Eve. Just as I was about to glance back, someone laid a hand my left shoulder. I spun around quickly, hoping it wasn't paparazzi or some crazed fan.

"Jesus Colin," I said, pulling away from him, "you can't just sneak up on me like that!"

"Sorry," he laughed, "but you're not going to be alone..."

"Colin I'm fine, your family is leaving tomorrow... go be with them, we have plenty of time together—"

"Do we? You were there for me on Christmas and the first day I ever met you... You have never left me out and I'm not going to let you be alone either."

I smiled, "Fine, but what do you mean 'do we?' We have the rest of tonight—"

"So about two hours? Give or take some..."

"Yeah, but we also can hang out tomorrow—"

"How long?" he asked, gazing into my eyes

"I don't know... a couple hours I guess..." I said, awkwardly thinking of a way to change the subject, "lets ride the ferris wheel, since we're already close"

Colin nodded, and we waited in line for the ride. Luckily, we got the last cart. The operator pushed a button on his panel, and the ride began. In  the midst of my swarming emotions, I forgot just how scared I actually was of heights, especially in this ferris wheel. Even though it was slow, there was only a rail keeping us inside, and I didn't like that.

"Colin, stop moving!" I said, my voice raised at least three octaves.

"Calm down, I barely shifted!"

"The back says 'Danger, DO NOT ROCK'" I pointed out, "I don't want to die today"

"Really? Where?" He joked, leaning back in the rickety cab of the ferris wheel, pretending like he didn't already see the giant warning label on the back.

"COLIN!!!" I shouted, grabbing onto him for dear life.

"Aw, ok" He said, cuddling me closer as I buried my head into his shoulder. We were already descending from the top as I raised my head. Colin still held me close, and In the distance there was a countdown to the new year. Only two minutes were left...

"That's not enough," Colin said randomly, speaking out into the night sky, directing his speech to absolutely no one.

"What?" I was officially confused.

He looked down at me with watery eyes.

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