DO NOT PLAY THE SONG UNTIL I TELL YOU
Okay so that last CLIFFHANGER......sorry 'bout that mate. It's just that it was already past Christmas and I was lazy and tired because my parents went to some party and they didn't come back until 2:00 A.M. and I was already past 3,000 words and I got tired. Anyways enjoy!
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le timeskip to 2 weeks after the party
It was 2 weeks since the Christmas party and I haven't talked to Adrien or Marinette because of what happened. They didn't know what happened or what's wrong but they wouldn't stop trying to figure it out.
They would come up to me every day and pester me and told me they wouldn't stop until I talked to them or I told then what's wrong. You were acting "emo" according to your friends or at least the one's you were talking to. You wouldn't stop listening to the same song on repeat every day. Song above start it now! :) the slanted letters are your thoughts. The bold words are the lyrics
I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
And I'm tired of waiting
...
Why didn't I confess earlier?
Maybe if I did I would still have a chance...
...
Waiting here in line
Hoping that I'll find
What I've been chasing
...
Why can't I just STOP being such a scaredy cat?
I was scared to confess
And now it's too late...
...
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
Why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
Never know why
It's coming down, down, down
...
Why did I get my hopes up?
Why did I think he liked me?
Why was I so foolish...?
...
I'm not ready to let go
'cause then I never know
What I could be missing
...
Maybe if I talk to them
And explain to them why
I'm not talking then they'll under
Stand...
...
But I'm missing way too much
So when do I give up
On what I was wishing
For?
...
No way. If I tell them, they would
Probably laugh in my face
What was I thinking...?
...
But I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
Why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
I'll never know why
It's coming down, down, down
Oh I am coming
Down, down, down
I can't find another way Around
I don't want to hear the sound
Of loosing what I never found
...
That's why I can't talk to them
If I see them together or separately
It'll just remind me of what I never had...
...
I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
Why do try?
I know I'm gonna fall down!
I thought I could fly!
So why did I drown?
I'll Never know why
Its coming down, down, down!
I shot for the sky!
I'm stuck on the ground!
Why do I try!?
I know I'm gonna fall down...
I thought I could fly!
So why did I drown!?
I'll Never know why
Its coming down, down, down...
...
That's it.
I'm gonna try and not talk to them.
Ever. Again.
No promises though.
I'm a sucker for food....
Adrien POV
'Why won't she talk to me?' I thought as I had another failed attempt at trying to talk to her. I watched as she walked away with a straight face and pursed lips.
'What did I do?' I thought as my eyes teared up. I ran to the bathroom and locked myself in a stall. Once I made sure no-one was around, I cried. I let out my emotions and they overflowed. Once I started crying, I couldn't stop.
Plagg flew out of my bag and once he saw me, he didn't bother me. He just flew into my hair and just stayed there patting my head with his tiny paws.
I took out my earbuds and my phone. I plugged them in and set them on shuffle. The first song that played was some song that my mom taught me....before she left..... (okay guys same thing like last time!)
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I have the word
Now in the mornings I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
...
I feel like I'm a king that controlled everything, but ever since (Y/N) stopped talking to me, I feel like I lost purpose in being king and that I've been thrown of my throne...
...
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eye's
Listened as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead
Long live the king
...
I used to make people do whatever I wanted even if I didn't want to be cruel and selfish. The people who didn't like me saw the power in my eyes and I felt like everyone loved me, but with (Y/N) gone, I feel like I'm a dead king and I've been replaced...
...
One minute I held the key
Next the wall's were closed on me
And I discovered that my castle stand
Upon pillars of salt
Pillars of sand
...
With her gone, I feel like I'm enclosed in walls. When she left, she took the key that can free me.
And I feel like my castle has crumbled up like sand...
...
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you gone there was never,
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world.
...
(Y/N), I need you back.
You have to be my reason for still being a superhero.
With you gone, I feel like I can't trust anyone.
When you were here with me,
It was like the whole world was singing and full of color.
But now that you're gone,
Its dull and emotionless...
...
It was a wicked and wild wind
Blew down the door's to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums,
People couldn't believe what I've become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
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I feel like I can destroy anything and everything. I don't care of people see me as a monster... I'll only care of (Y/N) sees me as one.
And if people wanna hunt me down, then so be it! But with her missing from my life, I feel like a puppet on a single string alone...
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I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know St. Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
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(Y/N) is the reason I want to protect Paris...
She's like my Saint.
That good thing in my life that I'll love forever.
Ever since she came along,
I've stopped loving Ladybug and I loved her more than I ever had for Ladybug.
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Ohhhhhhh!
Ohhhhhhh!
Ohhhhhhh!
Ohhhhhhh!
Ohhhh!
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Calvary choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know St. Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
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That's it. I'm gonna find out why she isn't talking to me. No matter what...
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Hello lovely people! Sorry for not updating I had to change phones and I barely downloaded Wattpad a couple days ago plus I was making a new book of Miraculous Ladybug x reader one-shots. Please go check that out and thank you! Also Adrien's song is 'Viva la Vida by Coldplay' the song is below and if for some reason it dosent show just tell me or look it up on YouTube!
Bye-bye!