IT'S SO HARD FOR ME(TAERIN)

By RUINDKHUNZANDRIA

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Hah!!I thought of just shoving myself from a very tall building in this world. Having a betrayer was really a... More

....CAST..Prologue...
Chapter 1-Moved
CHAPTER 2-NEW STUDENT
CHAPTER 3: GFRIEND? BTS?
Part 4:The ICE Cafe.
Part 5:Coma and Sallyeojweo
PART 6:Revealed
PART 7:JAE...JAEHYUN
PART 8:VENTILATOR&ORPHANS
New Story!!
Part 9:Gone
P10:Dad
PART 10:THE TALK
LITTLE FACT ABOUT AUTHOR..
Part 13:Moved
Part 13:SEARCH!!
PART 14:OH!!MY GUCCI...

P12:Hatred

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By RUINDKHUNZANDRIA

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((Yerin POV))

Then, I heard the door opened and I could heard Jaehyun who still holding my hand gasped.

"What are you doing here?"I heard someone asked. And suprising me,it was my dad.

Then,the door opened again and I heard Taehyung voice gasped. "Who are you guys?"my dad asked again.

"I'm Ye...Yerin's namchin,"Taehyung asked and I opened my eyes a little. I saw my dad nodded his head.

"I'm her friend,Jaehyun,"he said while bowing to my dad. "Okay,you guys could go out the room.I want to be alone with my daughter,"my dad said and I closed my eyelids and trying hard to sleep.

"Annyeong,Yerin-ah,"my dad said as I felt his warm hand rubbed my forehead. I don't know what I felt now. I felt like hate but I want to cry as I miss his touch. A warm dad touch.

"I'm sorry,"he said again. And,I felt like hate already take over my heart.

Sorry!!Just that you could do after you take my mom and my happiness..

"Go out,"I said while my eyes still closed. "What??You were not asleep??"he asked as I opened my eyes.

"I just said, you could visit when mom funeral event not my ward," I said as I stared at him furiously. "I'm really sorry,Yerin-ah,"he said as his voice went broken.

"Now,go out before I took another choice,"I said and he looked at me confusingly. "What choice??"he asked.

"Me and Yein will moved out of your house,"I said. "No,no.. Ple..please no,"he said stuttered.

"You could bring more women to that house and filled your lust. I don't care and I don't want to care,"I said as my tears falling down.

"I'll never do that again,Yerin-ah,"he said. "We will see,now go,"I said.

"Yerin-ah,"he said as he took my hand. I slapped it away and yelled to him. "GO!!" He then gave up and walk out the room.

I gelt my head dizzy and my heart beating more faster than ever. So,I hugged my legs and crying and let out everything that stucked in my hearts.

((Taehyung POV))

"GO!!"I heard a screamed from the ward. And it heard like Yerin. She asleep earlier and how could she screamed and to who she screamed.

I saw her father went out the room with a tears on his face. His patted my shoulder and said something. "Take care of my daughter."

I still spaced out by his word and realized that he already gone. I decided to accompany Yerin inside the ward because I know she alone.

But,many questions was in my head like who is the boy,Jaehyun and many more.

I saw Yerin sat on her bed as she hugged her own legs. She was crying really hard as I saw her shoulder shaked hardly.

I sat beside her on her bed as I pulled her body into my embrace. "Let it out!!Just cry as much as you want,"I said and her sobbing became mord harder.

"I don..don't kn..ow what I f..felt rig...ht now,"she said while still sobbing hardly.

"It's okay. Now,stop crying cause it hurts me when I saw you crying,"I said to her while wiped her tears using my thumb.She nodded her head and leaning her head on my chest.

"Love you,Jung Yerin,"I said while gave a light peck on her forehead. She seem to love what I did to her. "Love you too,Kim Taehyung,"she said.

((Yerin POV))

As if you know the truth,V-ah. You wouldn't be this romantic to me.

I felt like I betrayed him with my own action. I lied to him about Jaehyun,my parents and my sickness.

~Skip to next afternoon~

(Clothes that koreans who the son/daughter/parents to the dead body when the funeral events. Yerin&Yein&her father&Aunt Shin wore this clothes. The white clothes doesn't exist..)

I were greeted by many people that related to our family likes my mom friends,my dad friends,clients and staff,my friends and other. I was here bowing to peoples that came to my mother's funeral.

Yein was crying silently and I tried to syopped her. She now beside his boyfriend,Jeon Wonwoo a senior in our school.

I looked to the table and saw many foods that my aunt cooked last night with a many of candles and a photo of my mother before she died. It was a photo when we went to a vacation at Busan last year.

But,it was the last vacation we had since after that vacation,my parents was already fought everyday and their schedule became more hectic. Me and Yein still not angry with their attitude but now I just gave him last chance.

I thought of moving to America with Yein if my father still brings women to our house.

If you asked about my work,I already getying holiday for a week and luckily I already got Manager-nim permission.

I sat on a table in the hall and should I said alone. The food was already in front of me but I just played with it. I had not appetite and should I eat when I lost someone.

"Mokgo,"I heard someone said and I looked infront of me and it was Gfriend and BTS. "Manhi mokgo,Yerin-ssi,"Jin said to me. I looked to them and realized that Taehyung wasn't there. I looled around but saw nothing and I just sighed.

"Taehyung was with his parent now greeting your mother,"Jimin said as he sat beside Yuju.

"Mokgo,Yerin-ah. You looked sick now,"Sinb said as she sat beside J-hope. All Gfriend was sat side by side with a BTS member.

Like,Yuju beside Jimin,Sinb beside J-hope, Jin beside Sowon, Umji beside Suga while Eunha beside Jungkook.

"Are you guys dating?!!Yuju,Sinb,Eunha and Umji!??"I asked them. "What!?Dating!?With who??"Yuju asked me.

"Person beside you,"I said again and their face became read as tomato. "Heheh,this kid,"I said while chuckling a bit. "Eonnie,"Umji called me and I looked to her. "Wahh,we made the gongju smiled,"J-hope said and I just nodded my head as I slightly smiled.

I decided to had a walk around the hospital park. I was already discharged from the hospital and doctor said that my condition was not so bad.

They said something about my eyes and she said that something haplened to it. And it would cause me to be blind or died. She asked me if something happened to my eyes and I told her that when I was kid someone hurt my eyes.

~Flashback~

I was playing with Jaehyun in my mother salon. We pratically studying but we ended up playing with the hair that messed the floor.

Jaehyun,he was my first friend that I had since I was acted like a nerd girl in school. I wore a big spectacles and brought a many of books to school. I need to wore like that cause I want to live like a normal people. But,Jaehyun was the one who saved me from the bully and became my friend. But,his father doesn't like me cause he think I was a bad thing to him.

Then,the glasses of my mother salon was broken and made a loud noises. A piece of glass was stucked in my eyes and I just screamed in pain.

"I said to leave my son,okay,"Jungwook said,Jaehyun father. Then,I heard Jaehyun screamed as he tried to get off her father grip.

I still in pain as blood was filled the floor and last thing that I heard was an ambulance voice and my mom yelled.

Since that inccident until I was 14,I need to wears a bandage on my left eyes for about 7 years. And,I heard that my father cancelled all his project with Jaehyun's father company although the project was worth much.

~Flashback Ended~

My heart condition was bad for now and I should had the operation but I don't ready for that.

They said I could had eyes treatment in England as it was the only country that had the cure for that case.

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Annyeonghaseyo....안녕  하세요

Assalamualaikum...
Sorry,for the late update. Hope to love my story..it became complicated now..it was just bad from what I thought...

And thank you for liking my story..Kamsahamnida. ..감사합니다

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