I wake up in Someone's arms, I looks up and see my beautiful girlfriends face. wait, what is she doing here? how did she get in my house? my room to be exact.
I look around and see a bag of hers.
Wait how did I get in my room?
Last thing I remember was the flashback and ally singing to me.
Not Lauren.
I look up at her and smile, I mean I'm still confused but how?
"Good morning baby" Lauren smiles
"Good morning" I smile, with a look of confusion plastered on my face
"Oh they Called me to come and be with you so I could calm you down because ally and Stevie wanted to go to sleep" she smiles
"Oh okay" I say
Then a knock on the door
"Mercy, someone's here, Lauren stay in here please" Stevie says
"Who?" I ask
"Just come on" Stevie warns
Someone's grumpy today
I walk out and see steph
"Nope" I say turning around but Stevie stands in the way
"I know what she did to you was wrong but you need to work things out" Stevie says
I sigh
"Okay" I say
I sit down ten feet at least away from her
"I'm sorry I was jealous" steph says
"Shitty excuse but continue" I say
"Mercy" Stevie scolds
"I have nothing nice towards her, just be lucky Lauren isn't out here" I snarl
"Okay, okay I get it. It was a shitty thing of me to do. I missed you like crazy. Then you go and find Lauren what the fuck was I expose to do? You were my love and you left me for a pop star" she says tears brimming at her eyes
"Well you shouldn't have lied to me. I have to admit. What we had was special. But it's nothing compared to me and Lauren" I say
"You fucking bitch!" Steph screams
Lauren comes running out of the room glaring at steph
"Did she touch you baby?" Lauren asks
"No" I say
"Good because listen up, you lay a finger on her I will break you. Now I'm usually nice but when you mess with my love life and hurt the people i love it makes me sick. She's with me. She is mine. My baby. Not yours so just leave her alone okay? She doesn't love you. And she won't. Move on. Stop dwelling it's in the past. Go meet people for gods sake. Do something. Just. Leave. Us. Alone" Lauren growls
"Okay" steph says and she gets up and leaves
I walk to my room not hungry and lay back down.
Im exhausted
Why? Who knows
********
I wake up looking around me to see Lauren sitting in the corner on her phone
"Hey are you feeling okay?" She asks
"M'fine" I shrug laying back down
"Are you sure-"
"Lauren I said I was fine!" My outburst surprises Lauren. Even me.
"No your not, when was the last time you ate?" She asks
"Doesn't matter" I mumble
"What has gotten into you?" She asks
I want to let my walls down. I mean it's Lauren. Why can't I?
"I don't know" I say honestly
"Please answer me baby I care" she says
"You shouldn't care" I say
"Why?" She asks
"Because you, you just shouldn't okay?" I say
"But why?" She is so persistent
"Because I'm gonna hurt you! Remember when I first met you and I said I was broken?! You haven't seen even half of it yet Lauren! So just stop caring!" I yell falling back into the bed in frustration and I beginning to sob
Lauren comes up to me and wraps her arms around me
"I'll never stop caring, I'll never give up on you" she whispers
"I love you" she says
"I love you too" my mood swings are so strange.
I don't know anymore
The last time I had a meal was three days ago
I'm never hungry
"Please eat something later okay?" She asks
"Okay" I say
I drift off to sleep once again in Lauren's arms
******
I wake up in a hospital room
Ally in the chair anxiously bouncing her leg
"You're awake" she breaths
"What happened?" I ask
"You, you had a seizure." She stutters
"I'm so glad you're alive" ally says
"Where's Lauren?" I ask
"She's in the waiting room she hasn't left even though the doctors told her to many times, she's very persistent" ally says
"My head hurts" I say
"You fell off the bed when you had it" she says
"How did Lauren take it?" I ask
"She screamed for help and was crying holding you" ally says
"God she must be worried" I say
"Want me to get her?" She asks
"After Stevie" I say
"Okay" ally says going to get Stevie I assume
I lay me head back taking a breath
I try to move for water but hence pain in my arm from an I.V
I groan.
Stevie walks in
"Hey" she gently says
"Hi" I say
"How are you?" She asks
"I'm swell" I say rolling my eyes
"Well I missed you" she says
"How long was I out?" I ask
"A week" she says rubbing the back of her neck
"What!?" I say
"Yeah, it was way too long. How come you didn't tell me you haven't eaten in three days" Stevie says
"What?" I ask
"Mercy" she says
I shrug
"You can trust us okay? We love you so much. We just want you to be healthy" she says
"What if I don't want to be healthy" I mumble
"Please don't say that" Stevie says
She ticks a memory
She said that to me through Twitter before she adopted me.
I begin to cry
She holds me for a good hour before I stop
"I'm gonna go get Lauren, poor girl has been worried all week" she says
I nod.
Lauren walks in fast and comes close
"God I was so worried" she says
"Yeah, I don't know what triggered-"
"You not eating" she cuts me off
"Oh yeah" I say
"God I love you so much, you have to eat something before you leave okay?" Lauren says
I nod
She places her hand on my hand
"I was so god damn worried about you. I didn't sleep. Until like Wednesday and then I'm going on two days no sleep" she says
"You need to sleep" I say
I pat the spot next to me as she climbs on the hospital bed and I cuddle up next to her
"Im sorry" I whisper
She looks at me
I look at her
We lean in at the same time.
Fireworks
Everywhere.
Our lips stay connected for a short while before I pull away
"Let's sleep" I whisper
She nods and we both drift off to sleep.
A/n
So okay everyone hear about Shannon and Cammie, ally and Stevie breaking up correct?
Well I'm hoping it's a Dinah shore prank but if notZ
This story will still continue
I hope you have enjoyed this long chapter.
Remember to check out:
The way she walks (Stally)
It's pretty good I guess
So yeah I love you stay safe babes ❤️