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KZ's POV
"Moon? Did I told you to behave.." sabi niya habang nakapikit. tamad na tamad siyang tumayo para kunin ang kanyang hinubad na damit. Muli siyang nag salita nang maisuot na niya yon. "Diba't sinabi kona sayong huwag kang mag lilikot? You already break everything.. So behave." nakangiti pa niyang sabi sa alagang tigre.
She was about to yawn when she noticed that someone was watching her. Napaayos siya ng tayo at para bang hindi alam ang gagawin. Hindi siya makapag salita.. hindi niya inaasahang mag kakaron siya ng bisita ngayong araw. And what attract her attention the most is the fact that he looks someone that she's so very familliar with,
this is not real.. she convince herself. Pero kahit anong gawin niyang kurap ay hindi ito umaalis sa lugar kung saan ito nakatayo. He's real for fucks sake and he's here standing not so far from her. She wasn't ready to see him. Hindi pa siya handang makita ito ngayon.. more of she really doesn't want to see him anymore.
She watch her on how he's looking at her. Tinitignan siya nito na para bang kinakabisado nito ang kanyang pagkatao. She hissed her breath, too loud that she knew he heard her. She doesn't want to look at his eyes but she can't remove her gaze at him. She tried to move, by backing off. sinubukan niyang tumakas katulad ng ginawa niya noon but things doesn't always go according to what you wanted it, He corners me to the nearest table I bump into when I tried to escape. Now I have no choice but to look him in the eyes.. They were almost the same.. But not.
Is this for real? Parang nakalimutan niyang huminga nang hinawakan nito ang kanyang mukha. He only focused on my lip ring.. I can feel him.. The intimate force around him, it was too much it could drown her. She inhales deeply. wrong move. His scent invades her nostrils, making her legs weak.
This is not good.
She almost give in to him, she almost tasted his lips and forget everything.
Pero nang mawala ang atensyon nito sakanya dahil sa alaga niyang pug na si Zeus ay mabilis niya itong tinulak palayo sa kanya at sinipa ito roon.
Tatakbo na sana siya para pindutin ang security alarm sa kanyang bahay pero mabilis rin siya nitong nahawakan sa bewang at kinubabawan. She was pinned in her own bed there at the fireplace. Her adrenaline is rushing inside her veins. She tried to let go, pero malakas ito kahit na isang kamay lang ang pumipigil sa kanya. His other hand? in his groin hah!
Duon niya lang napagmasdan ang maayos na suot nito, duon niya rin napagtanto na bakit niya ito sinipa sa kahinaan nito. She got carried away she guess, her automatic self defense gut strikes just in time. She really needs to stop that training.
Hindi siya makahinga dahil nakadagan ito sa kanya. His breathing is touching her neck and it's sending unwanted shivers down her spine. nag rereklamo parin ito sa sakit ng pagkakasipa niya. It's his fault! He shouldn't go anywhere near her in the first place.
Tumigil ito at unti-unti siyang tinignan. Hindi ito nag dalawang isip na halikan siya. His determined look stoped her, wala na siyang nagawa kundi ipikit nalang ang kanyang mata. Like it was an automatic response. He forcely enter inside my lips. I groan when he bite my lipring withdrawing his own ragged breathing. Pinalalim pa nito ang kanilang pag hahalikan hanggang sa wala na siyang nagawa kundi tugunin ang halik nito. He part my legs placing himself in between them. Oh god I can feel him.. too good, and too fast when he started to stop. He placed one long and last kiss in my lips before he lets me breath. Kapwa sila habol hininga dahil sa kanilang pinagsaluhang halik.
"You owe me more than kiss. . .when you did that stunt. .lately," putol putol nitong sabi dahil tulad niya para silang tumakbo sa isang marathon.
What did he say? I owe him? nag init ang kanyang ulo kaya't hindi siya nag dalawang isip na tuhurin ito dahilan para muli itong mamilipit sa sakit. Mabilis siyang tumayo at lumabas sa silid na iyon. di tulad kanina, malaya na siyang nakalabas ng walang pumipigil sa kanya. Agad siyang dumeretcho sa sala at pinindot ang kanyang security alarm. Tumunog iyon dahilan para makatawag iyon ng pansin. Di nag tagal at pinasok rin ang kanyang bahay ng mga security personel kasama si Zach. Katulad ng mga staff nito natigilan rin ang may ari ng naturang village na yon. Pawang mga nakatingin lang ito sakanya habang yakap niya ang kanyang sarili.
"Are you all dumb!? Titignan niyo lang bako jan o pupuntahan niyo yung tao na pumasok sa bahay ko?!" she shouted for them to realize.
Agad rin itong natauhan at nag sipasok na sa loob ng kanyang bahay. Nilapitan siya ni Zach at sinuotan ng polo nito.
"You did not realize what you're wearing don't you?" napailing lamang ito habang sumunod sa loob.
Lihim siyang napanura dahil doon. Hindi niya naisip na nakapantulog siya bago pindutin ang alarm. Ngayon nakita na ng lahat ang tinatago niyang katawan. They never sees me wearing anything that can show off my skin, cause jeans are more comfortable than shorts.
But aparently you can't sleep with them no matter how comfortable you think of it.
She just sighs and walks back to her fire place. Hugging herself further at her friend Zach's polo, narinig niyang nag sasalita ito.
"What in the world are you doing here Chris?"
Chris? Is that his name? Weird i thought he was..
"What are you doing? Wait! Aw! argh!" reklamo nito dahil sinubukan itong bit-bitin ng mga tauhan ni Zach.
"You know him?!" may galit sa kanyang tono nang tanungin niya si Zach.
"Yes, He's my friend."
"Wag niyo nga akong pag-usapan na parang wala ako rito!"
Nakahiga parin ito sa kanyang carpet habang namimilipit parin sa sakit.
"Kakalipat niya lang rito, you didn't see him at my wedding?"
Umiling siya kahit na nakita niya talaga ito.
"He might just want to say hi to his new neighbors," ngumiti ito sa kanya at humarap sa staff nito. "let's go. everything's under control, just a false alarm everybody! Back to work."
Isa-isa itong nag sialisan kaya't muli siyang nag panic. "teka! you can't leave him here! Zach!"
"He's safe and harmless KZ, nasisigurado kong hindi siya nanganggat di tulad ng alaga mo," bahagya pa itong tumawa ng nakakaloko. "iwan ko muna yang kaibigan ko sayo. malay mo, this time mag bago na isip mo at boyfriend narin ang magustuhan mo," tatawa-tawa itong umalis sa kanyang bahay.
"Tarantado! Mabaog ka sana!" habol niyang sigaw rito. That freak. Kundi lang ito ang may ari ng subdivision na iyon at kundi niya lang ito kaibigan ay baka pati ito ay natuhod narin niya. Sanay na siya. Simula nang tumira siya rito limang taon na ang nakakaraan ay hindi na siya nito tinigilan sa pag bubuyo sa mga lalake.
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Hindi alam ni KZ kung pano sila napunta sa ngayong position. He was there at her own kitchen eating her chocolates.
"Hindi ko parin nakakalimutan na kumuha ka ng candy dito sa reff," sabi niya rito habang umiinom ng kape. Dahilan para masamid ito.
"Sa sobrang dami niyan nakita mopa na kumuha ako?" sabi nito na hindi man lang tinamaan ng hiya.
"How can I not know? Kukuha ka nalang dun pa sa hindi bukas?!" pasigaw niyang sabi rito.
Hindi niya alam bakit mainit ang dugo niya rito. Na naiinis siya sa pag mumukha nito.
Siguro dahil kamukha siya ni..
"Yaan mo next time dun nako kukuha sa bukas na para dimo alam."
"Aba't! ang nipis morin eno?"
Nakangisi ito ng nakakaloko sa kanya habang kinakain ang tatlong balot ng kit-kat. At talagang wala itong balak na ubusin lahat.. Kundi lang talaga siya na gui-guilty sa ginawa niya hindi niya ito kailan man papansinin.
Andun lamang pala ito para makipag kilala dahil tulad ng sinabi ni Zach, kakalipat lang rin nito roon. She didn't know okay? Kasalanan niya rin dahil basta basta nalang siyang pumapasok. Di porket bukas yung pinto eh pwede na niyang pasukin. Bumuntong hininga siya para maibsan ang inis na kanyang nararamdaman. She shouldn't be mad at him, he's not him.
She repeat that to herself.
"How come you have plenty of this?"
Kita niyang binuksan nito ang kanyang reff. "I have a fan, they send me those everyday.. sa sobrang dami naiipon, yung iba binibigay ko." she told him casually.
"Fan? Oh right.. I almost forgot, may banda ka nga pala."
Tinignan niya lang ito at hindi pinansin. "what made you choose to name your band Apocalypse?"
He was too close that his hot breath touch her ears. "wala ka nang paki ron okay? Tsaka lumayo-layo ka nga sakin."
"Bakit?"
"Nag tanong kapa! Nakakairita kaya yang mukha mo!" pinaikutan niya ito ng mata pag kasabi non, mukhang natigilan ito sa sinabi niya kaya't lumayo ito at umayos ng upo.
"I'm just curious.. I red an article about your band at sabi ron ikaw ang pumili non, you named your band a great disaster? That's the meaning of it right?" sabi pa nito na parang hindi makapaniwala.
"Pag dika tumahimik kukunin ko yang isang balot ng kit-kat sa bulsa mo,"
Ngumiti ito sa kanya at humawak roon, napailing nalang siya. Akala siguro nito hindi niya napansing kumuha ito ng isang pakete pa ng chokolate.
"Hindi na nga e, well kasi If I have something special to name with, I would choose something that's memorable, lalo na pag name ng isang banda. Yung masaya, hindi yung... parang... may pait na nakaraan."
Sa pag kakataong iyon siya naman ang nasamid. Pinalo niya ang kamay nitong hahagurin sana ang kanyang likod. "ano ba! Hindi kaba titigil? Edi gumawa ka ng sarili mong banda.. nangingielam ka masyado,"
Nag iwas siya ng tingin. she doesn't want to admitt it. Ayaw niyang malaman nito na tama ang iniisip niya. Everyone has a bad past including her. She named her band apocalypse because it describes destruction, a loss, a great disaster and fear. It doesn't just a name it describe her past too.
Nang matahimik ay muli niyang pinagmasdan ang itchura nito. Hindi niya maitatagong mag kamukhang mag kamukha sila. Napapikit siya at bumuntong hininga.
"If you don't mind... can I ask you?"
"Anything. Basta kapalit non kit-kat," he was grinning at me, hindi mo maikakailang may itchura ang kulugong to at kahit i deny ko yon baka humaba lang ang ilong ko.
As much as I hate to admitt it he really looks good. he should smile often.
Tumayo ito at binuksan muli ang kanyang reff.
"Do you have siblings... kambal ganun?"
His light face falls quickly. he looks at me like he wasn't expecting me to ask that kind of question. "bakit mo naman natanong?" sabi nito sa seryoso nang tono.
But he still has the kit-kat chocolate with him.
She shrug "Just curious,"
Matagal bago ito sumagot kaya naman ganun nalang ang kaba sa kanyang dib-dib. If he say yes I'm doomed.
"No. I have none, now were even." sabi nito sabay kagat muli sa chokolate. "I should go now, naabala na kita masyado," pag kasabi nito non ag hindi na siya muling tinignan nito.
She was yet again dumbfounded. iniisip niya kung may nasabi ba siyang mali o natanong na hindi kaayaya rito ngunit wala naman.
"Fucking boys and their moods," sabi niya habang nilagay ang pinag inumang baso sa lababo. at tulad ng kanyang bisita kumuha rin siya ng kit-kat sa reff at kinain iyon.