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Chris POV
Nag mamadali akong pumunta sa bahay niya nang may makapag sabi saking nakita raw siyang umuwi nong araw na yon, I was breathless as I search for her around the house silently hoping that I'll see her for the first time again after two weeks. And she was there.. She's here. She finally came back and it's real. Napasandal ako sa pintuan dahil doon, she's sleeping with her pets like their cuddling each other. Hindi lamang dahil doon kung bakit siya nag mamadaling makita ito, to his surprise that morning. Every person in that village is sending him Good lucks and Congratulations like he have won the Oscars. But it was more of a oscar worthy knowing that she's pregnant and I made that to her. I fucking totally made it this time after so many attempts! Hindi niya inaalis ang tingin rito dahil baka mawala iyon sa isang iglap. He was afraid to move or even blink that she might dissapear in his front.
She's home, everything will be okay again, I'll fix us. I won't let it happen again.
Nathan told me about it, duon ko lang rin naintindihan kung bakit naka ngiti silang lahat sakin na para akong nag bold sa t.v ng araw na yon. The wait is so worth it. Looking at her peacefully sleeping at her fire place is.. I can't put it into words. I let out a sigh of relief when I walk closer towards her and she didn't dissapear. Hindi niya to ginising at hinayaan niya lang ang sarili na panuorin ito. Alam niya kasing pag nagising ito ay papaalisin na siya ng dalaga. I know she still hates my guts right now but I can take that as long as I can see her everyday.
What did she do in her two weeks? she looks.. so tired, he wonders and asking himself. Iniingatan niya ba sarili niya? Kumakain kaya siya ng tatlong beses isang araw? iniisip niya kaya ko? I smiled sadly at my own train of thoughts about this crazy girl. Because I know my self that I don't do good when she left. Hindi siya makakain ng maayos kahit na gano pa kasarap ang luto ng ama nito, he can't concentrate, he can't think of anything but her. And I'm glad that she's fine. She still looks the same, days will past and her body will change but my feelings for her will remain the same. It takes so much control not to touch her right now.. I want to feel them both in my arms but she'll hate me even more if I take one step close from her. Baka pag ginawa niya yun madamay pa ang inosenteng bata sa kanyang sinapupunan.
Hindi niya alam ang gagawin nang gumalaw ito. I'm not going anywhere not now that I know that she's pregnant. And then she see's me. Her eyes locking at mine making me weak. All the longing, the pain and the sadness are passing over me by just that. Hindi na niya kailangang mag salita dahil alam kona agad na nasaktan ko siya. She stands up still yawning and look around the mess she abandon before she pass out sleeping. Maraming kalat doon, mga balat ng chocolates na matagal nang naka stock sa kanyang reff, junkfoods and take-outs. Completely ignoring my presence I let out a sigh and helped her clean the room.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" I almost shiver in her cold tone asking me. Hindi siya agad nakasagot dahil parang nawalan siya ng lakas.
What I'm expecting? asking me okay? how I'm doing? I almost forgot that she hates me.
"Nandito ako kase gusto kitang makita," I told her honestly.
"Pwede ka nang umalis, ayokong makita ka." I ignore the pain in her own words alone. hindi dapat ako pang hinaan ng loob ngayon dahil lamang sa mga sinasabi niya.
"I'm not going anywhere." Iniwan siya nitong mag isa roon pero sinundan ko siya sa kusina.
Katulad niya tinapon ko rin ang mga kalat na pinulot ko kanina. Since she left I've been taking care of her house and pets and it includes buying her groceries. I don't mind spending my money when it comes to the woman I love. like I said, everything about her is worth it. I still don't know if she see those pairs of lacey lingeries I bought for her without her even knowing. And I can't wait to see her in those thin.. almost showing fabric. God I can't wait...
"Can't you hear me? I said leave," her mad voice pulls me back to my pervert thoughts.
"Kumain kana ba?"
"Leave me alone." sinundan niya to papunta sa kwarto at kita niyang humilata ulit to roon.
"I told you, I'm not going anywhere.. not now that I knew you were.." Her heads up before I can continue my sentence.
And curse me to death for being so stupid. she shouldn't know that I already know. Nathan's warning voice is coming back to me.
"You knew what?" agad itong tumayo sa kama at lumapit sa kanya.
"I.. That.." nautal siya sa pag salita dahil sa mga matalim nitong tingin sa kanya. I sigh and look into her eyes once again. "that your pregnant baby,"
Nag mura ito at nag mamadaling lumabas pero mabilis niyang pinigilan ito at humarang siya sa pinto. "I'm going to punch that bitch. I don't care if she's beautiful or If she's my type of a girl.." nag pabalik balik ito ng lakad habang sinasabi iyon, she must be talking about Victoria.. Nathan's wife. She was so mad and there's no way I'm going to let her leave this house.
"I don't need you. Kaya kong akuhin to mag-isa it's my fault anyway."
I was there standing dumbfounded. I can't believe that she just said that. Ayaw niyang panagutan ko ang bata? It hurts multiple times like she's ripping me off open slowly to torture me.
...
I can't understand her. One minute she's screaming my name then one minute she hates me back again. Kanina lang nang maging kalmado lahat hinayaan niya akong hawakan siya. She must have miss me too and I was so glad that I still have that affect to her. it only means that we can fix this and go back to our old self right? She change mood like every fucking hour and it makes my head spin. I guess pregnancy doesn't fit her much right now. Maybe next time I'll make sure that were both ready for it so this situation will never happen again.
Wala siyang ibang ginawa kundi humilata at kumain ng araw na yon. Hindi ko siya iniwan kahit na ilang ulit niya akong pinaalis. Now she's laying with me in her bed hugging me close, I was caressing her back. Binugbog muna siya nito ng sapak bago sila umabot sa ganong position and I take it all while saying thousands of I'm sorry. Now I can sleep in peace knowing she still want to end up in my arms no matter what. I placed a kiss in her head before scooting her close to my body as much as possible before closing my eyes.
Alam ko hindi ako pwedeng mag reklamo, hindi ako pwedeng umangal lalo na't kapag gusto niya at alam niyang hindi ako makakatanggi duon. Just like what I promised to her, we went out. sinubukan ko lang kung papayag siya. hindi ko naman inaasahang sasama siya sakin nang sinabi kong lumabas kami. after just eating half an hour ago we went to grocery store because she said so. Bumili siya ng kung ano-ano sobrang dami na akala mo may pasko mamaya sa bahay niya. Now that were at home I'm making her strawberry milk shake. Lahat inuutos niya sakin kahit na yung mga bagay na kaya naman niyang gawin. Kakatapos niya lang rin timplahin ng fruit salad at graham na inutos nitong gawin.
I placed the milk shake at the glass table in front of her t.v and she greedily sip it ignoring me once again. Dinner came and she ordered two box of pizza. Hindi ko naman sinasabing matakaw siya pero halos siya lang nakaubos non kulang pa nga ata. But I didn't tease her about it. Mas gusto kong nakikita siyang ganito, mas gusto kong ako nag aalaga sa kanya. and now she change mood again after going incredible hulk on me when I didn't give the last bite of my pizza on her.
"You're going to be.. the death of me." she so fucking horny right now that she didn't think twice on sucking me off.
And my wish is granted that day. I watch her my eyes never leaving her as she takes her black shirt off her body. my breath leaves my body as I take her sight she's fucking wearing it right now.. the one that I bought for her. hindi ko mapigilang sabihin kung gano siya kaganda ng mga oras na iyon, remind me later to thank my friend Zach and forget how I hate him after this. He was right. goddamnit she's so perfect right now. Hula niyang sinadya nito iyong suotin para hindi siya makatanggi, I knew she still doesn't know about it until she takes a shower of course.
Hindi niya inaalis ang tingin dito habang papalapit itong muli sa kanya. Naka upo siya sa kama habang naka tayo ito. pinag palit nito ang kanilang pwesto at sya naman ngayon ang naka tayo. She just told me to pleasure her and I didn't oblige this fast in my life. I'm going to make sure that I won't hurt her or our baby. I placed her panties to the side not bothering to take it off in her delicate skin, my tongue touch her sensitive flesh right there. I missed her taste. her after sweet taste in my tongue almost forgotten. She cried out my name begging for more. I stoped before she can came all over my face she was breathless. Before she can curse me for doing it I let my seld tease her wetness, brushing my hard tip against her wet pussy. I spread her legs and enter her.
Touching her clit at the same time I'm moving inside her, hindi ko nakalimutang ipaalala sa kanya kung ano siya sakin at kung sino ako sa kanya. Kung gano ko siya kamahal na seryoso ako sa sinabi kong hindi niya ako mapipigilang panagutan siya at ang bata. I kissed her neck placing a mark that will tell everyone that she was my teritory no one else that at the same time will remind her that she's mine and no one will ever have her but me.