I have stood
In your mind
I don't think if it'll be right
You have won
My death.
This is what
I have tried
To avoid
In our lips
Which are trying
To behave.
We don't need to say the truth
We can make a different world
That survives thanks to our lies.
You can say to me beautiful words
I can make you be the best girl
We can be the lovely persons
We want to be, but only with lies.
But what if I decided to die
But what if I didn't want to stay
Alive with our love at all
The entire world above me
Tries to stop my voices of life.
I have already explained it
I should sing
And free every feeling,
In my brain
You're the queen.
Like the light
Of the sun
Walking around your eyes
It attempted
To pass your lids.
This is our famous golden apple
We are tempted to try its taste
We lost our wisdom time ago.
My wounds show every episode
Of our bestial madness
I don't feel anything yet.
And what if I fly tonight
Through the souls of everyone
And what if I climb a cliff
And then I leave me fall to the infinite.
Do you ever think just a second in me?
Are you trying to stay high?
Where you're safe, there, far,
Where I won't ever reach you.
This is just what we have to change
I will be no more the same
I'll escape like a coward, yes,
To the heaven or something alike.
I will be forever waiting for your repentance...
22nd February 2016