my self harm story

part 15

Hey guys not the one everyone wants to know about but I cut again cause I have had a lot more stress on me my dad has been yelling at me every time I am over at his place so I have to be on my phone typing this so if auto correct gets in the way don't blame me and if my typing is off with some words bare with me I don't have my laptop like I usally do but I promise when I get on my laptop I will try to go threw and edit some words that I know I screwed up on cause every one has seen my happy fun love able side not a screwed up mess side well some of you have some of you haven't like when my parents split up I wasn't a fun happy person I didn't jump around having fun like normal but lately I have been shy quit and not talking to anyone lately and baby if you read this I am so sorry for cutting again I have been trying to stop but I can't with every thing that has been going on around my family I haven't had time to think about what I am doing or anything but I love you so very much you have kept me from doing something stupid like I have thought about me and my ex have been talking but we are just staying friends he has told me to stop all my friends(if I have any)have told me to stay strong but I can't I go threw hell in my family I know everyone does but I mean my step mum threatens to beat me no matter what I do so nine times out of ten when people say I have a wonderful life at home I don't my step mum has only hit me once so since today is my last day here(at my dads)I am gonna tell my mum I don't want to be at my dads cause of his new wife and I really love my dad but I can't stand her well this is all for now guys I'll talk to ya later if I live till then