Okaay lovelies! Here is a new chapter, agaaain! And I just realized that I have thirteen chapters already, and big thank you for all of you! I really love you all <3 So, now I go drink my coffee (<3) and let you read this ! (: WARNING: Smut!
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Harry's POV
It's funny how time flies. Like, really. I'm already seven months pregnant and twins are growing. Now Lottie can say 'daddy' too and Edward can say 'Daddy' and 'food'. They're nine month age already. It's so sad, how babies grow too fast.
"What are you thinking?" Louis asked as he fed Lottie. Lottie was giggling and Edward was next to his sister. Then Lottie threw a little bit porridge to Louis face. I burst into laugh and Louis chuckled.
"Well, little lady. You're in trouble now", Louis said and took Lottie to his lap. He started to tickle her. Lottie was squirming and giggling. Suddenly she stopped and she was turning pink.
"Louis stop!" I shouted and took Lottie to my arms. She was coughing and then she started to cry.
"Shh", I shushed and looked Louis. He was froze and I saw a few tears in his eyes. Of course it wasn't he's fault but... he had to be more careful.
"Yes. You're okay", I whispered to my daughter's ear but she kept crying. Louis stood up and left. He slammed the door after him and I sighed. I sat down and patted Lottie's back. Edward stared both of us and then he started to giggle. At least somebody was happy.
Then Lottie stopped crying and she turned to look his brother. Then she started to giggle too and I smiled. Wow. They really had an effect to each others.
"Okay beautiful's-" Edward looked me like 'really dad? I'm boy' and I chuckled.
"Okay, beautiful and handsome. It's time to sleep", I said and took them both to my arms. I learned to carry them both when... well, Louis was in the hospital three months ago. And after that he has been a little... weird. I mean, sometimes he would just shout me and then he is like nothing happened.
I walked to their room and then I put they in their beds. I started to sing, like I always did.
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true, I was made for you
And even when I noticed, tear by tear, I was crying again.
I climbed across the mountaintops
swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
It's true. I love Louis so much. But... it's just hard sometimes.
Oh because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do, I was made for you.
Both of the twins were sleeping already and I stopped. I dried my tears and then left to the room. I closed the door quietly and then nearly jumped because Louis was standing right in front of me.
"Do you always sing to them?" Louis whispered. He's voice was trembling and weak.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked and stroked his cheek gently. It was wet, I knew that he cried.
"I just... Why can't I be just a good father like you?" he asked and looked so hurt.
"You are!" I said. He really was. But it was just new to him. Maybe.
"What kind of father tickles his daughter and almost manage to choke her? Harry, I'm really sorry. For all. My moodwings and just... all", he said and I sighed. I took him to my hug and he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"It's okay... I'm just sometimes very confused. And fuck, the baby kicked me just", I said and groaned. Ow! Hey, that hurted!
"You okay?" Louis asked when he saw my face.
"Yeah. She's just wild", I said.
Louis froze a little. What? What I said this- Oh well fuck. Louis didn't know that it was a girl.
"It's girl?" he said and I nodded weakly.
"Oh my godness", Louis smiled and kissed my big stomach.
"Two months anymore", he said and I smiled. Yeah. Two months.
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"Louis? Have you seen my t-shirt?" I shouted and sighed. Where is it? I've been looking it for ages! And I have to go to the hospital like twenty minutes. Damn.
"It's in the laundry basket!" Louis shouted.
"Oh you got be kidding me!" I shouted and then ran my hands to my curls. Life is so complicating!
"Why?" Louis asked. I nearly jumped to the air, when I saw Louis behind me. Where the hell he came to there?
"I need it! It's my only extra large shirt! I don't have any others and I have to go to the hospital! I hate this! Why my stomach has to be so big? Oh god it's just one baby, and then it grows like this! I can't even- unghh!"
Louis had pressed his lips to mine and he had wrapped his arms to my waist. I kissed him back. Actually I has missed this. Lottie and Edward have took our all time and even kissing was imbossiple sometimes.
"Just... shut up", he mumbled against my lips. I smiled and pulled away.
"No, really. I need that shirt", I said but Louis pulled me back. He kissed me roughly and I couldn't held back a moan.
Louis kissed my lips, my jawline, and my neck. He sucked my sweet spot and I groaned.
"L-louis... need, t-that shirt", I managed to said. I felt Louis' smirk against my neck and he pulled away.
"We have time", he whispered and kissed me. I kissed him back but mumbled against his lips: "Ten minutes."
"We're quick", he said and I chuckled.
"You have to be very quick", I smiled.
"And you have to be very quiet", he replied and I laughed.
"I think I can do that", I said and kissed him. Louis wrapped his arms to my waist and then he walked towards the bed. We fell to that and Louis started took his clothes away. I smiled as he took my shirt off. Like earlier, I was a little insecure of my stomach. It was just... a little, well, weird. Still.
"Love this", Louis mumbled as he kissed my stomach. I groaned and he took my sweatpants away too. We had to be quick, yeah, right.
We we're both naked and I looked the clock. Five minutes anymore.
"Five minutes", I whispered and Louis chuckled. Then he pulled himself inside of me and I almost screamed. Louis put a cover to my mouth and my scream was quieter.
Because we didn't have much time, Louis thrusted harder and faster. And he thrusted right into my sweet spot. How I managed to held back a scream? Well, I didn't.
"Shush... Be quiet", Louis groaned and I nodded. I stroked Louis back and his grip to my arms tightened. He groaned and I tried to be quieter. It was hard. Because-
"LOUIS!" I suddenly screamed as the orgasm waved through me.
Louis chuckled but then he groaned again. He came inside of me and then he pulled himself out.
"You are just vocal", Louis chuckled and kissed me.
"Hey, talk about yourself", I said and Louis laughed.
"Yeah, but usually your at the bottom, so I don't have to scream", he laughed and I smiled. Then I looked the clock and groaned.
"Zero minutes", I said and stood up. I pulled my boxers and sweatpants on. Louis stood up too and he sighed. He wrapped his arms around my waist again.
"I love you. And just for you know... that t-shirt is there", he whispered to my ear and pointed the couch next to us. Then he disappeared.
"Oi fuck you Tomlinson!" I shouted as I took that shirt. Louis was so dead!
"Talk about yourself, Tomlinson!" Louis shouted back. I sighed. Then a thought hit my head. Did Louis just... use me? He just wanted sex. He... just...
I shook my head and held back tears. I couldn't break now. I thought that... - He planned this! I felt so, used?
I wiped away tears, that were already streaming down to my cheeks. I put that shirt on and then I walked away from the room.
"What's wrong?" Louis asked as he saw me. I shook my head. I really didn't want to talk about that.
"Tell me", Louis said and took my hands to his owns.
"Did you use me?" I blurted out. Well, that went good.
"What?!" Louis said. His voice was loud and I winced.
"Did you use me? You just wanted sex, didn't you?" I asked and pulled my hands away.
"What the hell Harry?! I didn't! I mean, I wanted it, but I didn't use you!" Louis said and looked me.
"Then why didn't you tell about the shirt?" I asked with calm voice. Louis laughed. It was an evil laugh. It felt like hit to my head. It sounded horrible.
"Where is you humor Harry love?" Louis asked sarcastically. I winced and blinked away the tears. I had enough.
"Somewhere where you can't find it!" I snapped and took my car keyes for the table. I ran out and climbed to the car. I heard Louis voice behind me, but I didn't care about it. I just hoped he would take care of twins when I was at the hospital.
I drove and wiped away my tears again. When did my life get so complicated? Where was that Louis who I married?
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"Hi Mr. Tomlinson!" the nurse said and I smiled.
"Hey", I replied as we went to the ultrasound room.
"Not Louis this time?" she asked as she smiled. I froze a little, but she didn't notice.
"No, I think he had something... else", I tried to smiled and she nodded. I lied down to the bed and raised my shirt up.
"So, this is a little cold, as always", she smiled and I nodded. I gasped as the cold gel touched my stomach.
"There is your little girl", the nurse said in a few moments later. I looked the screen and burst into tears. Again.
"There you go", she said as he gave me a handkerchiefs. I took one and wiped my tears away. Again.
"S-she's beautiful", I said and smiled.
"She is", the nurse said and then he wiped the gel away to my stomach.
"The baby is fine, and nothing seems to be wrong. How you feel usually? Morning sickness or moodwings?" the nurse asked.
"Nothing. I'm just emotional", I said and the nurse smiled again.
"It's normal", she said.
"Okay. Come back at next month again. And after that we see on the birth!" she said and I smiled.
"Okay", I answered and then I walked out.
I was exhausted. And stressed. I didn't know what to do anymore. I loved Louis like a hell, of course I did. He was my husband. But he wasn't he anymore. He was more like that Louis two years ago. Tough guy.
I was surprised when I realized that I didn't cry. I was just too exhausted. I stroked my stomach and whispered: "You're safe little girl. I love you. I'll always love."
I drove in silent; I didn't even turn the radio on. It was nice to drove in silence sometimes.
I parked and stepped out of the car. I was a little scared. What Louis will say? Wait. I don't have to think about that. I'm angry to him. Right?
I opened the door carefully and closed it. I jumped when I saw Louis just in front of me. Could he just stop that?!
"What?" I asked when he stared me.
"What they said?" he asked in cold voice. Yep, here it was again. Tough guy. Old Louis Tomlinson.
"Nothing", I mumbled as I passed him. He took my wrist and I yelped at pain.
"Let me go!" I said loudly and Louis sighed. He let go of my wrist and I stared him. What was his problem? Like, really?
"Harry, why are you like this?" Louis asked gently. Too gently. But I had to be tough. I had to angry to him.
"Like what?"
"You're so selfish! How can you- ungh! I hate this! Maybe this was a mistake, and maybe-" Louis stopped when he realized what he said.
"Yeah, maybe", I said with a cold voice. A mistake. That word hit my brain so hard, that it hurted. I started to walk away, when Louis took my wrist again.
"Harry, I didn't mean that-"
"Shut up and let me go!" I yelled and then I ran to the twins bedroom. They were both in restless sleep, and I took them to my arms. They're getting big already. Lottie stroked his eyes and I walked quickly to mine and Louis' bedroom. I locked the door and put the twins to the bed. I pulled the covers to them and then I took my shirt and pants away. I just wanted to sleep and forget all the problems.
I pulled the covers up to my ears too and closed my eyes. I closed my ears from the Louis' shouts and whispered: "I love you all. Daddy will always love you."
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Mmm a little drama in this chapter I say... Well, anyway, comments? (: Love ya <3 xoxo J