Hello! I'm still doing all one shots! But this was an idea stuck in my head for a while that I needed to get out.
(Y/n) P.O.V
I walked past the lucky cat cafe in sadness. Hiro and I broke up three weeks before our wedding. It was horrible.
I was so happy with him and he was so happy with me but we were at a party for the wedding, you know one for us before we became married and we drank a lot and...
It got ugly. The next morning we were both scarred mentally and came to an end, it was painful for my heart.
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine"
I'm with another guy now, he even proposed to me even though we barely know each other! Talk about desperate.
I said I didn't know and he started to get all mad. He tried reminding me of the bad things Hiro did when he was drunk, this made me upset because that's what I told him... But I didn't tell him what I did.
"Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?"
It was confusing for me, I hadn't felt so unsure with a person my whole life. Was this really fine?
"Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all"
A couple tears fell down my face and a instantly crashed to the floor. Not because I miss Hiro, but because I had been struck repeatedly with a glass bottle.
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all"
I cried as my new boyfriend struck me once more. He was drunk but way past the point of safe. At least with Hiro he only spoke with words.
"The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around"
How I wish I could forget everything. Then I wouldn't need to feel really bad about everything. Hiro and i's wedding was supposedly tomorrow...
"It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long"
BAM! This time I felt a BRICK hit my head, where he got it from? No clue. But I began to see spots of black. Flickers in front of my eyes.
"It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all"
I felt my new boyfriend slap me harder as I stumbled blindly. My vision clouded and I instantly dropped to the floor, my last thought on who would help me.
"I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape"
I gained amnesia.
"If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all"