"I'm not ready" I whisper nervously. His hands moved away from my body again. But he kept staring at me. He sighs and shakes with his head
"Sorry Vilu"
"It's okay. I'm just desperated" I mumbled
"It's fine Love. Specially this place ehm" He chuckles "Won't be the best"
"I-"
"It has to be romantic. This place sucks" He mumbled
"Leon. I'm just not ehm" I stop with talking and caress his cheeck. I look up into his eyes who are still near at mine. "It doesn't matter"
"You're fine?"
"Yes. You?"
"Yes. I love you too Vilu"
He came off me. And go with his hands trough his hair. I raised my back up. And rest my head on his shoulder.
"I'm absolutly fine Leon"
"I know" he whispers "But I'm just a fool"
"No you aren't"
"Yes Vilu. I am"
"And why do you think so?"
"I don't want to explain" he sighs "I go okay?"
"Ehm. Okay than"
He stood up. And left the tent. I sigh. Where do I have to start with him. This was pretty shameful. If I wouldn't stop him everyone could just walk in. I don't feel the coldness anymore. His warmth hasn't leave me yet.
I bite hard on my lip. And grab the letter my grandparents gave to me. I wonder if my dad knows I'm here. I'm only thinking about Leon. But it seems like I'm forgotten about my own family.
"Violetta" Lara opened the tent
"Yeah?"
"We're having dinner. Do you come with us?"
"Ehm yes. Yes sure"
I stood up. Fix my hair fast again. And walk towards lara
"Ehm vilu" she mumbled
"Yes?"
"I would wear a scarf if I was you"
"Why?"
"You have suck kisses in your neck" she whispers
"Ow. Yes. I will do that yeah" I mumbled "Thanks for saying"
"You're welcome"
~~
I joined Lara this time at our dinner. We sat between some random guys. Who semt more than just happy with our company
"Well. This girl is taken" Lara grins while she puts her arm around me
"Lara" I mumbled "Can't we talk about something else than only guys."
"Ah. You had a fight with your boyfriend?" One of the guys groaned
"No I haven't" I replied annoyed
"Sweety. You always can tell me if there are problems with Leon" Lara spoke to me all the way over acted
"There you girls are" I hear Diego's voice behind my back. I turn my face and see all our friends. They sat down beside us. I stare at Leon. When his eyes met mine I fast look away and took a bite of my soupe
"So. To who were you girls talking?" Alex grins
"Ohw. Just to some nice guys" Lara grins "Right Vilu?" She punched me in my middle
"Yeah yeah" I sigh "They were nice"
"Do you even know their names?" Leon asks
"Hmno" lara laughs "They do know Violetta's name"
"Not yours?" Leon asks suprised
"Hmyeah. They do" She mumbled.
"Since when are you and Vilu those big mates?" Fede asks
"We always have been" I stare at Lara. Suprised all the way. I gave her my death stare. I even don't blink. "Ehm anyways" She mumbled
"Hmwell" Leon mumbled "I haven't heard that before..Right Vilu?" I turn my face to leon. I can't believe he just spoke these four words.
"How dare you"
I let my spoon fall into my soupe. I closed my opened mouth. Stood up and left the cantine. I hear them talking behind my back. I can tell you one thing right now.
I wasn't allowed to be jealous. And now I get attention 'again' from the guys he's more jealous than ever. "Leon Vargas. Walk to hell"