Kian's POV~
I followed Autumn inside the house.
I was guilty as fuck.
The person on the other line wasn't my dad.
Not even close.
I wanted to tell Autumn but she would hate me forever.
My decisions were poor and I regret my past.
"I'm gonna go strain the spaghetti." Autumn chirped.
Her happy mood made me feel a hundred times worse.
"Ok." I blurted.
This lie was affecting me. Eating me alive.
Autumn put two plates of steaming spaghetti on the table.
She stared blankly at me.
Like she knew.
But how?
"Kian that wasn't your dad on the phone was it?" Autumn never left my gaze.
"No." I couldn't speak more then one word to her without blurting out who was on the other line.
"Who was it Kian." She said through gritted teeth.
I looked down and turned my head.
"Tell me now." She demanded.
I looked back up at her with tears in my eyes.
"KIAN!" Autumn yelled.
"Listen okay. When we were separated those two days." She cut me off.
"Please don't tell me what I think you are." Autumn quivered.
"I uh hooked up with girls." I said.
"There was more than one Kian.?" Autumn had pain in her eyes.
"Yes. And it's almost been a week and she called and said she missed her period." I couldn't look at her.
All I heard was the clinks of the silver wear and plate.
I glanced up and she was running to our room. She slammed it shut and I could hear her soft screams and cries coming from the thin walls.
I can't believe what I have done.
Autumn hates me now.
Autumn's POV~
I screamed into the white pillow.
My tears made it damp.
My fingers clutched the sides.
Kian is a lying piece of shit.
I understand what he did was wrong. Totally. He messed up. I still love him.
What if the girl doesn't want the baby? What if she gives it to Kian? We could take care of it. My thoughts scattered.
My head was throbbing.
Soon I cried myself to sleep.
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I woke up feeling a warm pair of muscular arms wrapped around my waist.
I smiled. Forgetting everything last night. Then I remembered.
I pushed him off me.
"What the hell?" I said.
"What babe.?" Kian said.
I realized my clothes were different from last night.
It was all a dream.
A hallucination.
I looked at the pillow not damp. And perfectly clean from mascara marks.
Kian noticed I was going crazy.
He grabbed my arm.
"Autumn, woah calm down." He assured me.
I sighed and told him about my dream.
He didn't hook up with girls those two days we were separated and didn't get anyone pregnant.
The next night I had the same dream.
Nothing different.
The pattern kept going on throughout the week.
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At school
My eyes had purple bags under them. I haven't been sleeping. I try not to. The dream. It's haunting me.
I was holding my textbooks, my back pressed up against the lockers.
Kian came up and touched my shoulder. I flinched and shook like if I was cold.
"Autumn you need to see a therapist" Kian told me.
"Yeah I uh i um know." I said stuttering.
"I will take you there after school okay? Everything will be okay. We will fix this." Kian kissed my forehead and cheek.
Every Time I dreamed that nightmare it got worse.
I saw the pregnant women's face and heard her name, the baby gets born, Kian leaves me.
I shook it off and walked awkwardly to my first class. Kian didn't come in after he left me by the lockers. Weird.
The teacher was calling our names to see who was here and who wasn't.
"Kian lawley?" She called out.
No answer.
My name was called and a few other people.
She got to the bottom and called over the absent people's names again.
"So we have Kian Lawley missing and Carla Saucers." She sighed.
My heart sank to my stomach.
My eyes got blurry.
I was gonna puke.
That's her. Carla. The girl from my dream.
The slut who ruled the school.
Her and Kian were missing.
I ran out the room and grabbed a bathroom pass.
I pushed open the bathroom stall door and closed it then I threw up in the nasty school toilet.
I was disgusted.
"Can you keep it down." A girl chuckled from the stall next door.
I heard moans.
Great high school. Sex.
Wait. Kian. Carla.
No.
I looked to my right and saw their
shoes.
Kian's converse.
Carla's slut heels.
I puked even louder and vomited in the inside of my heart.
Kian Lawley is a dick for doing this to me.
I stood up and screamed through the stall door they were in.
"Kian Lawley. You can stop entering your tiny ass dick inside her crusty vagina. You conniving little fucker." I said with tears in my eyes.
I heard his moaned voice.
"Autumn wait no this isn't what it looks or sounds like." He opened the door and ran after me.
I started running towards the door and ran down the steps and through the football field, it was faster.
Tears running down my face. Snot dripping from my nose. I didn't care.
I heard Kian behind me. He had longer legs and was a faster runner.
"AUTUMN!" Kian screamed.
I never looked back.
Kian tackled me to the ground and flipped me over then pinned me.
"WHAT!" I spit at him.
His face was guilty of what he had done.
He looked sincere.
No. Stop. He fucked Carla and probably got her pregnant.
"Why Kian. Why?" I whispered.
"CAUSE YOU ARENT READY!" Kian screamed in my face.
"So you wanna have sex with sluts and not wait for me to have it with you?" I cringed
"Autumn. You aren't ready. I can't wait that long. I need something" Kian's tear hit my cheek.
"What if I was ready." I said.
"I'm ready Kian." I added.
Kian's eyes went wide with shock.
Then relief.
He grabbed me and kissed me like he hasn't in millions of years.
I couldn't take it.
I kissed him back.
I love Kian. I've forgiven him on a lot of things. I can on this one
Our lips moved in sync and he grabbed my waist and pushed my hips up against his.
I let go.
"Let's go home." I said with a smile.
I haven't smiled in days.
Kian smiled too. It was so big it made me weak.
He giggled and that made me melt.
We drove home and got inside.
When we walked in he closed the door and pushed me up against a wall. Our noses were touching.
"You are sure you're ready?" Kian whispered against my neck
"Yes." I bit my lip.
Woah! Juicy story we got here :) sorry I didn't write this chapter last night I had work in the morning and I was super tired ): and I have work tomorrow again so hopefully if I get to it I will write one tonight. Hope you enjoyed and leave a comment if you want me to update! Ily❤️