Jaz 'Pov'
I am sitting with my head in my hands on the ground by the bed.
My eyes are droopy and I am wearing the same clothes as yesterday.
Jay is sitting next to me, probably as tired as me or more.
The clock shows 6:00 am.
"Wèèèèèè."
"Ahhh." I grunt and get up to go see what's wrong with the babies for the 14th time tonight.
It's been 3 weeks since the babies were born and we haven't sleep for more than 2 hours per day.
I change Brad's diaper and go back to my room.
We just sit there exhausted trying to sleep sitting there on the ground.
"Hello hello hello." Punky says, coming in all happy and jumpy.
"Punky how can you be that energetic, and please keep it down the kids are finally sleeping again."
"How can't you, it's the ceremony day."
"Ceremony what?" I say looking up at her with my eyes half closed.
"Ceremony....you know, you're going to officially be the King and Queen and also Alpha and Luna." She says looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Uhm well that, well we can't really, we'll probably fall asleep during that thing."
"That's why it's your day free, sleep and shop and eat and relax so you'll be ready for midnight." She says smiling.
"Ohh that sounds great, but oh wait we have babies to take care of." I say in a duh tone.
"That's why we'll watch them for you."
"You and my brother are going to look after my babies?" I say not trusting that at all.
Because the last time they watched after the babies, the whole house was destroyed.
Ohh yeah didn't I tell you, our babies also have powers.
"Relax, just trust us."
I start laughing really hard and then my laughter died down when I realize I was the only one laughing.
"Oh wait you're serious?" I ask looking at her with wide eye.
"Yes Jaz." She says annoyed.
"Fine." I say getting up and running out of the room.
"Good luck." I yell.
Jay runs out after me and we leave our babies with Punky and Zach.
"So what do you wanna do baby?" Jay says wrapping his arms around me.
"Well first, I wanna take a shower." I say laughing.
"Let me join you." He says carrying me bridal style.
"No Jay." I say pushing him so I could get out of his grasp.
"Why not, it's not like I haven't seen all that before." He says smirking.
I frown and run into the bathroom.
I hear him sigh outside and walk away.
I look into the mirror and my face was a mess, all puffy and baggy.
I strip out of my clothes and stood in front of the mirror staring at my body.
Since I got the babies my body in' the way it was before, so I am worried Jay wouldn't like me anymore, that's why I didn't want him to join me in the shower.
I take my shower and put on my robe.
I walk into the room and see Jay laying on the bed.
I try to cover myself up as much as possible.
I didn't even look at him in the eyes and walk into my closet and lock it.
"Jaz what's wrong with you, why are you locking the door?"
I ignore him and wear a baggy stylish jeans and a big shirt.
I get out of the closet and Jay is in the bathroom, so I do my hair and put a lot of makeup so you can't see how fat I've really become.
Jay comes out of the bathroom dripping wet with his towel wrapped around his torso.
'Look at him, his body is still as hot as ever with those abs ugh he must be embarrassed by my appearance' I thought.
"Like what you see baby girl?"
I turn around and he comes up behind me.
"What are you wearing, I can't see your beautiful body with that on." He says kissing my cheeks.
"Uhm." I laugh nervously.
"C'mon babe get all that makeup off your face and go wear something sexy for me." He says kissing my forehead.
My eyes start tearing up and I sniffle.
"Hey babe, baby what's wrong?" He asks.
"I-I.."
He picks me up and put me down on the bed.
"I'm ugly." I say through cries.
"What?"
"I'm ugly, I got fatter since I got the babies and-" I say crying and breaking down.
I hear him sigh and take my face in his hands.
"Baby you did gain some weight, but that doesn't change how I feel about you." He says sincerely.
I take deep breaths and calm myself down.
"It's okay." He says kissing my lips.
I hug him and stand up and go get my makeup wipes to wipe all this makeup off my face.
He takes the wipes from me and starts cleaning my face.
I just keep looking down while he cleans my face.
He starts taking my shirt off and I stop him.
"Hey hey, it's okay." He says smiling.
He takes my shirt off and throws it into the room somewhere.
He stares at my tummy and smiles.
I cover up my body with my arms but he restrains my arms to his chest.
I look the other way but he takes my face and faces it towards him.
"Babe."
I stare at him in his eyes and all I see is love.
My eyes tear up and he lets me go.
I dig my face into one of the pillows.
I feel him get up and then comes and lay next to me.
I turn around and he's also shirtless.
"Babe you know I love you and if you don't like your body you can do something about it I won't stop you, but know doesn't matter if you're fat or thin I will never stop loving you." He says putting me on his body.
I lay there with my head on his chest and fall asleep.
*6 hours later*
I turn around but I feel strong arms holding me in place.
"You're awake."
I look up and stare right into my mates beautiful eyes.
I smile and lay back down.
"Yeah I'm awake."
"You're okay?"
I think about it.
"Yeah I'm fine."
He pecks my forehead and picks me up.
"We're going shopping for later." He says.
"Huh what's later?"
I look up at the clock and it's 4 o'clock.
My eyes bulge out of its socket.
"The ceremony." I whisper.
"Yes, now go wear something better and let's go." He says putting me on my feet.
I go into my closet and wear a tank top with some shorts.
I brush my hair, put on some lip balm and mascara.
Jay's wearing his clothes from earlier looking as hot as ever.
"I like what I see, what about you?" He says smirking.
I giggle and nod.
"C'mon let's go." He says grabbing my hand and licking my face.
"Ew Jay."
Hola hola hola guys I'm so sorry I really am I was only thinking on myself and I left you guys hanging but I hope you enjoy this chapter and see you next time.
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