Hello my loves. Hope you enjoy <3!
Warnings: Red room trauma so please if you are sensitive to this, don't read Natasha's pov
Same day
Y/n room
Y/n pov:
It's currently 9 pm, I'm packing up a bag with some clothes. I don't know how long I'll be away, I just want to find something about where I come from. I know I could have asked Thor but he doesn't know the whole story. I wanna find out what really happened and how I ended up with Hydra.
Well, it's not really about that, but also because I want to put my thoughts in order. It's probably not a good idea to go back in Canada anyway... I don't even know what I want to do or where I want to go.
I sit down on the bed to think about everything and anything. So many things changed these days, the battle, Loki, Thor, the adoption... Natasha... I still can't believe I can call her my girlfriend. I've been liking her for a while and I thought that, with time, she would have gotten over me... Guess not, thankfully.
Suddenly I hear a buzzing sound and I turn to my phone to see that it's ringing.
Talk about the devi...
I take my phone and answer without needing to think about it two times.
"Hey Tasha"
"Hey Y/n. I wanted to hear from you before going to bed"
I smile at what she says.
"You're cute, you know that?"
"I'm going to hang up in your face"
I chuckle at her threatening voice.
"please don't. I need to talk to you about something..."
"What is it?"
She asks now with a soft voice that makes me smile.
"I'm packing up my bag and i get on a flight tonight"
I don't hear anything for a few seconds.
"Tasha..?"
"...Already?"
I sigh and I feel slightly bad. Maybe I should have talked this through.
"Sorry, but I know that if I don't go today Pepper won't let me leave"
I say with a chuckle, trying to light up the mood. I hear her laugh through the phone and it makes me smile and blush. I love her laugh... Just when I thought the tension was cut, she sighs.
"I wanted to ask you if you wanted to come here... I talked with Clint and he's ok with it..."
I'm a little surprised at first, but a soft smile soon breaks into my face.
"Guess that's not an option anymore"
"Well, if Clint is ok with it, maybe I can come by for a few days..?"
"Really?!- ... I mean- really?.."
I can't help the chuckle that leaves my mouth at her trying to cover up her excitement.
"Yes, really. I honestly don't even know where to start. I'm not used to this things"
"...what if- no that's stupid"
I smile "what?"
"Nothing"
"Come on, you can tell me"
"It's really nothing. It's stupid"
"Fine, I'll let it go for now. But you tell me when I get there!"
"Not gonna happen"
"We'll see about that"
"You're annoying"
"And you like it"
A smirk grows on my face as I don't hear her answer.
"Ok, since I apparently lost you. Do you mind sending me the address? I'll finish packing my stuff and come there as soon as possible"
"Ok, I'll send it to you. I have to go now, bye!"
Without saying anything else, she hangs up the phone and sends me the location. Guess I'm driving there. It's not that distant...
00:00
Barton farmhouse
Natasha pov:
I'm running down a dark corridor. No door, no window, nothing. Just me and the dark when suddenly I hear a loud roaring sound and I see the Hulk running up to me.
I turn around and I start running in the other direction. I run as fast as I can. At the end of the corridor there is a door, and I don't take a minute to think about it before running inside.
When I'm in I look down at myself and I see that I'm not in my suit anymore, but I'm in ballet shoes and tutu. I look up and I freeze...
Not again. Please not again.
Suddenly I feel myself getting slapped and I hear her voice... again...
"NATALIA ALIANOVNA ROMANOVA GET BACK IN LINE WITH THE OTHERS!"
I look up at Madame B. Her face makes my blood run cold. I get in line again and I start my dance routine, but just when I do, I feel myself falling in the dark and when I stop, I notice I'm in the testing room. I do the psychological test and pass it successfully, but I know what comes after...
Madame B looks at me with a sick smile while she prepares me and my opponent for the physical test. We get in our fighting stance but I feel myself not wanting to move, so I don't. I don't want to feel that pain all over again. I feel like screaming but I can't. I feel the other girl push me to the floor and she starts punching me and I don't move until a guard takes her off of me and Madame B takes me by my hair and pulls me up.
"You slut! Don't ever try that again! Are you trying to make me look bad?"
I feel tears run down my face as I answer with a shaky voice.
"N-no madame"
She gets even more angry and throws me on the floor before turning to the guards.
"She's going to graduate, end of story. Take her to the lab to complete the ceremony."
I try to scream but I can't even hear my own voice. The tears stop falling as I feel the guards picking me up by my arms. I try to fight them off, but they get to strap me on the hospital bed.
I feel the bed moving as they push me along the same corridor as before. I try to scream louder but still nothing.
Not again... Please. No no nO NO!"
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Suddenly I'm woken by a hand shaking me and I turn around ready to fight back until I see...