It's (life) all cramped now, want to start it again now.
Can't help myself no more, now.
Just want to end it soon now
Will it (my miseries) would not be so troublesome to me when I reborn?
It (life) will all be hell fire, to take up on.
The dreads won't let you survive the bend of day –even the night
For the things you ended up your life will come to you to cover and besiege you like the glacier surrounded by water.
Just let the things how they are don't care from them anymore even if it makes you dead inside. Feel happy to die for your happiness not for others