Gangsta Luv

By feliitheislandgall

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An innocent girl from Kingston never knew what love was until she got caught up with a Jamaican badman from S... More

Deja Vu
Healing
Tension
Hangover
Gossip
Shocked
Attached
Midnight
Attitude
Misunderstood
Suspect
Disagreement
Settle
Uncomfortable
Toll
Complicated
Gifted
Pleasure
Sore
Facetime
Refused
Approach
Worried
Taken
Reunited
Pullover
Confront
Disarming
Weakness
Outing
Impressed
Clench
Popularity
Tease
Craved
Tracked
Venting
Drift
Balance
Anticipation
Audacity
Patience
Showers
Pensive
Violate
Major
Concern
Rapidly
Crime
Roses
Woken
Media
Difficult
Focus
Vexed
Strong
Expensive
Questions
Iights
Panic
Visit
Speechless
Plead
Worry
Trauma
Likes
Test
Breathe
Joy
Welcome
Destroy
Relentlessly
High
Crush
Desert
Climax
Research
Anger
Growing
Private
Frame
News
Switch
Changes
Memories
Wagon
Ignore
Control
Trigger
Quarrel
Planning
Zai-Day
Grudge
accountability
Ticket
cold
Scene
Interfere
Startling
Conflict
Vacant
Ashamed
Bonus

Blame

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By feliitheislandgall

Aaliyah's POV

Sunday

 8:04 am

"Zaidan" I whine.

"Just one more time" he says kissing my neck.

This sex addict...

"It's the last day here...we need to start our day" I sigh.

I try to get out of his arm but he tightens his grip on my waist.

"Come nuh b" he says still kissing on my neck.

I attempt to get up from the bed and he tries to grab me but I dip under his hand and get off the bed.

I run to the bathroom and I hear his laughter as I close the door behind me.

We would literally have sex all day if I allowed him to.

I smile and look at my reflection in the mirror. My mind drifts back to last night.

The way he handled me...

My clit throbs at the thought and I squeeze my legs together.

I should've never been surprised when I found out I was pregnant with Ivy.

Well I always made sure I took my pills but...

I hear a knock on the door and I look around quickly.

"You can't hide all day"

I roll my eyes and get into the shower minutes after.

Coming out of the shower I wrap my towel around me then walk towards the door.

I open the door to see Zaidan standing there and I jump.

"Oh god...Zaidan..."

He swifts me off my feet and I gasp. I wrap my arms around his neck and he walks over to the bed with me.

"Zaidan can you please go shower so we can get our day started" I say.

"Not yet" he says as he puts me down to sit on the bed.

"Zaidan I want us to go down for breakfast because it's gonna be up soon"

"We can have brunch" his voice comes out in a whisper.

His phone starts ringing from the nightstand and he's distracted , he walks away over to the nightstand and picks it up.

I get up from the bed and get dressed into a tie crop top and shorts. When I'm finished getting dressed Zaidan is still on his phone.

"Yuh ready ? " he asks looking at me with the phone to his ear.

"Yes" I say.

I watch him as he hangs up the phone and slides it into his pocket.

"Yuh nuh wah sell di car yuh have a Jamaica and get a new one ?" he asks looking at me.

"No...why ?" I ask curiously.

My mom bought me it as a gift and it means so much to me because it was my very first car so I don't want to sell it.

"Just feel like yuh wah upgrade" he shrugs.

"So is something wrong with my car ?"

"No mi jus feel like yuh woulda probably wah upgrade...if a di money a di problem nuh worry bout dat"

"it's not the money...my mom bought me as a gift so I want to keep it"

"Ah" he says and I'm glad he didn't push it any further.

I check the time on my phone and my eyes widen.
8:32 am

"Zaidan hurry because breakfast is gonna be up soon"

"Suh wah ?"

"You know that I hate you ?" I ask jokingly.

"Anuh everybody aguh like yuh...see pree" he says as he walks into the bathroom.

"Shut up" I say smiling inwardly.

So annoying.

He chuckles and I look at him as he undress. When he realizes I'm looking I turn my head away.

"How yuh can watch bad man suh ?"

"Can you just hurry and be quiet"

"A rush yah rush mi ?"

I don't answer.

Yes I'm rushing you.....

He chuckles and closes the bathroom door.

I smile to myself and skip through my phone.

I see that there is a miss call from Jada so I call her back.

She picks up on the first ring.

"Little Zaidan in the making"

"Jada don't start wid mi" I say and she burst into laughter.

"I'm sure my niece wants company"

"Then you go have a baby then so that she can have company" I say chuckling.

"She mi..."

"Jada...please....enough of this conversation" I cut her off.

"How I haven't heard from Shelby and Candice ?"

"Candice is at country with your man friend , I don't remember his name...and Shelby is always busy"

"So where is Aaron ?"

"He's at the gym as usual"

"Tell him I said hey and I'm definitely coming back into the gym once I come back to Jamaica"

"Okay"

The bathroom door opens and Zaidan steps out with a towel wrapped around his lower body.

He takes it off and walks around with his dick swinging freely.

I swallow.

"I'm about to go down to get something to eat so I'll call you back" I say to Jada.

"Okay luv"

When I hang up Zaidan is pulling up a shorts on him.

"You wet your hair" I tell him looking at his hair that looks like it got wet by the shower.

I get up from the bed and walk over to him then take the towel from his hand.

I tip so I can reach his hair and use the towel to dry it.

When I finish drying it I hand him back the towel and he smiles and takes it.

"Thanks"

"Your welcome" my voice small.

I smile up at him and remove the hair from his face.

He licks his lower lip and stares me down. His eyes undressing me.

I'm hungry. I have to go eat.

"I'm hungry , we should go eat" I say looking away from his stare.

"Why yah do dis do yuh self Aaliyah ?" his voice low and deep.

"It's just that...I'm hungry and I want to eat something first"

"Okay I understand"

He opens the bedroom door and allows me to walk through.

He closes it behind us and we walk to the elevator.

We were able to catch breakfast which is great.

We're now seated around a table by the pool.

The food is great here.
The place is very beautiful.

I love it here.

Zaidan's POV

9:57 am

I lean back in my chair and watch her as she eats the fruits from the plate.

My dick stirs.

Bomboclaat dawg a eat she a eat enuh.

"Can you please stop looking at me like that ?" she asks but I continue to look at her.

She shakes her head while looking down at her plate.

"Mi cya look pon yuh again ?" I ask with a lopsided smile.

"Your beautiful" I add.

"Thanks" she says blushing.

"So...about Jamaica...when are we going back down ?" she asks.

"Whenever Ivy room is finished I'll think about it"

"What if they kidnap me again ?" she asks and I can see the fear in her eyes.

My blood runs cold.

"That would never happen again Aaliyah"

The only way he even happened is because I was overseas.

"Zaidan...I'm scared" she says in a low voice.

Fuck.

I hate to see her like this.

I sigh and look at her.

I close my eyes and pinch the brick of my nose before opening them back.

It's my fault she had to go through this.

"Look at me" I command.

"Where are the guys now that kidnapped me ?" she asks looking at me.

"They're dead" I say and she gasps.

"So you expected them to still be alive after what they put you through ?" I scoff.

"No It's...It's just the way you said it"

"How I said it ?" I ask raising a brow at her.

"Like it's nothing to you..."

"I think they deserved it" I say sounding uncaring.

"Zaidan I..." she begins.

She looks down at the food and moves her food around the plate.

"I want to ask you something" her voice comes out in a sigh.

"Okay what's that ?"

"Are you and your father good ?"

"Yeah why , I already told you since he and my mom separated I barely communicate with him anymore...I already told you this" I say.

"Okay" she says but she looks like she wants to ask more questions.

"I overheard him saying that blood is thicker than water when we were in Jamaica and some other stuff so I was just wondering if he was speaking about me" she adds.

"That's how he acts when he doesn't get his own way" I say hoping she doesn't continue this conversation.

"When the guys approached me they asked if I was with top man son and I still have no idea why they took me away because of that , is he still involved in anything ?" she asks.

How should I tell her this ?

B mi fada a gun man enuh and him aguh always have enemies out deh.

Bomboclaat man.

A sigh leaves my lips and I shake my head.

"I'm tired of asking questions and there is never an answer to it...we now have a child together Zaidan and I want to make sure my child is safe"

"I want to go back up to the room..." she adds.

She gets up from around the table and walks off.

"Aaliyah"

She doesn't look back as she continues walking.

I get up from around the table and walk up to her.

"Aaliyah look" I say as I pull her hand and she turns around to face me.

I tilt her chin up and look at her.

"I just don't feel safe anymore when you're not around...I can't be myself anymore because I feel like everything that happened is gonna happen again" she says as her eyes get glossy.

This is all my fucking fault.

I will take the blame.








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