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SOMEONE GIVE ME THE LINKS OH MY FCKN GAWD I NEED A LINK SKDJDJDHHSHSJSJS
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JJK LABELS YOU WILL CRUMBLE FOR TAKING DOWN ALL THE LINKS 😭😭😭😭😭😭PLS GIVE ME A STABLE LINK
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I Cant believe we all were screaming about how no one will watch illegal streams and only the official weverse one but here we are once again begging for illegal live streams on the timeline
Please share the stable links y'all
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I can't believe I'm doing this for what's supposed to be a free stream but here we go
Stable links for Busan expo concert live stream
A thread 🧵:
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Oh MA GOD THEYRE BACK THEYRE HERE I CANT MISS THIS
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"Hey violets, long time no see." A deep voice spoke into the mic while heavily breathing as he sat cross legged on the stage with a large smile before he picked up the water bottle and drank some water.. closing his eyes.
Then he capped the water bottle again before started to speak again, the smile showed up on his face once again.. the radiant boxy smile and the crowd erupted in cheers.
"Sorry, it's been a long time since i have performed on stage.. hasn't it? That was some tough choreographies i did after so long.. God I'm getting old." He couldn't help but laugh as he stood up from the floor and went to sit on the chair that was prepared for him.
"I missed all of you so much!!"taehyung yelled into the mic as he sat down in his black outfit.
Loud screams of 'we missed you too' roared throughout the stadium as soon as he said that, taehyung could almost feel himself tearing up.
"I swear i didn't forget all of you..i never will honestly. I know i haven't performed on stage in almost 4 years.. wow.. that's a long time. I apologise for that.
But recently, me, and my husband were offered to represent the Busan expo korea for what we had do a free concert together. And if I'm being honest, hahaha.. it's the company who's taking care of everything else. Me and jungkook just heard about performing live infront of an audience.. and we said yes immediately." Taehyung told the audience who listened in awe and they erupt into cheers.
"It's going to be a long while, so we should get going ahead.. shouldn't we?" And as he said that, the chair that he was seated on on the stage.. sunk down along with him to the backstage area before loud music started playing in the stadium making everyone confused because there was no one on the stage but they could hear someone singing.
(You are the sunlight that has risen again in my life)
너는 내 삶에 다시 뜬 햇빛
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veryone collectively gasped when they noticed where the voice was coming from as the man hung on a harness flew over the crowd while singing.. he truly looked like an angel.
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NO FCK WAY WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF HES FLYINH????? EUPHORIA?? HES FLYING??? SKCHDJHDGHJXJXJDJJDHDGDHDSHSHSLMXMDKSKWKSKSK
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Wait what?
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KIM FUCKING JUNGKOOK?? WHAT'S THIS??? WHY ARE YOU FLYING OH MA GAWDD
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"When I'm with you I'm in utopia~" jungkook put an end to the choreography as he stood in the middle of the stage with the backup dancers behind him.
And that was a second before the stage took a complete turn as the lights changed from soft pink and blue to blazing red and the soft look on jungkook's face changed into a sultry one.
"My life has been a movie, all the time."
The different song played as he switched into the choregraphy of this song and changed from his pink jacket to the black leather one.
The choreography was so sultry as he flexed his thighs and thrust his hips from time to time before picking up his back shirt ever so little, his puffed out chest was exposed from the middle part by opening the first 3 buttons as his well defined waist showed as well.
"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah" he finished the song as he stood infront of the audience with the same sultry look he had throughout the whole performance before breaking out a large bunny smile as if an ending fairy.
And after that he walked off the stage along with the dancers and a VCR started playing.
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"How was i, hyung?" Jungkook who was in the middle of getting his makeup done asked his husband who was ready already and taking a breather before it's his turn to go up on stage.
It was his first time performing infrong of such a big audience of almost 70k people.
"You were amazing, sunshine. Fucking amazing." Taehyung looked like he was in a trance for a second when he had watched him perform from backstage as he smirked now at the younger who understood him right away making him let out a scoff.
"Stop being disgusting, oh my god." A female voice spoke from behind who was getting her suit fixed up as she got ready as well.
"Can you stop being a killjoy for once, Kim?" Jungkook teased as he averted his eyes towards her, he couldn't face her though because he was still not done with his makeup.
"Kim? Can you stop fucking teasing me for once? It's been 3 months since i got married to youra and woo and you're still being annoying about it. GET OVER IT." Satomi grumbled at him before she finally sat down after being done with her outfit.
"Oh you will hear about it forever, mrs.kim." jungkook teased once again as he wiggled his eyebrows at her making her roll her eyes at him.
"It feels like it's some big poly marriage because how the hell did all 5 of us end up with the same last name?" Taehyung couldn't help but comment that with a laugh making the other two laugh as well.
"Might as well say that with the way these 3 are always stuck to us since they came back from their honeymoon." jungkook laughed along but before Satomi could reply they heard someone say it's time for them to be on the stage again.
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Christmas song in the middle of June? I mean I'm not complaining 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Godd his voice is so 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼
It's so calming i could hear it for the rest of my life. It's literally made for jazz music 😭
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"Heaven, I'm in heaven
And my heart beats so that I can hardly speak
And I seem to find the happiness I seek
When we're out together dancing cheek to cheek"
Taehyung turned to face the woman beside him who sang melodiously into the mic as well as they looked into each other's eyes before bowing deeply playfully as the song ended.
"Hey everyone, I'm Satomi Tanaka."she introduced herself as she stood up before bowing towards the audience this time with a warm smile and the cheers that echoed around the stadium were deafening in a good way making them let out a chuckle.
"She's here as a guest performer-" taehyung was going to introduce her when
"even though she literally invited herself." Another voice spoke up as he walked in and stood beside the two of them.. now dressed up in a different outfit.
"Please don't make me curse you infront of an audience. You literally begged me to be here but okay." Satomi grumbled at him and rolled her eyes, making the audience erupt in a series of laughter.
"You wish i did." Jungkook rolled his eyes back at her before walking towards his husband as he gave him a brief peck on his cheek who kissed his cheek back, not caring that so many people could see this exchange between them.
It was commendable that he was the same man who was even scared to hold hands infront of even a small number of people and here he was openly showing affection to his husband.
"Let's not bicker here and get going ahead, shall we?" Taehyung went and stood on the other side of Satomi so the woman was in the middle of two men who were dressed in black and yellow, the woman was dressed in the same theme as well.
(Imagine its a lighter shade of yellow like the one in taekook's outfit)
And they got into position immediately as the music echoed in the stadium once again, as jungkook started singing..
"Smooth like butter
Like a criminal undercover"
(Butter (Megan Thee Stallion remix))
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When koo kissed tae's cheek and tae kissed his cheek back🥺🥺don't touch me I'm soft y'all 😞😞I'm so proud of them 😞😞😞
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SATOMI IS THIRD WHEELING THEM SO HARD JUST LOOK AT HER SHES JUDGING THEM SO HARD WMDSJSHSGSHS SHWS HILARIOUS THATS MY WIFE YALL 😭😭😭😭
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Y'all think we will finally get a live performance of lost stars after 4 whole years?
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As soon as they got done performing the song with a kiss on their hands, wordlessly taehyung took his leave from the stage when a staff member came up as they fixed two standing mics as they handed a guitar to the CEO and also a performer.
And soon the soft music of the piano could be heard throughout the stadium as he started singing..
"Please, don't see
Just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please, see me
Reaching out for someone I can't see"
He closed his eyes and just let the music sink in as he played the guitar while singing before he stopped and turned towards the woman who started singing now..
"Take my hand
Let's see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans
Sometimes are just a one night stand
I'll be damned"
Jungkook smiled a little at her as she sang, she had been nervous about this song being performed today because it was quite out of pitch and had never been performed before so there was a lots of anticipation for it so the smile surely helped her calm as she sang..
"Cupid's demanding back his arrow
So let's get drunk on our tears
And, God, tell us the reason
Youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning"
Jungkook took over again as he could see the audience enjoying the performance already, some even had tears in their eyes as they watched them from their seats while waving around their army bombs creating a purple ocean.
He almost felt overwhelmed by the audience as he and Satomi sang together ahead..
But are we all lost stars
Trying to light up the dark?
Who are we?
Just a speck of dust within the galaxy
Woe is me
If we're not careful turns into reality
Don't you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page
Maybe we'll find a brand new ending
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"Violets MAKE SOME NOISE!!!" The man let out in his mic as soon as he walked to the stage.. now dressed in a brown leather jacket , a black tank top underneath and some denims jeans once his husband and their friend was done performing.
As soon as he walked over to them, he patted both of their backs before he took the guitar from his husband and held it himself instead.
Taehyung was the MC of today's concert as well which was why he was doing the most of the introducing and interacting with the audience because he was experienced and it was mostly his concert with his husband.
"So, Satomi first. How was your experience of performing for the first time infront of an audience as big as this?" He questioned the woman who removed the mic from the stand which was later taken away from a staff.
Satomi turned to face the audience, literally anyone could see the tears that hung in her eyes before she started speaking, "it was.. amazing. Thank you.. thank you so much for giving me this chance, taehyung.. jungkook.
As an actor, we don't really have a chance to perform infront of an audience like this or just interact with them like this.. and this feels like.. and it is.. a once in a lifetime chance for me to be able to achieve what someone could only dream of.
I will forever be thankful for you two.. and all those who have given me love till now.. and has appreciated my work.. or my singing.
I was quite nervous to perform as a guest in your concert, because.. what if the audience doesn't like it.. or like me? Because I am nowhere near good in singing compared to you two.. and i have never performed or danced like this before. But the cheers that i recieved today.. made me feel a lot less anxious.. thank you so much everyone.. thank you doesn't seem enough. But i just want everyone to know, i appreciate and love you so much.. and i would never take it for granted.
Now.. I'll be taking my leave and leave it to the professionals. Have a good night everyone. I hope y'all enjoy!" She said the last lines in an excited tone as she deep bowed at everyone and the audience replied to her in the form of cheers, making her smile and she waved at all of them before giving her best friends brief hugs and left the stage.
"Moving ahead. Sunshine- Kim Jungkook i mean.. it is your first concert ever as well, how is your experience so far?" Taehyung asked as he went to stand a bit closer to him.
"It's.. unreal honestly. I never imagined that this is how it feels to perform in front of such a big audience filled with people who actually love you for you and your artistry and talent.
16 year old me wouldn't even be able to imagine that i finally did it, after 20 years.. i finally achieved my first ever dream.. that was to have a concert and perform there.. with you." Jungkook turned to face the elder as he mentioned their past where they used to dream of debuting together.
"18 year old me was devastated when my dreams of debuting with you were crushed cruelly.. i still find it hard to believe that i dared to dream of it again and this time i achieved it.
It could all only happen because of you everyone who has ever supported me, that includes all of my hyungs, my friends.. and ofcourse.. all the fans.. nothing could have ever been possible without all of you.
This is the.. best opportunity i have ever had in my entire career.. and i really can't be more grateful than this. I really wish i could describe in words how much i love all of you who have ever supported me and still do despite everything. I owe all of you my entire life and Its not an exaggeration.
Just.. thank you.. thank you so much." Jungkook was clearly overwhelmed with all the cheers now and taehyung noticed that immediately as he hugged him closer to himself and the man visibly relaxed in his hold as the elder pecked his forehead.
"You deserve all the love you recieve. Isn't that right, violets?" Taehyung turned to the audience with the mic who screamed a loud 'YES!'
And jungkook almost cried when he heard the fans starting to chant, 'Kim jungkook! We love you!' 'kim taehyung! We love you!' and taehyung had an arm around jungkook's waist as he pulled him closer at the their names being chanted.
"I love all of you so much." Jungkook kneeled down on the stage, not being able to hold himself back anymore as tears filled up in his eyes and so did taehyung's who kneeled beside him and hugged him closer as they both deep bowed to the audience.
"I purple you violets." Taehyung said as well as they stood up finally, the elder wiped his husband's tears who hugged him one last time before walking off the stage with a, "see you soon." And wiping his face.
Meanwhile taehyung picked up the guitar once again and got into his position infront of the standing mic as he tapped his foot on the floor before music started playing in the stadium once again.
"On my pillow
Can't get my tired
Sharing my fragile truth
That i still hope the door is open"
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I'm genuinely in love with their love it's not a joke anymore (it was never one) :(
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They love each other so much it warms my heart. Its unbelievable how even after everything they're still standing strong and even managed to have a family even when the world was so cruel to them.. i will never shut up about this.
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Jungkook's speech made me so emotional, they genuinely appreciate us and each other so much.. no artist is remotely closer to them when it comes to the adoration they have for their fandom.
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"Memories follow me left and right"
The song played in the whole stadium as the man sang the first line while walking back on the stage in a newer outfit that was a yellow jacket and black filmsy shirt under it with off white pants and glasses on his face.
Meanwhile taehyung removed the mic from the Stand and removed the guitar, both the stand and the guitar were taken away from the stage as he walked towards the other man while singing the next line and immediately held his hand as they together walked to the center of the stage.
'i can feel you over here'
'i can feel you over here' jungkook sang his part as they vibed to their song while singing before they walked towards the audience where they could interact to them from a bit closer.
'you take up every corner of my mind
Ever since the d-day y-you went away'
taehyung sang ahead as he silently laughed at the younger man who dramatically shrugged his shoulder while doing his adlib part 'no i don't know how'
'How to erase your body from out my brain' taehyung was just singing his part when jungkook walked closer towards him as he sang 'what you gon' do now?' before he mouthed a "you can't" while taehyung sang to him ahead, 'Maybe I should just focus on me instead'
'but all i think bout?' jungkook sang it in a way it almost sounded like a taunt as the next line followed in taehyung's deep voice, 'Are the nights we were tangled up in your bed'
And a large smile showed up on jungkook's face before both of them collectively sang,
'oh no~
Oh no~
You're goin' 'round in circles
Got you stuck up in my head, yeah
Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind' they turned towards the audience once again, for a second it almost felt like it was just the two of them who were goofying around with each other.. forgetting about the large audience but they knew they had to perform as well.
Taehyung walked ahead while singing their collective part before he took a seat in the middle of the stage and jungkook followed, everyone genuinely thought he was going to go and sit beside him as he sang his part..
'Did you know you're the one that got away?
And even now, baby, I'm still not okay
Did you know that my dreams, they're all the same
Every time I close my eyes?'
The whole stadium gasped when the man in yellow jacket instead sat up on his husband's lap instead who wrapped an arm around his waist as he listened to him sing..
'Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)
Your love stays with me day and night
I can feel you over here,
and taehyung continued along with him as they sang together once again, ' I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)
(Whoa)
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)' he concluded the song by snuggling into his neck and pecking his nape and the man shuddered visibly as he stared upfront wide eyed.
But he tried to act nonchalant once taehyung leaned away and gave him the chance to speak first.
"So.. the concert is ending soon everyone.. we only have more songs to go." Jungkook spoke in a pouty tone, he was just as sad about it as well because he loved performing.
"NOOO!" The audience cried in response making them chuckle as taehyung spoke, "we don't want to leave too soon either.. but we have to.." in his deep voice and jungkook once again tried his best to stay unaffected as he continued..
"If i could i would perform all night long." Jungkook sounded sulky as he said that making taehyung laugh out loud as he responded, "and i know if you could you would actually go back and continue it by doing 4 hour+ karaoke lives, only if it wasn't for taking care of eunchae."
"True, the other day eunchae did a live with me in her little dinosaur onesie and her dinosaur mask. It was so adorable. I could convince her to do that again." Jungkook wiggled his eyebrows at his husband playfully who sternly looked at him and shook his head.
"No. She needs you to sleep and you need to rest. Sorry violets, but no karaoke live for you today. Maybe some other day? But definitely not with eunchae, i apologise." Taehyung turned to the fans who laughed at his sarcastic smile.
"You're such a protective daddy. Let us father and daughter have a bit fun too, sir." Jungkook said while standing up as he went to pick up a bottle of water, taehyung followed him as he took the water bottle from him as well and drank water from it before replying..
"Atleast one has to be the protective father when the other is busy spoiling her, isn't that right?" Taehyung shrugged his shoulders towards the audience who answered with a 'yes' before he turned back to his husband and suddenly kneeled down infront of him.
"See, you're a father and you can't even tie your own shoe laces. What will you do without me oh my god?" Taehyung placed jungkook's foot on his thigh as he started tying his shoelaces up.
"I don't want to do anything without you so we don't really have to worry about that. You are here to tie my shoelaces aren't you, my prince charming?" Jungkook laughed as if it was the most casual thing to say between them but the audience gasped when he said that.
"Of course I am, my baby Cinderella." Taehyung laughed along with him as he dusted jungkook's shoe and his thigh off before standing up back to the shook audience.
"Now shall we move ahead?" Taehyung asked as he removed his in-ear for a second to take in the audience cheers.
"Yes please." Jungkook replied and they took their positions once again as the soft music started..
"(do not think about anything)
아무것도 생각하지 마
(you don't even say anything)
넌 아무 말도 꺼내지도 마
(just smile at me)
그냥 내게 웃어줘" jungkook sang towards his lover then towards the audience as taehyung continued his lines..
"(i still can't believe it)
난 아직도 믿기지가 않아" Taehyung sang to his lover as well before turning to the purple ocean infront of them.
This song was too close to their heart that it really brought the tears in their eyes as they sang with so many emotions.
This was the first song that taehyung released after his permanent hiatus a few months after eunchae was born. It was when he was going through it because everything felt too good to be true that he felt scared what If something happens now even though jungkook kept reassuring him they will protect their little family.
But anxiety brings immense paranoia and taehyung could never exactly heal from it, he had talked to his therapist who asked him to use music as a coping mechanism to jottle down what he's feeling.. and this song was brought into existence.
He never shared it with anyone beside jungkook but everyone deep down knew that this was about taehyung's raw feelings and it really brings tears to everyone's eyes when they listen to their soulful voices and lyrics.
"(I feel like this is all a dream)
이 모든 게 다 꿈인 것 같아
(don't try to disappear)
사라지려 하지마
Is it true? Is it true?" Deep down they both knew the fear still lingers in their heart about this their too good to be true reality being a dream that they couldn't help but cry as tears streamed down both of their eyes while singing ahead.
"You You
(So beautiful i'm afraid)
너무 아름다워 두려워." It was taehyung's part so he moved ahead while singing as he wiped his husband's tears with his empty hand while shaking his head and signalled him not to cry, jungkook immediately leaned into his touch with closed eyes as he sang..
"(will you stay by my side)
곁에 머물러줄래
(promise me)
내게 약속해줄래
(If I touch it, will it fly away or break?)
손 대면 날아갈까 부서질까" his nose got red and so did his cheeks, his voice almost came out shaky towards the end as he pulled away from taehyung and moved towards the ocean of armybombs flickering in pretty purple.
"(scared scared scared)
겁나 겁나 겁나
(stop time)
시간을 멈출래
(After this moment)
이 순간이 지나면
(Will it be something that never happened, will I lose you)
없었던 일이 될까 널 잃을까" they still found it hard to believe that their were still millions of people who supported them even after knowing what happened with them, even after they came out, even after they had a family when for most people.. the fame dies down and they become so irrelevant that it's like they don't even exist yet somehow they're still able to perform infront of so many people who live them.
"(scared scared scared)
겁나 겁나 겁나
Butterfly, like a Butterfly" they really hoped that this was their forever, and it never changes but the fear will stay.. a little fear is okay maybe.. it makes them cherish everything they have even more so sometimes it's good, Isn't it? It keeps you grounded and prevents you from taking anything granted which could be the downfall of it all.
"마치 Butterfly, bu butterfly 처럼
Butterfly, like a butterfly."it was difficult to imagine a life where they didn't have all this they have now, it was difficult to even thinking of a life where they didn't meet after 10 years and made up to each other. It wasn't possible to imagine a life where they didn't end up with each other.
"(Your eyebrows frown a little in the sunlight)
햇살에 조금 찌푸린 니 눈썹에
(In your softly swaying fluff)
보드랍게 흔들리는 니 솜털에
(Drunk with your scent, my heart tickles)
니 향기에 취해 맘이 간질거려." To lighten up the younger's mood who was crying a lot while singing, he playfully nudged him by his shoulder and held his hand.. pulling him closer to himself.
It wasn't exactly an appropriate song to slow dance but anything to make jungkook so here was taehyung dancing with him, making him let out a melodious giggle.
"(Like your arms caressing both cheeks)
두 볼을 어루만지는 니 품처럼
(Like dust drifting leisurely)
한가로이 표류하는 먼지처럼
(You're there but somehow I can't reach you)
넌 거기 있지만 왠지 닿질 않아" taehyung almost went off tune but caught himself as jungkook pulled him towards himself for their little dance, making him laugh out mid singing.
"Is it true? Is it true?
You You
(so beautiful i'm afraid)
너무 아름다워 두려워
Untrue Untrue"they swayed in each other's arms so slowly while singing, resisting the urge to have a breakdown together.. each other's warmth made them feel a lot calmer.
"You You You
(will you stay by my side)
곁에 머물러줄래
(promise me)
내게 약속해줄래
(If I touch it, will it fly away or break?)
손 대면 날아갈까 부서질까" they sang together and taehyung really had the urge to kiss away the younger's tears but it felt something too intimate to do infront of so many people that he stopped himself and resorted with kissing his forehead instead.
"(scared scared scared)
겁나 겁나 겁나
(stop time)
시간을 멈출래
(After this moment)
이 순간이 지나면
(Will something never happen, will I lose you)
없었던 일이 될까 널 잃을까" with the way taehyung sang it, the urge to reassure him instead of singing was too high for taehyung but he just rubbed his arm as they both concluded the song..
"겁나 겁나 겁나
Butterfly, like a butterfly
마치 butterfly, bu butterfly 처럼
Butterfly, like a butterfly
마치 butterfly, bu butterfly 처럼" and before the two could even catch a breath to collect their emotions, the song transitioned to another one as beautiful piano sounds echoed in the stadium and taehyung started..
"It's a beautiful life
난 너의 곁에 있을게
It's a beautiful life
너의 뒤에 서 있을게" this was one of the songs taehyung wrote with jungkook after having eunchae as well, when he felt too overwhelmed with the happiness that he couldn't help but immediately get in the studio and create something to give justice to his emotions.
This was the most beautiful his life had ever been indeed, with the love of his life by his side singing along with him, with a daughter waiting with his brother backstage, with his fans who love him so much cheering for him, with his friends with their kids preparing a celebratory part at the success of their concert back at hotel.. this was the happiest he had ever been.
"Beautiful love
If I'm with you under the sky
하늘아래 너와 있다면
It's okay just to breathe
숨쉬는것만으로도 좋아" this felt like such an intimate moment with fans as they sang to each other and them, the lyrics dedicated to every single one of their loved ones.
"It's a beautiful life, beautiful day
(I will live in your memory)
너의 기억에서 내가 살텐데" words couldn't describe the feelings the two had while performing the encore. This really was a once in a lifetime chance for them.
"Beautiful life, beautiful day
(stay by my side)
내 곁에서 머물러줘
Beautiful my love
Beautiful your heart" jungkook felt a blush showing up on his cheeks when taehyung pointed at him while singing 'beautiful my love'. It was commendable how even after 4 years of them being married, even after being together for so long.. the elder's voice, his compliments still had such an effect on him to easily make him blush.
Jungkook felt really small under his gaze as taehyung sang and jungkook did the background vocals of the remaining entire song that had some high notes..
"It's a beautiful life
(I will always protect you)
언제나 널 지켜줄게
It's a beautiful life
(so you can lean on me)
내게 기댈수가 있게
Beautiful love" jungkook cupped the elder's cheek who sang to him with a smile on his face, making him mimick it and let out a sigh when taehyung cupped his face as well.
"Beautiful love
(Your tears and your smile)
너의 눈물 너의 미소도
(So that we can be together)
곁에서 함께 할 수 있도록
It's a beautiful life, beautiful day" the song was nearing its end and taehyung and jungkook just stood there, looking at each other in the eyes as they performed.
"(The day I loved you madly)
미치도록 널 사랑했었던 날
Beautiful life, beautiful day
(I don't want to lose you)
너를 잃고 싶지 않아
Beautiful my love
Beautiful your heart
It's a beautiful life"
'the day i loved you madly' the lyric brings back the memories of the time they first confessed to each other.. being so confused and young, being so clueless about what was happening, being too scared about why was it happening.. being terrified of the fact it will change things between them in the worst way. Just two immature teenagers in love who didn't want to lose each other, the two teenagers who dared to love each other even when they had parents who didn't support them.. that day is unforgettable even after years.
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Flashback:
"Jungkook-ah, come with me." Taehyung being the older one out of the two had barged inside 15 years old jungkook's family's house while he was still in his room in the middle of putting on a shirt after being done with his shower.
The teenager's eyes were red and so were his cheeks and nose as he quickly pulled down the jumper over his small frame. When he heard the elder teen's deep voice echoing in his house.. he made a run towards the bathroom, hoping his mother would say he's not at home but it was too late because taehyung stood right at his door while jungkook was just one step inside the bathroom.
"Were you hiding away from me again?" The boy sounded hurt, even his eyes and nose were red but not as red as jungkook's who averted his eyes away from him immediately.. not daring to look at him even once as he stepped out of the bathroom and stood infront of him.
"I-i wasn't, hyungie." Jungkook dared to lie while looking down as his bottom lip wobbled when the elder clicked his tongue in disappointment before he turned around.
Jungkook took a step forward and looked up, thinking the elder is leaving already while being Disappointed in him.. he didn't want that to happen but he felt frozen when instead of waking out, taehyung locked the door instead and walked to him before taking his hand as he made him sit down on his bed and sat infront of him.
"I know you are lying.." taehyung hooked a finger under his chin and made him look up at him, the teen felt his heart breaking when he saw the tears in his eyes.
"I am s-sorry.." he apologized to the elder who shook his head at him and sighed before wiping his eyes with his thumbs and pulled him closer to himself.
"It's okay.. now tell me why were you running away from me? Right now and from last two weeks as well..? Can you tell hyung what's going on? Is someone bothering you? Please?" Taehyung's voice was so soothing, so soft, so gentle that jungkook felt himself relaxing a bit.. much calmer than he was earlier.
But jungkook was still hesitant, he didn't know how to answer to his question..but he knew he had to be honest, with himself and with his best friend.
"It's about that day, hyung.." jungkook didn't specify which day was it, but taehyung knew.. he still needed to confirm it though.
"The day you kissed my cheek?" He asked and jungkook slowly nodded his head in response.
"Oh.. bunny. Can you elaborate why are you running away from me since that day?" Taehyung made him look at him again as he caressed his cheek gently and jungkook released a shaky breath before nodding his head.
"You remember we all were playing truth and dare, right?" Jungkook was mostly a loner but taehyung had some 'friends' he had made in highschool recently.. it was just for the sake of fitting in honestly he hasn't exactly close to them.
But the friends weren't exactly bad either, they didn't make him feel left out and that was all he needed when jungkook wasn't in the same class as him and was in another section.
There was a school camp organised by the teachers with all the sections together and both taehyung and jungkook had joined them all, taehyung's friends had started playing truth and dare and they had invited the two of them to play as well.
"Yes i do remember that." Of course Taehyung remembered that, that was the reason jungkook had kissed him on the cheek and made him blush furiously that he could never forget that.
"When they said.. that i need to kiss someone i like on the cheek.. i kissed you.. because i like you. I thought we could kiss our friends on the cheek, it must be okay, right? We used to do that when we were small too but then we stopped when we grew older. I thought it's not wrong to do that, so i just kissed your cheek." Jungkook didn't know how to word how he felt properly, his thoughts were a mess.. it was too much for his teen mind.
Taehyung just wordlessly hummed, so the younger could respond,"i didn't know they meant like.. romantically like someone. And when i kissed you on the cheek, everyone thought that i liked you that way.. i didn't know why they would think that because.. we are too boys.. it's not possible , right?" He sounded so confused and taehyung didn't know how to answer his question.
But before he could even think of answering that, jungkook continued.."later, when i kissed you.. you got up and walked away from there for a few minutes.. everyone started talking about us, about me and you. And they started calling me gay and also said that.. you were d-disgusted by what i did that's why you went away.
That they were expecting i would kiss some girl's cheek and not a boy's and they kept giving me looks and kept laughing about it. They were saying so many things I don't even want to think about anymore.. so vulgar.. and so.. weird."
Taehyung clenched his jaw in anger as jungkook said all that with a shaky voice, "those fuckers. I walked away because i was shy, jungkook-ah.. i was flustered not disgusted. Heck they're talking about being disgusted by a cheek kiss and here i wouldn't even say anything even if you kiss me on my fucking lips." As soon as he eaid that, the elder boy cupped his mouth and widened his eyes realising he said too much.
"Oh." Jungkook looked up at him with a blush as he heard the elder.
He decided to not react to that for once and instead continue what he was saying with a bit more confidence.."that all was so weird, it made me feel so scared and really sad as well.. but it made me think of something, hyung."
"What?" Taehyung asked as he patted his own cheek to get rid of the blush after what he said earlier.
"Why was my first instinct to kiss you when i was asked to kiss someone i like..?" Jungkook has never given any thought to this whole thing of having a crush between the teenagers, he was quite content with just being with taehyung and being his friend.
"This question kept bugging me that entire night, i just needed some time.. to sort out my confusion related to this." Taehyung couldn't help but nibble on his bottom lip nervously in anticipation and curiosity as he asked,"what was the conclusion?"
"I hope.. i won't lose you after this. i think.. I'm bisexual." Jungkook looked down, he knows his best friend is a very open and modern minded person but still the thought that he won't be accepted and it will ruin everything between them lingers at the back of his mind like a plaque.
"Oh kookie, come here." Taehyung didn't have a very explosive reaction like jungkook had expected him to have, he just widened his eyes for a second before being back to usual expressions almost as if he expected that but before jungkook could think too much about it he was pulled into a hug.. a very comforting one.
Taehyung held Jungkook tightly in his arms, providing the comfort and support that the younger boy needed in that moment. He could feel the tension leaving Jungkook's body as he buried his face in Taehyung's shoulder, seeking solace.
"You won't lose me, Jungkook," Taehyung whispered softly, his voice filled with reassurance. "I'm here for you, no matter what. Your sexual orientation doesn't change how I feel about you. You're still the same amazing person I've known and cherished all these years."
Jungkook sniffled, his tears dampening Taehyung's shoulder. The weight of his confession had been lifted off his chest, and he felt a sense of relief. He had been scared of losing Taehyung, but his best friend's acceptance and unwavering support gave him hope for their bond.
Taehyung pulled back slightly, keeping his hands on Jungkook's shoulders as he looked into his eyes. "Jungkook, it takes a lot of courage to come to terms with your own feelings and share them with someone else. I'm proud of you for being honest with yourself, and I'm honored that you trust me enough to confide in me."
Jungkook managed a small smile, his tears still lingering in his eyes. "Thank you, Taehyung. I was scared, but talking to you about it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders."
Taehyung nodded, his expression filled with understanding. "I can imagine how overwhelming it must have been for you, especially with all the gossip and judgment from others. But remember, your feelings are valid, and there's nothing wrong with being bisexual. You deserve love and acceptance just like anyone else."
Jungkook leaned into Taehyung's touch, finding comfort in his words. "I'm glad I have you, Taehyung. You're my rock, my safe haven."
Taehyung smiled warmly. "And you're mine, Jungkook. We'll navigate through this journey together, supporting and uplifting each other. No matter what challenges come our way, we'll face them head-on."
They sat in silence for a while, the weight of their conversation slowly dissipating. Taehyung continued to hold Jungkook, offering him the stability and reassurance he needed. They knew that this was just the beginning of a new chapter in their friendship, but they were determined to face it together, hand in hand.
As the minutes passed, the room filled with a serene calmness. Taehyung and Jungkook's bond grew even stronger, anchored by trust, love, and acceptance. They knew that no matter what the future held, they would always be there for each other, embracing their true selves and celebrating the beautiful connection they shared.
~
No that wasn't the day any of them had confessed, but that was the beginning of it all for them.. and for some it might not be that special but for them it was.. it was a very unforgettable memory for them.
The two of them being so lost in each other's eyes and the memories of their past that they didn't even realise when the song ended and it transitioned to another one.
"You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide" taehyung sang it so soulfully, it brought back all the memories.. the not so good ones of their early adulthood when they were in a relationship and no one was aware about it.
"You know you want me
So don’t keep sayin' our hands are tied
You claim it's not in the cards
And fate is pullin’ you miles away and out of reach from me" the dozens of times they almost broke up due to all the arguments they had that time when they were struggling to keep their relationship together still felt like fresh wounds sometimes.
"But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide that you're my destiny?" Tears streamed down taehyung's face while singing as he realised he finally made it.. he finally did it where no one can stop him from choosing his own destiny.
"What if we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
Nothin' could keep us apart
You'd be the one I was meant to find" not anymore, nothing can keep them apart anymore.. they're finally done it, they've reached their destination.. they rewrote their stars and it feels like the realisation is hitting the like a truck as they sang their song for the first time ever.
"It's up to you and it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours tonight" now it's upto them, but they also remember when it wasn't. When the situations were too much that it wasn't them who were choosing where they stand but the circumstances were.. but they were hopeful.. taehyung used to be hopeful before that hope was snatched away from him.
"You think it’s easy
You think I don’t wanna run to you, yeah
But there are mountains (There are mountains)
And there are doors that we can't walk through
I know you’re wonderin' why
Because we're able to be just you and me within these walls
But when we go outside
You're gonna wake up and see that it was hopeless after all"
jungkook sang his verse that expressed hopelessness, the song was dedicated to their younger selves who were sure they wouldn't make it and if they do it would not be with each other.. he had written this song just to heal some part of himself that was left unhealed, the part of himself that always felt his feelings weren't valid.
It reminded him of a memory..
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Flashback
"Hyung, look at the news.." jungkook pointed to the television in their apartment as he stood there in the living room trying to hold his emotions at bay that he was struggling to do so.
Taehyung who had just returned home from an event, had gone to take a shower first before anything and had just stepped into the living room with a towel still wrapped around his neck as he heard the headlines.
'Popular idol Kim Taehyung was seen holding hands and hugging model Choi Shin-mi at the Celine event after-party. This has led to rumors about their romantic involvement. Choi Shin-mi is also connected to the Stardom Entertainment company, which represents Kim Taehyung. Some people think that Kim Taehyung might be using the model to gain more popularity. However, it is still unclear whether these rumors are true as Stardom has not made any official statements yet.'
As the reported spoke into the mic, the video of shin-mi who's face was quite clear in the video and taehyung who's only back was visible and he was wearing a mask hugged each other in a way it was clear it was not friendly in any way and then later continued to take a walk around the area hand in hand played in a continuous loop.
And jungkook could feel a lump growing in his throat the more times he watched the 47 seconds long video.
The towel that taehyung was using to dry his drenched hair slipped off his hands as he stared at the TV wide eyed before he turned to face his fiance who looked sickly pale as he looked at the video with blank eyes.
"That's.. that's not me, sunshine." Were the first words that left taehyung as he struggled to find words to explain himself.
"I know that's not you.. you don't have our engagement ring on in the video." Jungkook turned to face his fiance as he said that while pointing at the ring on his finger that he hadn't taken off from last 1 year.
"Oh.. i would never cheat on jungkook.. i wouldn't do that, trust me. I love you too much to even think of that." Taehyung went to turn the TV off before he held jungkook's hand and made them sit on the couch.
"I love you too hyung." Was all jungkook had said in return as he just stared at his own engagement ring.. being silent.. none of them said a thing for quite a good time.
In the quiet corners of their stylish apartment, a heaviness settled between them. Taehyung, exuding his trademark confidence, sat poised on the couch, his eyes ablaze with determination. Jungkook, his youthful face etched with concern, appeared lost in thought.
To break the silence between them, taehyung leaned forward towards him.. his voice carrying a mixture of strength and vulnerability. "Jungkook, we can't go on like this. Every day, there's a new rumor about me dating someone else. It's draining and painful. I think it's time we reveal our relationship to the world." He spoke out after giving it a lots of thoughts as he saw the lost look in younger's eyes.
Jungkook's eyes widened when he heard the elder say that.. immediately he Turned to face him with a jolt as he tried to gather his thoughts on what he just heard from him.
He finally spoke..""Tae, I understand how you feel, but it's not that simple. You're still building your career, and coming out could jeopardize everything. I don't want you to lose what you've worked so hard for.. not because of me."
Taehyung reached out, his touch gentle yet filled with conviction. Their eyes locked, a silent understanding passing between them.
"I know it won't be easy," Taehyung said softly. "But I can't bear hiding our love anymore. We deserve to be happy and proud of who we are. We can face any challenges together."
Jungkook's eyes brimmed with tears, his voice quivering. "Tae, I'm scared. I love you, but if we go public, you might face backlash. I don't want you to suffer because of me."
Taehyung brushed away a tear from Jungkook's cheek, his voice filled with unwavering affection. "Jungkook, I understand your fears. But I can handle the negativity if it means being true to ourselves. We'll face it together, no matter what happens."
"But taehyung.. i can't.." jungkook suddenly threw himself over taehyung's body.. not being able to take the growing distance between them, he needed him right now.. needed him close to himself.. he pulled him into a kiss.
He knew it was not the right time for this especially since it was amidst such an important conversation, but he felt like he would go crazy with the thoughts if he doesn't right now.
So he got up and pulled the elder to stand up as well as he kissed him again, taking the hint the idol picked him up as he wrapped the younger man's legs around his waist and walked to the bedroom.
"Calm down, I'm only yours."taehyung figured the younger needed that reassurance both verbally and physically and he gave him just that as he laid him down on bed and stripped the two of them.
.
.
Around an hour later the two naked bodies were wrapped around each other as the younger man cried badly in his lover's chest, trying to hide away what he was feeling right now.
But soon, he pulled away from his chest as he looked up at him.
Jungkook's tear-stained face mirrored a mix of emotions as he nestled into Taehyung's comforting embrace. A realization settled within their hearts, a shared understanding of the path they would take.
"Tae," Jungkook whispered, his voice filled with love and vulnerability, "I can't bear the thought of risking everything we have. Our relationship is precious, and I don't want external pressures to tarnish it. Maybe, for now, it's best to keep things as they are."
Taehyung's gaze softened, his fingers tenderly caressing Jungkook's cheek. "I understand, my love. Our connection is what matters the most, and I don't want anything to jeopardize it. If keeping our love private means protecting what we have, then I'm willing to hold onto it with all my heart."
A bittersweet tranquility settled over them, their hearts entwined in a decision that carried both longing and acceptance. Together, they chose to cherish their love in the sheltered cocoon they had created, shielded from the world's prying eyes.
In that moment, their love became a sanctuary, a refuge from the chaos of the outside world. Hand in hand, they embarked on a journey where their love would remain their cherished secret, whispered only in stolen moments and hidden glances.
And so, Taehyung and Jungkook decided to nurture their love in the shadows, finding solace in the quiet moments they shared, far from the scrutiny of the world. Their bond would remain unspoken, yet unbreakable, their hearts intertwined as they faced the challenges of their individual careers side by side.
Sometimes, the most profound love stories were the ones that thrived in secrecy, fueled by the knowledge that their hearts beat as one, even if the world remained unaware. And so, in the sanctity of their love, Taehyung and Jungkook found contentment, choosing to embrace the beauty of their hidden romance, forever bound by an unspoken pact to protect their love at all costs.
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That day was one of the unforgettable memories when they had almost decided to come out, to reveal their relationship to the world even when it was teetering off the edge already.
Taehyung had been so hopeful that they can do it, but jungkook wasn't strong enough neither was their relationship at that time.
He sometimes wonders how things would've been between them if they did decide to come out that time.
"No one can rewrite the stars" they sang together As they joint their foreheads together.
"How can you say you’ll be mine?
Everything keeps us apart
And I'm not the one you were meant to find" that's exactly what jungkook's younger self used to think, and later taehyung thought for a while till they finally decided to fight for each other.
The lyrics hit them straight in the heart, they weren't prepared for the emotional turmoil this song will cause to them when they sing it for the first time to their loved ones.
"It's not up to you, it's not up to me (Yeah)
When everyone tells us what we can be
And how can we rewrite the stars?
Say that the world can be ours tonight" and if it wasn't already overwhelming enough, soon they heard the chanting of the audience who reminded them of how the world is theirs and how loved they are.
"We love you!
The world is yours!
We love you!
The world is yours!" A fan had started the chanting and the crowd followed immediately, this was one of the lifetime chances indeed.
The two pulled away from each other as they looked at each other with year stained eyes before turning to the audience with connected hands.
"All I want is to fly with you
All I want is to fall with you
So just give me all of you" the lightning of the stage turned from purple to golden as they sang, creating almost a heavenly aura around the stadium.
"It feels impossible" jungkook sang, more like his 24 years old spoke to his lover with a voice filled with vulnerability.
"It's not impossible" it felt like they were back in their apartment their 24-25 years selfs used to live in as taehyung gave reassurance to the younger even when they both were aware how wrong his words felt like.
"Is it impossible?" Jungkook asked facing taehyung who replied with a "Say that it's possible." They sang together.
"How do we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
And nothin' could keep us apart
'Cause you are the one I was meant to find
It's up to you and it's up to me
No one could say what we get to be
And why don't we rewrite the stars?
Changin' the world to be ours"
They wished there was a way they could freeze the time and stay into each other's embrace for the rest of their lives, wished they could stop the time and just soak into the moment they were sharing right now.
"You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
But I can't have you
We're bound to break and my hands are tied" jungkook concluded the song in a slow voice as the background music faded out and he held the mic with both of his hands while standing in the middle of the stage.
"Sorry we are a bit.. a lot overwhelmed right now. Having a breakdown mid singing wasn't in my plans for tonight." Jungkook started as taehyung brought over water for him and meekly kissed his forehead and wiped his eyes , jungkook wiped his face with his sleeve as well.
"We haven't really performed this song before, have we? I guess we didn't realise how much these lyrics meant to us.. more like our younger selves." Taehyung spoke to the audience as well after being done with cleaning their faces.
"I feel like i look really miserable right now. My makeup, oh god. I hope eunchae isn't watching her fathers crying like this." Jungkook chuckled as they started walking to the trolly like stage that helped them interact to the fans closer for their closing song.
"She better be sleeping right now. It's past her bedtime. Anyways, VIOLETS ARE YALL HAVING FUN?" Taehyung literally growled that as he pointed the mic towards the audience.
But in between the loud "yes" a comment of some male fan stood out as he said,"YOU MADE US CRY!" which made the violets and taehyung and jungkook laugh out loud.
"We made you all cry?" Jungkook questioned them all and they recieved loud 'yes' as the answer.
"My bad, we didn't mean to. I mean we are literally crying ourselves, i swear this wasn't our plan." Taehyung stepped on the other trolly(?) As well, the two of them were on two different ones that faced each other's.
"But anyways. Thank you everyone for coming today, thank you for your cheers. And thank you for loving us. And now we will.. see you later." Jungkook said and the music started playing as he brought the mic to his lips and sang..
"It's funny, 'cause I've always dreamed of me and you
Now here we are, staring at the stars"
Misunderstandings can for sure be a bitch, just like the time when the both of them thought they weren't the one the other loved anymore throughout those ten years they were together.
"You just broke my heart
Even though you promised you'd never do that from the start
But I guess we can only make it so far."
Feels like yesterday but also at the same time decades ago that he remembers when they had broken up and not even a month later taehyung's relationship with shinmi was announced. The heartbroken feeling, he remembers it all so well.
"'Cause time wasn't in our favour
This isn't goodbye, this is simply see you later"
Was what they had told each other when they separated, and they proved their word.. even though the later took a long time but it was never a goodbye with them.
"Let me know when it's time to come back
Maybe when your life is on track
And you don't have to hesitate
Hopefully it isn't too late"
Jungkook's life had been a mess with his father and brother gone, out of a sudden with the responsibilty of the business and his mother on his shoulders.. he had had no idea how will he manage all that on his own but he knew he had to do it somehow and he succeeded in that.
Now he doesn't have to hesitate, and he brought his life on track like never before.
"Luckily for you, I'm patient
I'm okay with your making me wait
And as long as you're near, I'll be here
Even if it takes ten years"
They both were always near to each other the whole time weren't they? Their existence was always right beside each other in a way or other even if it wasn't obvious.
Whether it was the songs that taehyung wrote which were very obviously written about and for his lover, or was it jungkook giving subtle hints about taehyung in any personal interview he ever did.
They could've never been apart forever, it was their destiny to be with each other.
"Can't fall in love, when I found the one
How am I supposed to move on
When you're never really too far gone"
Taehyung who was in a known relationship in the eyes of the world, who would've thought he was the one who was struggling to move on from a precious relationship.
He had found his one years, decades ago and he had planned to spend his entire life with him. How was he supposed to move on.
"The memories won't go away
I feel pain every time I hear your name
But I always think of you the same"
Taehyung the talk of the country was right there, his name was taken like a mantra everywhere he went, whether it be about his famous relationship or be it his immense success in every field.. doesn't matter if it's for music or acting.
And there were no bounds to the pain jungkook felt when he would hear anyone talking about him.. he was glad he never changed how he felt about him though even when his feelings seemed to waver at times.
"Cause time wasn't in our favour
This isn't goodbye, this is simply see you later"
Time wasn't in their favour earlier, but it is now.. they changed it to be in their favour.
"WE LOVE YOU EVERYONE~"The two of them screamed into the mic towards the audience as they bowed in all directions before saying it together..
SEE YOU LATER!
The end.
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I hope you enjoyed reading it.
It was a long journey but i did it.
Might post bonus chapters later but I'll think about it.
Please drop purple hearts even if you were a silent reader. 💜
And for one last time..
Till next time...~~