Isabella Marie Volturi's POV (point of view)
I have made up my mind and I am not going to change it! I am giving up to Tanya in a way, for Edward! I have to do something so that he is not in pain, this shouldn't hurt him as much as it will me.
I found Chelsea in a pleasant mood this time. "I am giving up to Tanya, weather or not I want to, it is for Edward. Edward is hurting and it is all my fault, I can't stand it and I need him to be happy if it is with a stranger o Tanya He just has to be happy and I will see to that!" I said sharply
"Your sure your just going to give up? I know you Bella you would never actually give up to anyone, you came back to us you didn't give up. Bella you never gave up you only came back." Chelsea said
"I have to do this, there is no way you are convincing me to stay with Edward. He needs to be happy!" I said
"Okay, then are you sure? Absolutely positively sure Bella there is no going back, he could mate with another person." She said and I flinched but I will not give in.
"It is what Edward wants, even if he wont say it out loud it is what he wants." I said
"What is the best thing for me?" A voice bellowed from behind.
"Chelsea how do you break it?" I asked
"You see the string that is pulling you too Edward?" She asked and I nodded though it was only in my mind not an actual string! "Now can you see it snapping, snapping in half?" she asked
I tried and tried to find a way to snap it but it kept growing more and more, never snapping. I looked and around and Edward was in front of me stoking my cheek. I was frozen, he wasn't suppose to even be here!
"I found your message," Edward whispered in my ear.
"You really weren't suppose to be back to the apartment so fast!" I whispered back distracting him. He was to busy with what he would saw next that he didn't know the string between us was gone . . . ripped in two just like Chelsea said too.
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What did you think? I know I am such a horrible person! *laugh evilly*
I love all you readers! It will get better and the pace will slow down now if you wanted to know that. My updates I hope to stay at least once a week but the pace of the story will so it's not like I am writing the plot for that chapter down because that's what I feel like I have been doing and its not getting any better that I have noticed.
May 26th, 2015
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