next morning, saturday.
It was early i'm the morning, I couldn't sleep. I look over to Danny fast asleep, his hair fanned over his back as he lays on him stomach.
I look out the window to see it's foggy outside. I throw my jacket on and walk out to the living room to see it's still and quiet. I slip on my vans and grab my camera from the counter. I slip outside and shut the door quietly.
I see Jake already sitting outside, "Good morning" He says with his voice being horse "What are you doing up?" I ask sitting next to him "Saw daylight peaking through, I was up already" He says as I pull my camera up and take pictures of the fog below the trees "Can I ask you something?" He says.
I look over to him and nod my head "What would you do if you couldn't do photography anymore? if your dream was taken away?" He asks.
I part my lips getting ready to say something but I think about it for a minute "If my dream was taken away it would be hard, longing for something you want to do and not being able to do it? I mean it would be horrible" I finally tell him "Where is this coming from?" I ask him "I think sometimes I'm holding Josh back from doing what he wants too, you know? full filling his actual dream" He says messing with his bracelets "And that's being a filmmaker right?" I ask and he nods his head
"We made an agreement that if he ever wanted to quit the band I would help him with filmmaking" He tells me as he runs his fingers over his lips "Is that still something you would want to do?" I ask. He gets up, moves his chair to the middle of the porch and sits down
"Would you put up your side of the agreement Jake?" I ask again "Of course I would, he's my brother, my twin I would do anything to make him happy" He says putting his hands together and resting them in his lap. he leans forward a bit, making the perfect shot. I bring my camera up and grab a picture of him with the fog in the back.
I walk over to him and stand beside him as we look ahead "I think Josh loves his job right now Jake, he loves making music with his brothers and I think it will be a while before he does film" I tell him what I honestly think.
He stands up and let's a breath out "Hey.." I call him before goes inside "You need sleep, you're over thinking and you look exhausted" I tell him.
He laughs under his breath and shakes his head as he walks inside. I stay out here for a few more minutes then go back in. I get back in bed with Danny feeling his warmth, he snakes his arm around my waist and pulls me in as I fall back asleep.