Vivianas POV
It's Saturday now and Emma stayed last night,
I also found and charged my phone and seen that I had a bunch of calls and missed messages from Emma,
I felt really bad after realizing what I had done but its still been days since I have even seen Jade and she hasn't messaged me, she usually doesn't. Only if she needs the homework answers.
I woke up and rolled over to face away from Emma since I find looking into someone's face as you sleep is odd
As soon as I was about to fall asleep my bedroom door opened
Im allowed to close it if Emma is here... dumb rules
"We have to get going bambina" mama says
"What? Why?" I ask, hiding my head under the cover since she had cut the light on
"I have to go to work so you are going to the station with mom" she says
"Can't I just stay here? Emma is here" I say and she sighs
"Let me talk to mom quick" she says and walks away
"Everything okay?" Emma mumbles
"Yea.. just my moms being unreasonable" I say and she opens her eyes and puts her hand on my arm
"Viv they are probably just worried... You running away and all" she says and I roll my eyes
"I didn't really run away... I'm still here" I tell her and she shrugs and mama comes back in the room
"You can stay.... But as soon as Emma leaves you go straight to the station Capisci?" Mama says and I nod
"Okay got it" I say
"Okay... love you bambina, both of you be good" mama tells us and we smile as she leaves
"Honestly your moms are amazing, they make me miss mine" Emma says and I roll over and look at her
"What happened?" I ssk
"She... she died in a car accident when I was, 8, that's when my dad started to get more strict with Me" she says, and by strict she means abusive but I don't want to say that
"I'm sorry bella" I say and she sighs
"It's okay, I mean I miss her but, I know being sad isn't going to being her back" she says and I wipe a stray tear out of her eyes and she moves and puts her head on my stomach, making me self conscious at first but then I run my fingers through her hair.
"That feels good" she laughs and I do the same and continue
Even if I was self conscious about my stomach having her laying on me was nice
I really don't know why but Im definitely enjoying this
"You better not fall asleep" I tell her
"I'm sleeeepppy" she pouts and I smile
"And hungry" she adds
"There's food in the kitchen" I say and she turns her head around and glares at me
"Okay fine let's go" I say and get out of bed,
Mama had already made breakfast for Emma and I and left it on the counter, even if I don't eat breakfast
I'm really grateful that she does this for me, I just hope it doesn't make her even more busy, I'm completely fine with eating cereal
I showed Emma where everything was and we sat down at the table
"Um... why aren't you eating?" She ask me
"I'm not hungry, I don't normally eat breakfast" I tell her and she nods skeptically
"Just eat so we can get back in bed" I tell her and at the mention of bed she Quickly starts eating
Once she ate she was persistent that she wash her dishes and I didn't want to fight with her so I let her and we got back into my bed
I'm really glad to have a friend that doesn't mind just being lazy and staying in bed
Jade never did that, out of all the times she came to my house she only slept in my room once, other than that we slept on the couch
Now laying next to Emma I think I'm starting to get feelings for her, but, if I'm being honest I don't know,
She makes me happy and puts butterflies in my stomach, she makes me blush all the time and I have never felt like this before
But I don't know if it's because I like her, or I'm just craving the contact of what could be
I'm 16 and I have never had my first kiss, I've never even held hands with someone
As I was lost in my own thoughts I didn't even notice Emma change positions
She was now laying next to me looking up at me with hopeful eyes, I couldn't help but smile, there go the butterflies
"Can you come closer?" She ask softly and I blush but scoot over next to her and she opens her arms for me
I hesitate before moving, but give into my feelings and lay my head on her shoulder as she hugs me
"I don't want you to go home" I tell her
"I know, me either but I have to... my dad wasn't happy that I just came over here after school yesterday" she says
"I'm sorry for getting you in trouble" I say
"It's okay, it wasn't your fault, and I'm not in trouble.. he was just worried is all" she says, defending her dad once again
"What time are you leaving?" I ask and she sighs
"I should probably head home soon" she says but none of us make an attempt to move
After we watched another episode of our show we reluctantly got up
"I live close to the station if you just wanna walk with me" she says and I nod since I'm not supposed to be here alone
Stupid rules
Emma and I walked to the station and said our goodbyes and she kept walking home while I went inside and straight to my moms office
I had such a good morning and I was trying to not let anything ruin that but now, being here instead of in my bed at 9 am on a Sunday sucks
We probably would have still been sleeping if mama didn't wake us up
"Why the long face" mom ask and I glare at her, I'm not trying to have an attitude with her, swear, I'm just tired
"You made me come here, instead of staying at home" I say and she sighs
"Vivi, you'll be okay" she says and I scoff
"Why don't you trust me? What do you think I'm going to do? Run away?" I ask
"Look I get you're upset and don't like the new rules mama and I have given you but lose the attitude" she says and I roll my eyes and slump back in my chair
"If you're that tired you can go lay down in my bunk" she says
"I want to go home" I whine, I get it, I'm being childish, but if you had to leave your comfy room with your best friend to come sit in a cold, noisy firehouse you would too
"Mama is getting you when she gets off" mom says and I groan
"When is that?" I ask
"5" she says
"Mom! That's like a hundred hours away!" I exaggerate
"Viviana- go lay down" she says calmly and I mumble under my breath
"What was that?" She ask sternly and I don't reply but walk to her bunk and lay down and I decided to text Emma, only to see she had texted me first
Emma: I Miss you already!
Viviana: I miss you too... my moms already being mean
Viviana: maybe you can come hang out here later?
Emma: I'll try... my dad was pretty upset when I got home...
Viviana; are you okay?
Emma: I'm fine, but I think I'm going to lay down, I don't like being up early on weekends
Viviana: I'm sorry about that....
Emma: don't be, I had fun last night, I'll talk to you later hermosa
I smiled at her last text and set my phone down
She said her dad was upset, I just hope he didn't hurt her, she's to special to be hurt, and it would have been my fault for not answering my phone for days
I just hope the next couple of hours go by quickly
Till next time ❤️