Clarke's Pov :
Well this was not a good thing I suppose... Alice was looking at me like something really bad just happened, guest something happened since Octavia was crying next to the couch.
Clarke : Can someone explain to me what the hell just happened !!
Alice : Well your heart stopped for a whole minute before we succeeded in bringing you back among us.
Clarke : Fuck... I- I.... A whole minute ?? But why- why ???
At this point I was a crying mess and nothing was going right in my head. I just wanted a hug from my best friend and nothing else, Octavia understood and came toward me hugging me. Raven arrived in the room and saw her wife crying next to me and Alice was in the room with the defibrillator in her hand. She dropped the food on the ground and ran toward us hugging me and crying a little. She had immediately understood what had happened when she was gone and knew that nothing was going to get better if I didn't have a surgery.
Raven : Alice, please tell me you got something for her, tell me you have a donor of someone who might be in a complicated situation ??
Alice : We have no one Raven, Abby is searching the rest of the country while I search in California but no one seems to find a matching donor for Clarke.
At that moment I had just one question in my mind and Alice was the only one capable of giving me a proper answer.
Clarke : Jus- just how much time do I have left ?
Alice : With how frequent your crisis are and the state of your heart I wouldn't more than 5 weeks...
Clarke : I- can someone call Lexa please, I need to see her ? And maybe my mom and Madi too...
Alice : I will call all of them just stay in bed and rest.
Alice left the room and I broke down in my best friends arms not being able to contain my emotions longer. All of this was so fucked up and nobody was going to get out of this without suffering. I just laid there until I heard someone shooting my name, when I looked up, Lexa was there with tears in her eyes, Octavia and Raven get out of the bed and Lexa rushed to my side hugging me and lying next to me crying too.
Lexa : I shouldn't have left, I'm so sorry baby...
Clarke : I wanted you to go, don't say anything it would have happened even with you by my side.
Lexa : What happened ?
Octavia : We were talking and her chest started hurting so Alice came and her vitals started picking up and she stopped breathing Alice brought her back after a minute without any pulse.
Raven : I arrived when she jolted up. Alice said that there wasn't any donors anywhere. Nobody is compatible.
Lexa : Where is Alice I need to talk to her ?
Raven : In her office I suppose she needed to call Madi and Abby too.
Lexa left my side kissing me and left the room to go see Alice, for what ? I had absolutely no idea...
Lexa's Pov :
I needed to talk to Alice about everything and find something to help Clarke survive this. I went to her office and knocked at her door after some seconds she came and opened the door letting me in.
Alice : Hey-
Lexa : Do the tests on me and see if my heart is compatible with Clarke's.
Alice : Lexa, you know she will not accept that ?
Lexa : She will not know, if my heart is compatible then you give her my heart nothing is hard.
Alice : I can't...
Lexa : I'm not asking Alice, my wife needs me and I'm going to save her.
Alice : And how do you think she will react when she knows that you left her, you sacrificed yourself for her, come on Lexa she can't live without you and you know this.
Lexa : She will have her sister, her mother and her best friends...
Abby : But you are the most important person for her Lexa, so don't you dare doing this, I'm not going to risk the live of two of my daughters.
I didn't know when Abby had arrived in here but I didn't care, I needed to do this.
Lexa : But I can't live without her Abby, Clarke is my everything and you know this.
Abby : I know this, but I will not see Clarke grieving someone she loves again, she lost her best friend and her dad. She will not lose her wife.
Lexa : I can't see her die either... I can't Abby, I already lost my sister in a hospital...
I just broke down in Abby's arms not being able to contain my emotions longer. She was all I had and I couldn't lose her.
Abby : We might have someone Lexa, so please don't do something that will break Clarke.
Lexa : You have someone ??
Alice : Maybe but Clarke needs to get a very long and dangerous surgery and these are don't have a 100 percent chance to live. More like a fifty fifty and I need to talk to her about this. So either you stay here or you get your shits together to help your wife out.
Abby : Come on Lexa, everyone is there waiting for us to pop up the news.
Lexa : I will go but wait who is here ?
Abby : Murphy, Emori, Marcus, Madi, Raven and Octavia are there, I think Aden is there too.
Lexa : Okay, let's go.
We returned to the room to find everyone next to Clarke, Madi was in the bed with her hugging each other. When we arrived Clarke turned her head toward me and a smile appeared on her face. I went toward her and kissed her forehead.
Clarke : Can you give me a proper kiss please, hearts attacks are not contagious Angel.
Lexa : You're a idiot.
I gave her a proper kiss and sat on the bed beside her, stroking her hair with my hand. Alice and Abby came toward us and Alice decided to talk first.
Alice : Hey, so your mom might have found a donor for you...
Clarke : Why do I sense a but ?
Abby : Because there is a but... The donation is not due for another three weeks, and a lot could happen in these three weeks for you.
Clarke : So basically I have a chance to live a good life but I might not live long enough to have that chance ?
Alice : Yes, it's basically this. But at the moment where you have that heart, you will be able to live for another 60 years. And until then you will have to stay here and you will be monitored every minutes.
Clarke : Can I talk to Lexa two seconds and then you can all come in here again ? Please ?
Raven : Of course, come on babe.
All of them got out of the room and only Clarke and I were left in the room. She was thinking really hard all along, something was in her mind and she didn't know how to say it.
Lexa : You know you can talk to me about everything ?
Clarke : I know, I just... When is you first match ?
Lexa : Next week on sunday. We play here in Los Angeles.
Clarke : Against what team ?
Lexa : We play against Portland's team. They aren't really good, so it will be easy, I hope so.
Clarke : I want to go see your first match Lex.
Lexa : Baby, you know you can't, if something happen to you there, then nobody will be able to help you.
Clarke : Alice will be there, she will probably go there to see Harper play.
Lexa : I don't know...
Clarke : Can we just ask Alice at least ?
Lexa : Of course.
Clarke : Let's do something stupid that will frightened them.
Lexa : You are the death of us Clarke, what do you want to do ?
Clarke : What about the lack of oxygen in my system for a minute.
Lexa : And do you plan on doing this ?
Clarke : A good old make out session ?
Lexa : Damn I like that idea.
I started kissing her, her tongue invading my mouth and my hand behind her neck. I went on top of her, her hands finding place on my hips, the kiss was passionate and unique. Dmn that was hell of a good kiss. After some time the door slammed open and everybody rushed inside yelling at us for scaring them, we stopped and started laughing really hard, from which we received a hard slap on our head from Raven, Murphy and Octavia.