Authors note: before we start. I would screen shot the image in the mm so you could zoom in on the pictures to get a better look at the room.... Ooohhhhh one more thing remember J can't talk so he does sign language.... Okay now I'm done... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SYA'S POV
August came home after two weeks of being in the hospital. I haven't spoken to him. I simply nod my head yes or shake my head no when he asks me something.
He'll ask what wrong with me but I have no words for him. Every time I look at him I wanna either cry or kill his ass.
Avery had came and took cookie for a week. I think she sensed the tension and didn't cry to much when I dropped them off at the airport.
Currently I'm sitting at the head of the dinning table with him all the way on the other side looking pitiful. He can't really move to much because the doctors don't want him to strain on the muscle where the surgery happened.
I took a sip of my orange juice and grabbed a piece of bacon from my plate.
"You know August.... I've been home for almost a year now and you still haven't told me this little tiny secret that I know about." I bit a piece off my bacon and looked at him.
He just kept looking at the table. He had bags under his eyes, he looked hungry, and miserable. Oh well.
"Since you won't answer I'll tell you what I know." I smiled as I finished my food. "I know you willingly had sex with TC a few times." He looked up in a weak state of shock. He opened his mouth to speak but I stopped him. "Ah, ah, ah. Don't speak yet." I took a gulp of my juice and put the glass in front of me. "I disobeyed my father for you. I lost one of your children. Saved your life. Killed some people. Had our beautiful daughter on a cold cement floor by myself. Ran through the streets of mexico. And made sure I do my jobs right so the lights stay on in this bitch. And yet..... You manage to fuck my best friend? Do I mean nothing to you?" I stood and finished my orange juice.
He looked at me with guilt.
"ANSWER ME!" I threw the glass on the table and the shards flew on him. "Do you know I nearly killed her how ass for almost- damn near killing you. And you... You could quite possibly be Michelle's real father? You could've told me you fucked her. I wouldn't be as pissed if you told me yourself instead from the bitch you cheated on me with. You must've wanted to fuck her hoe ass." He looked down at his lap.
"You have been all along? Haven't you?" Tears rushed down my face but I quickly wiped them.
"No jus while you was gone. I thought you was dead-" I held my hand up for him to stop speaking. "August if you died... It would take me years before I fucked the next nigga or even thought about it.. I'm talking about decades!" I sat back down in my seat and stared at him.
"I'm sorry baybeh."
"Yeah you a sorry ass nigga. Do you know Chris wants to kill you. Hell! I want to kill you! Did you know this whole time Michelle could possibly be yours?!"
He nodded slowly.
"Wow." I laughed bitterly.
"I can't- nevermind." I have nothing more to say.
J walked in and shook his head.
"Are you ready?" He signed.
"Yeah let me grab my bags." I stood up and walked out not even glancing at August once. This is not the first time he cheated. He fucked one of the maids my dad had running around the house. Taido and AC caught em fuckin in the game room while I had went out with the girls. That was when I first started dating him, till this day neither of them like August. They would always tell me about it but I never believed em. I guess it was true.
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
I mean I do get the fact that I was "dead" and he felt like he could do whatever he wants but... With TC? He could've fucked somebody other than my damn sister.
I grabbed our bags and walked back down the stairs. I passed them to J so he could put them in my car.
I walked back in the dining room to see August with his head in his hand crying loudly.
I looked down at my wedding ring and remembered when we went to the court house to get married and when he purposed. I smiled a little....
....But it's all flushed down the drain.
I took it off and put it on the table. He looked up at me and down at the ring. He shook his head no and tears ran down his face.
"No Sya I'm sorry. I know I did wrong but don't take this off." I backed away slowly and swallowed the lump in my throat.
"A-august we need a break. I'm hurt and I-I don't want- I can't be around you right now. I'll bring Alex over here when Avery brings her back. But I can't do this. I can't believe you did this to me." I couldn't look at him anymore or I would have walked back in his arms.
I quickly sped to the front door hearing him cry for me to come back. Benny was coming up the steps with grocery's.
"Sy what-" I shook my head as I got to the car. I got in the drivers seat and peeled out the drive way. I drove 6 blocks to my secret apartment. Only J and Alex know about this. I was gonna suprise August with it for our anniversary. Someone's always interrupting our alone time so this would be the page to go. But I don't think we'll need this any time soon.
He got out and grabbed our bags. I gave the keys to the valet and tipped him $50. I said hi to the receptionist and walked to the glass elevator. I pushed 32 on the gold panel and enjoyed the ride.
"Are you okay?" J signed.
"Yeah I'll be alright. Just peachy". He gave me that bitch stop lying face.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and shook my head so my tears wouldn't fall.
The quick ride soon ended and the doors opened. I passed two doors before I got to mine. I used my key to get in and put my thumb on the scanner. Y'all know I had to put that in. Keys can be copied not thumb prints. The smell of lavender hit my nose and I smiled. I love this place.
2 master rooms with bathrooms, a guest room, a main bathroom, full kitchen, a TV room, a living room, and a view that could make you cry.
We took our bags to our rooms and I laid on the white sheets and stared out the window that was floor to ceiling.
I sat up and walked to my huge closet. I looked at the dust on the shoulders of my shirts and on the tops of the shoes. I pulled one of August's sweatshirts from a drawer and sighed. I put it back in and looked down at the tan line the ring had made on my finger.
Before I could get to sad I heard a knock.
"Do you want to go to the grocery store? There's no food." I nodded and wiped my eyes.
I followed behind him to the front door and got on the elevator.
This break from August is good right?
AUGUST'S POV
Once I heard the front doo' slam I tried my best ta stand up on ma own. I slowly walked out the dinin' room, holdin onta the wall and stared at the doo'.
She really left ma ass...
I opened ma hands and looked at ha ring. I got flashbacks of when I purposed and our weddin at the court house. Santana's face came ta ma head and I swallowed hard. I went to the livin room and sat onna couch.
"Now on a most serious note.... not one of you mufuckas have met my daughter for the simple fact that I know she's beautiful. she's my only child". he took a shaky breath which caused my hands to sweat in anticipation. "now I'm trusting yo ass with my child's life. if you even think about fuckin Me over-" he raised the skull up and smashed it on the desk causing me to jump and the skull to break in pieces. "-that's yo ass". he stuck his hand out "do we have a deal slim?" he called me by my code name, I knew he wasn't fuckin around. I shook his hand firmly "deal". A smile spread on his face. "now... let's meet my little gangster".
I keep failing him.....
"August what in the Sam hell did ya do ta dat girl? She ran out like she was on fi'ya." I looked up at him and he sighed. He sat the grocery bag onna coffee table and left the room. He came back wit a spoon and pulled out a carton of ice cream.
"Drove 10 miles inta the city ta get this girl this damn ice cream and she ain't gone be able ta eat none." He peeled the plastic seal off and opened the lid. "So did you cheat on ma daughta?" I nodded.
"Wit dat little blond bald headed girl, Tia righ'?" I nodded again.
"Son.... You are the biggest ass I've eva met. Sho' that girl is beautiful and has an ass big enough ta eat dinna' off of. But your wife... Had all that and more. That girl went through hell ta be where she's at now... All she wanted you ta be is good father to her child, but you cain't even do dat?"
"You talk ta ha already?"
"Nigga yes. She came in ma room cryin ha eyes out when she finally came home. Even when she already knew ya had gone ha dirty. She still brought ya home from the hospital. Feed ya. Helped ya sorry ass walk everywhere. She gave birth ta ma granddaughta without ya and ran like hell to find ya. Look what you've done August.... You nearly drank ya'self to death, cheated on ha numerous amount of times. She told me how you would drink and call her every name in the book. I'd should smack fire outcha ass. You ain't too old for no ass whoopin." He continued to eat his ice cream and stared at me.
"What else you done?" I swallowed hard and put my head down in shame. Might as well say it since I'm already in deep shit...
"I withdrew $50,000 out our personal account ta sleep wit prostitutes. I didn't really wanna be wit Sya, I was just trynna fuck till I saw past all that 7 months inta our relationship. That's when I slept wit that maid back at the old house. I didn't think cookie was mine at first so I got a DNA test behind Sya's back-"
"YOU DID WHAT?!" I snapped my head and saw Chris standing there in shock.
He ran out the room and I looked at my dad who had his has dropped to the floor. Thea is mo' but I'm glad Chris interrupted.
I know. I should probably kill maself befo' Sya gets ta me first... Lord have mercy on ma soul....
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>updated 3/7/17