Before We Met

By cherrytomlinson_01

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Before she met him, she was innocent. Before she met him, she studied more than most. Before she met him, she... More

Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty One
Chapter Twenty Two
Chapter Twenty Three
Chapter Twenty Four
Chapter Twenty Five
Chapter Twenty Six
Chapter Twenty Seven
Chapter Twenty Eight
Chapter Twenty Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty One
Chapter Thirty Two
Chapter Thirty Three
Chapter Thirty Four
Chapter Thirty Five
Chapter Thirty Six
Chapter Thirty Seven
Chapter Thirty Eight
Chapter Thirty Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty One
THANK YOU!!
Chapter Forty Two
Chapter Forty Three
Chapter Forty Four
Chapter Forty Five
Chapter Forty Six
Chapter Forty Seven
Chapter Forty Eight
Chapter Forty Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty Two
Authors Note/ The End

Chapter Fifty One

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By cherrytomlinson_01

Today was the day of Chase's concert. Every night Chase has made love to me for good luck and he's excited for tonight.


He was performing his debut album 'teenage heartbreak. 


The first song he was performing was called 'Teenage heart break"

1, 2, 3, 4

It's a high, it's a low
It's a rollercoaster
That I ride every time you say it's over


You got me like
Oh God, will it ever end?
I won't fall in love again
Oh shit, here we go again (Teenage heartbreak)

We make out, make mistakes
Go through hell for heaven's sake
Find out love is fucking fake
That's teenage heartbreak
We break up everyday
Make out just so we're okay
Hurts so much to be awake
That's teenage heartbreak


Give you all that I got
While you give me nothin' (Woah-oh, oh)
It was fun for a while then we barely functioned


You got me like
Oh God, will it ever end?
I won't fall in love again
Oh shit, here we go again (Teenage heartbreak)


We make out, make mistakes
Go through hell for heaven's sake
Find out love is fucking fake
That's teenage heartbreak
We break up everyday
Make out just so we're okay
Hurts so much to be awake
That's teenage heartbreak
(Teenage heartbreak)
(Teenage heartbreak)


Every time I fall in love
I just wanna fall apart
Every time I fall in love
I just it all to stop


We make out, make mistakes
Go through hell for heaven's sake
Find out love is fucking fake
That's teenage heartbreak
We break up everyday
Make out just so we're okay
Hurts so much to be awake
That's teenage heartbreak
(Teenage heartbreak)
(Teenage heartbreak)

The second song was called "America's sweetheart".

I feel so alone in a crowded place
Every conversation feels so fake
Everything I touch always seems to break
I get so depressed when I hear your name
Oh-oh-oh

I don't really give a shit if you stay
I don't really give a shit if you go
I don't really give a shit either way
Either way, I feel alone
I don't really give a shit if you stay
I don't really give a shit if you go
I don't really give a shit either way
Either way, I feel alone

And here we are, I'm the bad guy
And you're America's sweetheart

I won't even lie, if you left me here
I wouldn't even cry, not one damn tear
And I'ma tell you something you don't wanna hear
I won't feel good until I disappear
Oh-oh-oh

I don't really give a shit if you stay
I don't really give a shit if you go
I don't really give a shit either way
Either way, I feel alone (Alone)
I don't really give a shit if you stay
I don't really give a shit if you go
I don't really give a shit either way
Either way, I feel alone

And here we are, I'm the bad guy
And you're America's sweetheart

Oh-oh-oh
I don't really give a shit if you stay (If you stay)
I don't really give a shit if you go (If you go)
I don't really give a shit either way (Either way)
Either way, I feel alone (Alone)
I just wanna say I feel so ashamed (Ashamed)
Never really thought that you would let me go (Let me go)
Now I gotta wake up in all this pain (All this pain)
Every day, I feel alone

And here we are, I'm the bad guy
And you're America's sweetheart


The third song was called "IDC".


I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you

She calms me down when I'm mad
She makes me laugh when I'm sad
She always calls me right back, yeah, yeah, yeah
She wears her Vans with a dress
She's perfect when she's a mess
She makes me feel less depressed, yeah, yeah, yeah

She's cool, she's hot, she's pretty
So best part of the city
The rest is dark and shitty
But when you're laying with me

I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
You know I do

I don't give a fuck about rules
Let's go get high and ditch school
No parents home, so it's cool, yeah, yeah, yeah
My dad says I need a job
My preacher says I need God
My girl is all that I want, yeah, yeah, yeah

She's cool, she's hot, she's pretty
So best part of the city
Life's stressful, I can't take it
But when I see you naked

I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
You know I do (You know I do)

I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
I don't care 'bout anything, anything, anything
I don't care 'bout anything, but you
You know I do (You know I do)

The fourth song is called partycrasher

You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me

You say I'm a psycho
You tell me that we might go up in flames
Tell me something that I don't know
I don't pay attention anyway

Might go out and get arrested
I'm not really twenty one
Blame it on my adolescence
Fucking up is too much fun

I'm not sorry
That I crashed your party
When I crashed my car in your parent's yard
And passed out on Sunset Boulevard
I'm not evil but my love is lethal
The truth hurts sometimes but honestly
You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me
You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me

Never bet an angel
Never had a halo on my head
Stop telling me to lay low
Baby I can sleep when I'm dead

Mixing liquor with depression
Isn't good for anyone
Blame it on my adolescence
Fucking up is too much fun

I'm not sorry
That I crashed your party
When I crashed my car in your parent's yard
And passed out on Sunset Boulevard
I'm not evil but my love is lethal
The truth hurts sometimes but honestly
You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me

Fucked up, broken bottles
Every night's like Friday night
They say that I got problems
I don't really mind
Fucked up, broken bottles
Every night's like Friday night
They say that I got problems
Welcome to my life
Just welcome to my life

I'm not sorry
That I crashed your party
When I crashed my car in your parent's yard
And passed out on Sunset Boulevard
I'm not evil but my love is lethal
The truth hurts sometimes but honestly
You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me
You knew that I was crazy when you fell in love with me


The fifth song was called "don't freak out"

I am a broken record
You are my missing piece
Even though sometimes I treat you like you're my enemy
I got this stupid habit
Of pushing you away
I say that I want you to leave but I want you to stay

I'm sorry
I'm crazy
Just hear me out

Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out

We gon' end up back where we started
Gotta get away from your love cause it's toxic
Didn't have to do it, but I'm already off it
Playing with the love but you better keep caution
I'ma pour another drink rollin' up my dreams
Didn't want to let go, it was make believe
I can't hold it in
Not another minute
Always seem to act up when I get drunk

I'm sorry
I'm crazy
Just hear me out

Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out

Tell me all the words that will make you stay
Tell me what to do just to make it right
How many times do I have to say I'm fine, I'm fine

Tell me all the words that will make you stay
Tell me what to do just to make it right
How many times do I have to say I'm fine, I'm fine

I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I'm crazy (I'm crazy)
Just hear me out (Just hear me out)

Don't freak out if I'm not okay
Don't freak out if I tell you things
Don't freak out if I leave you
Don't freak out 'cause I need you
Don't freak out if I tell you secrets bout my past and all my demons
It might be crazy but if I gave you my heart now
Don't freak out

The sixth song was called "No more"

Every time I look at those photos
My broken heart gets bulldozed
And it paves away for pain
It's a summer day, but it feels like rain
I don't know why I look at every
God damn photo I ever took of you
I get drunk and yeah, that's just what I do
I know you're gone now
It's fucking hard now
And I wish I never woulda had a heart now
'Cause it's dark out
Yeah, it's dark as night
But when it's light out
It's the darkest [?]

I don't wanna see your face
I don't wanna be insane
I don't wanna feel the pain
No more, no more
I don't miss the way it was
Always feelin' [?]
I don't wanna be in love
No more, no more

I'm fucked up
I don't know what's wrong with me
I'm fucked up
That's why no one's calling me

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
No more, no more
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
No more, no more

The seventh song was called "Headlock"

I found myself regretting
Our love's like cigarettes when I'm drunk
The pain is never ending
I'm tired of pretending, it does

Been like this forever
We're not getting better
Long as we're together

You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I can feel my skull turn to a grenade
I don't wanna leave, but it kills me to stay
You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I fade away, I fade away
I fade away, I fade away

I can't go on
I'm dying to forget you
Yeah, I wish I never met you
When I can't believe I let you break my heart
Now all I am is empty
Close your eyes and kiss me deadly
You're the gift the devil sent me

Been like this forever
We're not getting better
Long as we're together

You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I can feel my skull turn to a grenade
I don't wanna leave, but it kills me to stay
You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I fade away, I fade away
I fade away, I fade away

Been like this forever
We're not getting better
Long as we're together (I fade away, I fade away)

You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I can feel my skull turn to a grenade
I don't wanna leave, but it kills me to stay
You got me in a headlock, I can't escape
I fade away, I fade away
I fade away, I fade away

The eighth song "Lost without you"

I try to find my way I get further every day
I'm lost, without you

I would walk a thousand miles
Just to talk to you again
Put two axes on my eyes
If you tell me it's the end

I don't know where to go, I don't know what to do, ooh
You're the only thing, never wanted to lose
Rolling back tonight, got another tattoo
I wish that you knew

I try to find my way, I get further every day
I'm lost, without you
Would you take my hand, if I told you where I am?
I'm lost, without you (Without you, ooh, ooh)

I've got nowhere left to turn
Since my heart turned into stone
I would let my bridges burn
If they lead the way back home

I don't know where to go, I don't know what to do, ooh
You're the only thing, never wanted to lose
Rolling back tonight, got another tattoo
I wish that you knew

I try to find my way, I get further every day
I'm lost, without you (Without you, ooh, ooh)
Would you take my hand, if I told you where I am?
I'm lost, without you (Without you, ooh, ooh)
Ooh, ooh
Without you, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

You loved me from the start, am I going insane?
Dying for my bitch, undeniable pain
You loved me from the start, am I going insane?
Dying for my bitch, undeniable pain

I try to find my way, I get further every day
I'm lost, without you (Without you, ooh, ooh)
Would you take my hand, if I told you where I am?
I'm lost, without you (Without you, ooh, ooh)
Ooh, ooh
Without you, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

You loved me from the start, am I going insane?
Dying for my bitch, undeniable pain

The ninth song is called "eulogy of you and me" 

You showed up in a black veil
A black dress
I left you black roses on your steps
I guess the last kiss was the kiss of death

Now you're dead to me, and it's R.I.P
Here lies all of the lies
And all of the pain that I buried inside (Oh, oh)
Goodbye, I know it's tragic
The memory of us will go up in ashes

This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me

You put your black lipstick on my neck
Dug your black nails into my chest
Now I got these scars that you left

Now you're dead to me, and it's R.I.P
Here lies all of the lies
And all of the pain that I buried inside (Oh, oh)
Goodbye, I know it's tragic
The memory of us will go up in ashes

This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
(You and me, you and me)

It's written in stone
We're better alone
Thought that we would be together forever
But now I know that we won't

This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me
Of you and me
This is the eulogy of you and me
Of you and me


The tenth song was called "21st century vampire" 

Dark circles under my eyes
No sunlight up in my sky
Can't feel the pain I'm immune

I don't get tired
I'm a 21st century vampire
21st century vampire
I guess I'm just meant to be sleepin' all day
I don't got no fucking life
I'm just a 21st century vampire
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm not afraid to die
I'll make your boyfriend cry
I'm howling at the moon

I don't get tired
I'm a 21st century vampire
21st century vampire
I guess I'm just meant to be sleepin' all day
I don't got no fucking life
I'm just a 21st century vampire
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Save your heart for someone who's got one

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't get tired
I'm a 21st century vampire
21st century vampire
I guess I'm just meant to be sleepin' all day
I don't got no fucking life
I'm just a 21st century vampire
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

The final song is called "how it ends"

I still remember
The night that I met you
'Cause I was lonely
And you were lonely too
We left the party
And walked around the block
I poured my heart out
And you just barely talked
So fast forward, the summer came and went
Then it got colder, we lost our innocence
We couldn't handle all the ups and downs
Just like Titanic, she let me go
I drowned

You tell me that it's history
That you don't even miss me
But I know you remember
It was you that said forever, my love
And now your love is see-through
Could die but never leave you
If all of this was acting
Then why's the feeling lasting, my love?

Just like a movie
I watch every scene, but lay in my head
What are we doing now?
When we both know how it'll end
Just like a movie
I watch every scene, but lay in my head
What are we doing now?
When we both know how it'll end

I feel like calling
Is that a big mistake?
My heart is broken, you like it more that way
It wasn't easy, you know it hurt like hell
I wish that I could say that I wish you well

You tell me that it's history
That you don't even miss me
But I know you remember
It was you that said forever, my love
And now your love is see-through
Could die but never leave you
If all of this was acting
Then why's the feeling lasting, my love?

Just like a movie
I watch every scene, but lay in my head
What are we doing now?
When we both know how it'll end
Just like a movie
I watch every scene, but lay in my head
What are we doing now?
When we both know how it'll end


His concert went really well and the crowd was going crazy for him which was crazy.


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