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"I don't get it, I really don't. This is not the first time this happens, and they don't take any fucking actions. I mean, are they going to just put him on hiatus instead of clearing his image? I'm going to fucking kill this bitch Myunhee. Do you know where she-"
"Okay, How about you calm down first?" Chan said, putting his hands on Suri's shoulders, pushing her down the chair. "Euntae promised me that he's not going to leave the situation like that, he promised me to fix it and I trust him. You need to calm down for Hyunjin, he needs us beside him now, and I'm sure he's already fumed, so you need to be calm to calm him down, because I know you're going to be the best one to do that, we're still going to be beside him, but he needs you more. Hyunjin has always been insecure about you, Suri."
"About me?" Suri looked at Chan confused and he nodded his head, turning to look at his laptop.
"He was always jealous of you in the beginning; you were one of the most known trainees, although you were always shy and didn't talk to a lot of people, but everyone knew you and Somi, and he was always jealous that you got so much attention, and he always tried to be better than you or be more known that you and always failed, and you know what's really funny? You always admired him too, and liked him so much and thought that he was really talented, but he was too stupid to even get to know you then, so when I added you to our group he was really angry, and never told us the reason until like months after our debut, then he started to like you, because even if you were mean to him sometimes, you still cared for him and took care of him so his hatred towards you turned into admiration and soon that admiration turned into love, but you were with Jeno and when you broke up with him, he wanted to give you time to heal, and before he even decides to take a step, you took it with Jisung, and he was angry, no- he literally felt more than anger, he was ready to kill both you and Jisung, specially since Jisung knew that he liked you, but Jisung did too, and he thought that being selfish for once wasn't an issue, and to be honest me and Changbin always encouraged him to tell you, because we thought that Hyunjin was just messing around and never wanted to take a real step, but I guess Jisung didn't know when to stop being selfish. Hyunjin then felt that its fate, you two were destined to be together and no matter how many times he misses up, the world just gives him another chance to fix it. So, now that he has you, he's not ready to let anything ruin it, he's not ready to lose it, and seriously Suri, you two shouldn't let anything come between you. He knows that Myunhee is trying to ruin everything between you two, and he feels like you'd leave him to stay away from the drama, because you've been through a lot and he doesn't want to cause you anymore shit, so he's afraid. He's literally waiting for you to break up with him." Chan said, letting out a chuckle as he looked at Suri only to be met with tears running down her face. "Why are you crying?"
"I don't know." The girl sobbed, causing him to let out another chuckle, grabbing a tissue, handling it to her.
"He's in the practice room, go see him." Suri nodded quickly, before getting up, running out of the room.
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Hyunjin wasn't really sure if the room always had white dots or he was just imagining things, but he ignored it and got up once again. His throat was really dry, and he almost heard his bottle call his name, but he never went to it. He didn't even replay the song, just started dancing, not even sure if he was doing the moves right, but he wasn't planning to stop, but what confused him the most, was why the room was spinning so much, because it was definitely spinning. The room suddenly turned dark and next thing he knew that he was falling.
He was waiting for his head to hit the floor but he felt something softer touch his head, before it meets the floor. He wasn't blacked out, he was still able to feel everything around him, he was able to hear and feel everything, but he couldn't open his eyes, and his mind was almost not even working properly.
"Hyunjin." He kept hearing the same voice calling for him over and over again. His head was softly put on the floor, and he heard running around him, but he didn't even know who was with him in the room, or if he was even imagining stuff. His head was gently carried once again and something soft like a pillow was placed under it. "Can you drink this?" He heard once again, and just let whoever was with him help him drink what seemed to be water. He doesn't really how long he stayed like that, but the 5 minutes he was just laying there felt like 5 hours for him. He started to open his eyes slowly, meeting Suri's worried ones.
He tried to get up, but was quickly stopped. "Please don't. Stay like that until you can actually get up. Do you want me to call Chan?" He did nothing but grab her hand and give it a soft squeeze.
"I'm fine." He mumbled after a few more minutes of silence. "I don't know what happened."
"You were overworking yourself. I can't believe you." Suri said, angrily, but only kept moving his hair away from his face. "What were you thinking?"
"I wasn't." Silence filled the room for a moment before Hyunjin continued. "I was dancing, so I wasn't really thinking. I don't think when I dance." He made a quick eye contact with her, but quickly looked somewhere else, already embarrassed to look at her.
"Have you had breakfast, lunch, dinner? Maybe even a small snack?" Hyunjin didn't answer, but as soon as Suri saw his bottle completely full, she knew the answer. "Hyunjin." She was about to yell at him, but the look on his face told her that its not the best time.
"I'm sorry." He mumbled.
"You should be, you made me really worried about you. I entered the room and you suddenly stopped dancing, then you kept holding your head and next thing I knew you were falling backwards." Suri said, taking away the towel she put under his head, replacing it with her lap.
"I wasn't really apologizing for this." The guy chuckled, closing his eyes again, finding comfort in the way she played with his hair. "I'm sorry for causing you trouble with what's happening right now."
"Hwang, you really want me to hit you right?" Suri looked down at the guy, heart aching when she realized he was being serious. "Hyunjin, I kn-"
"Let's be real, since day one I caused you trouble. Now I'm not only troubling you, but the whole group too. Why am I even here? I'm no where near you gu-"
"Can you stop? Please, I should let you finish and let you let it all out, but you sound really stupid. You always sounded stupid to me, but specially now." Hyunjin couldn't help but chuckle, causing the girl to smile. "Yes, you were mean to me when we first met, but you caused me a lot of happiness too, you were always beside me and always stood up for me when most of the boys didn't, you always listened to me, and talked to me, supported me and much more and no matter how much I talk about you, it won't ever be enough. You're not causing anyone any trouble, you're being falsely accused of something you didn't do, and if you even think that the Myunhee situation is going to make me break up with you then you're stupid. Hyunjin, I love you and I'm willing to fight the whole world for you and this sounds cringy coming out of me, but I'm serious. I'm not going to leave you, I'm going to stay with you whether you like it or not, and I'm going to always protect you, the boys too. You belong here with us, and we're not letting you go anytime soon, we're not planning to leave you now, maybe when you turn 80 and you're old and can't move anymore, which I think would never happen. I mean you're a great dancer, singer and rapper, you kinda look okay-"
"Kinda look okay?" Hyunjin cut the girl off quickly, causing her to glare down at him.
"That's the only thing that got your attention?" Suri asked, and Hyunjin nodded his head slowly still finding it hard to move. "Okay, fine. You're really hot and handsome and cute and I guess that's enough for now. Hyunjin, what can't you do? You wanna know something funny? I always admired you as trainees, I always wanted to know you and talk to you, but I thought like 'Why would someone like him talk to someone like me?' And you were literally everyone's crush, back then. Yeah, ignore the crush thing, but what I'm trying to say is that you're amazing and if you can't see it then I'll make sure to remind you of it all the time, and if you're scared that I'll leave you one day, then I'll make sure to always remind you that I'm not going anywhere. I really love you, Hyunjinnie."
"Hyunjinnie." The guy couldn't help but smile up at her, already feeling his energy coming back to him.
"I have been talking for like 10 minutes now and those are the only stuff you notice?" Suri groaned, looking away from him, trying so hard to convince herself not to break his nose. "Why am I even wasting my time."
"You never call me those cute stuff, of course I'll notice." Hyunjin grinned up at her, grabbing her hand back in his, pulling it to his lips, letting it stay there for a moment. "I love you too, baby." The two stayed like that for a few more minutes just staring up at each other smiling.
"So about the everyone's crush, thing-Ouch, hey" Hyunjin started again, causing the girl to pull herself up, and his head to fall on the ground. "Where are you going?" He held her leg, almost causing her to fall.
"What happened to never leaving me?" He groaned.
"Changed my mind." Suri tried to pull her leg away, but the guy only whined. "I'm going to get you something to eat."
"We can just order something." He whined again, causing her to sigh, sitting back down, before grabbing her phone to order something for him. He happily smiled at her, putting his head on her lap once again, grabbing her free hand putting it on his hair.
"Did you have a crush on me too- Ouch, don't pull my freaking hai- Okay, sorry, sorry. I'll shut up now."