Chapter Twenty Seven
Matt's POV
I frowned as I shut the door. I ran a hand on my hair and sighed.
She changed. I never wanted to see her like that; with permanent scars trailing on her arm and back. She was the girl who supposed to love the world. She was the girl I first love. She was the girl who wanted rose petals instead of the sight of blood. She was the girl who wanted the piano instead of guns. She was the girl who grew into a beautiful rose in between Jason and I's thorns.
She was the only pure spirit in the three of us. She was our little angel, who we wanted to train to kill some devils.
She was my beautiful and pure diamond... and now, she still is.
But now my diamond's not pure enough to see the reflection and rainbows when you look at her.
It pains me to see her almost everyday with hatred in her eyes. She became the opposite of what she was before. Before, she was this pure magenta color who despised killing but love the people who kill (Me and Jace). But now she's the one who kills, without mercy and with a little tease and thrill.
Trust me, it hurts to see her pull the trigger almost everynight. It pains me to see her stay up for hours just to figure something out. It pained me to leave her inside the cabin, all alone in her pink bed.
But I admit it, she has bloomed into the fine magenta coloured rose I've anticipated since the day she came into our lives.
For fifteen years, I would leave a blue tulip on her doorstep and would wait till dawn to see her get it, only to see her come home by dawn and throw the tulip else where. For fifteen years, through battles, I would quickly knock out my opponent just to fit the slot where I could find her kill another demon.
One day I even followed her in the woods where she threw a spike perfectly in my right leg. It was her first night guarding those boyband.
I went back to my flat that day with a big smile on my face. Proudly saying 'That's my girl' a couple times before lying down in bed to get some sleep.
Sometimes, when I spy on her with that boyband, my heart flutters to see her smile and laugh the way she used to do 16 years before.
It amazes me how those boys could bring of that glowing smile she gave me when we were younger. It's fantastic to see her look at the boys with all the warmth, the way she used to look at Jason and I when we were whole.
But now it hurts to see her scowl whenever she sees me. It hurts to hear all those curses she shoots directly at me. It hurts to feel the hatred radiating off her when she sees me. She loathes me the way I love her as my baby sister.
"Hey," I spoke in the phone. "Don't let her cry, okay?"
"Huh?" the deep voice asked with confusion.
"Just don't let anyone hurt her," I said with a sad smile in my lips. Proud to even think of all the cool skills she developed perfectly.
"Okay?" the voice on the opposite line answered in forms of a question.
"You have to make sure or else I'll be the one hurting you and your silly friends," I made my serious tone.
"Okay, I mean it," he replied with a shaky voice.
"Just make sure," I said before turning the call off.
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KIM'S POV
"Give me 5 reasons to like you," I teased Louis. When I came home, he bursted out saying that I should be his girlfriend with a prepared rap which literally tickled me to death.
I've been controlling my laughter since the time I went back to the hotel. He even dared Zayn to create a small rap for him and then Zayn would coach him whenever he can't understand what's written in his small piece of paper.
"I'm handsome, talented, wanted by millions, I'm funny.. And uhm...," I laughed at how cocky he sounded even if we both know all of what he mentioned are true. But the real reason is because he got lost of words. "I don't dance?"
I laughed and walked to the other guys. It's really amusing how Louis sound desperate saying the last 'reason'.
"Oh come on, Kim, is this one big joke?" he groaned in annoyance.
I shook my head, still laughing. I looked at him and he pleaded in front of me. "Please?"
I shook my head, "Strong emotions like Love is forbidden."
"Anger is also a strong emotion and you aren't forbidden with it," Louis retorted.
I rose a brow, "Are you really bringing your sassy ass?"
He pouted and shook his head. "Oh come on."
I laughed, "Oh my god, Lou. It was just a joke!"
"Wonderful," he rolled his eyes.
I covered my mouth and laughed.
"So Kim, any plans for tomorrow?" Harry joined us with a grin on his face.
"No, not really," thinking of it, I might even have to plan everything for tomorrow. I miss inhaling the breeze of Singapore and of course, touring. It won't be summed up tomorrow but it will be worth it.
"We can all tour tomorrow, if you want," Louis said with a small smile.
"Yes, we should. We should hit over restaurants. I hear they're great," Niall joined in with a gatorade in hand. He winked as he dig his hand inside my bowl of popcorn to get a handfull of it.
"Zayn?" I asked for Zayn's oppinion as he walked towards us.
"Yeah, sure, whatever," Zayn flipped his hair. I rolled my eyes. PMS much? Seriously, he has to be intact with Perry.
"Sophia needs to come with us," Liam smiled at us, a phone in hand.
I shook my head and smiled, "Sophia's still in Tokyo."
"Ah right," he frowned and went back to his phone business.
"So where shall we go tomorrow?" Harry asked and tied his hair in a bun.
"Explore the city with disguises to add on a little more fun," Louis winked at me and grabbed a bottle of water from the table.
"How about without disguises to add on a little bit fun and exercise," I winked at him and a stupid smile crept it's way in my face.
"UGHHH TOO MUCH PLANNING... I JUST CANTTTT," Niall faked a zombie crawling out of his tomb. I laughed and he rolled his eyes. "We should plan after the concert. FD's waiting for us."
"Yea, go have some fun. I'll be with Lou," I smiled at them as I eyed for their floor director who's flirting with Zayn. What fhe fck? I laughed as I saw Zayn's eyes roll.
Does she have to be a girl? Does she have to be a flirt? I rolled my eyes and laughed by myself as I imagined all the curses going inside Zayn's head by now. I know he misses Perry, but she's off with her own band. I can't blame him anyways, Perry is indeed a great girl.
I walked towards the dressing room to find Lou and Lux. Lou was trying to fix all her hair supplies while Lux played with a Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles mini-sized Dolls. I laughed at the sight of Lux and she raised her arms. I picked her up and walked closer to Lou.
"Oh, hey Kim, got bored there huh?" Lou giggled, still fixing her things in the table.
"Not really, they just have to rehearse," I shrugged.
"So what are you doing for your past time?" Lou asked. Lux hugged me and then let go. Clapped twice and then laughed. I laughed at her and went to the little couch to sit.
"I don't know what, really. But for sure an hour is just a short period of time.."
"Harry shared that you know karate? That's really cool," Lou grinned and got Lux from me.
My eyes trailed the floor. Harry? How could he? I shrugged at her and smiled. I rolled my eyes. Of course Harry had to share it.
"Cool."
"So who do you like?" Lou winked.
My eyes widened at her question. "Who likes who?"
"Who do you like?" she repeated with a teasing smile. I didn't understand him so I gave her a look which caused her to laugh. "Oh come one, I know you're not that blind! And how obvious could Harry and Louis get?"
"Oh right," I rolled my eyes with a stupid smile.
"So who?" she asked.
"Uhmmm..." I trailed and smiled.
I don't really know who, I don't even know if I have to choose. Harry and Louis are both great and so are the other lads.