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𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝐼'𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓉
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It's been a week since the incident at Tubbo's house. I haven't left my house. I've just been feeling sicker and sicker. It's like I keep seeing Sapnap in the corner of my eye. Or feeling his eyes on me. Tho I haven't heard from him since that night either...
I let out a loud sigh flopping onto my warm bed. It's almost like I wished to see him again. Be near him. Just hearing him breathe would be enough. My phone started vibrating. I looked down to see a call from George. I quickly picked up the phone and put it to my ear.
'' George? '' I said quietly
'' Hi, Y/n! It's been a while, and I wondered if you would like to go with me downtown? Just to do some routine shopping. '' The boy sounded excited
'' Are the others gonna be there? '' I asked hesitantly.
'' Nope, just the two of us- I think we both need a little break? '' He said in a comforting tone. This followed by a giggle.
'' That sounds great. Where you plan on us meeting up? '' I asked, quickly getting off the bed starting to get dressed
'' Just at the cafe downtown! I'll see you there,'' He said before hanging up.
I quickly pulled on a pair of pants and a hoodie. Running to my door. I just couldn't wait to get out of the house. Especially cause I was meeting up with George. It felt like forever since id seen him. I put on my shoes, running out of the house, On my way downtown.
- Time skip :3 -
I walked around looking for the short brit. It was sunny outside. A lot of people had gone downtown, many crowds. I quickly spotted George sitting outside a cafe drinking an iced coffee. He had his phone in hand, scrolling through something. He was wearing an oversized blue T-shirt with a white button-up under, The collar showing. Denim blue pants he had stuffed most of the t-shirt into- He was wearing those white sunglasses he wore most of the time. He looked very Relaxed. His bag was nicely placed leaning against his chair.
I approached him, smiling. '' Hey, George! '' I said, waving a little to him. He immediately looked at me and smiled. '' Y/n! '' He stood up. His bag falling over. He didn't notice the bag and just hugged me. I hugged him back. He was a big taller me in height. Dream always made jokes about his height, But he wasn't that short- Tubbo was shorter than him. A lot shorter. We stopped hugging.
He picked up his bag from the ground, putting it on. He put the Clout Glasses in his hair. A smile was plastered onto his face. '' Where do you wanna go first? '' He was jumping up and down a bit. I Don't remember ever being alone with George. He was always with Dream or someone else. '' Uhh... I don't know you just lead the way- '' I replied, laughing a little. He immediately grabbed my hand, pulling me towards the first out of many stores-
I had never had a friend who took me out to do things. George was kind. Really nice and funny! Everyone knew him. After aimless wandering through stores and shops, we eventually went to get lunch and sat down. Time seemed to fly past me.
'' Y/n? '' He asked in an almost quiet tone which surprised me. '' George? '' I said, looking at him.
'' None of us has seen or heard from Sapnap. It's been weeks... I really hate to ask this of you but can you please come to his house with me- I think he'd be thrilled to see you if he is there- I really have no idea at this point. '' George seemed confused by his own words. A little Distressed. '' It's very easy to know where Dream is and what he's doing and all that... But Sapnap I almost feel the need to keep an eye on. There's something he isn't telling any of us. '' He said, leaning back in his chair, taking a sip out of his straw. '' it's just not like Sap to keep away for this long- You know? '' He said, looking at the table, drawing circles with his finger.
I nodded a bit. It scared me to see him again. But at least George would be there. '' Sure, I'll help ya out with this! '' I said happily. George's eyes lit up. '' Amazing! If he is at his house, we could talk with him! or just see him again- since it's been so long! '' He giggled a bit.
'' What about you and Dream? '' I said, smirking. George immediately blushed and looked at me in surprise. '' I saw you two cuddling in the same bed when we were on the field trip- so don't act like nothing is going on- ''
George put his glasses on in an attempt to hide his face. '' Dream and I are just very close. He is nice. But I don't think Dream is like that... you know... '' He twirled the straw in his cup. George was nervous. Very Obviously as well. '' It's not easy pretending you don't like someone, George- come on now. '' I said softly, trying to get him to speak up. He just shook his head a lot.
'' Dream and I aren't gonna happen- and if it does, then he has to take the lead- I'm... I guess I'm too nervous about doing anything like that... '' He said and gave a weak smile. He then put his glasses back in his hair. '' You and Sapnap. How's that going? You like him, don't you? '' He said, trying to get some kind of payback for making him flustered.
'' He is... Different from what you expect. And I kinda feel like he is changing me for the worst. '' I said, admitting to something I tried to convince myself was wrong. '' For the... Worst? '' George asked, confused. '' He has... a lot of violent tendencies. Not towards me tho! He just... gets jealous easily. '' I said, looking down a bit. Sapnap scared me a little. But it made me feel safe somehow.
'' He's been a little weird ever since the thing with Karl. '' George started. '' Karl hurt him a lot, I'm guessing. He is just trying not to make that happen again. '' George said happily before standing up and grabbing his bag again. ''Let's go see him? hmm? '' He said, dragging me up from the chair before I had even grabbed all my things.
I was nervous. Even the thought of Sapnap sent chills down my spine. All the memories coming back to me. His violent behaviour. The way he slammed Alex against the wall with such force that he made a dent. Chasing Him down the hall with a knife in an almost animal-like fashion chasing Alex like prey.
George squeezed my hand a little. I looked at him. '' You alright? '' He asked a bit. I had been zoning out for a while. I just nodded a little. I wondered if anyone else had noticed how violent Sapnap was. The only one who really had known it was Dream.
George was a nice person. He held my hand and made sure I was okay. And even invited me to go downtown. But I couldn't tell him about everything Sapnap had done.
I don't think he'd ever look at him the same—one of his best friends. The dream team could even split up. I'm really starting to confuse my feeling for Sapnap as Despair.
We made it to his house. George held my hand tightly. Knocking on Sapnaps door with the other one. There was silence. It felt like we stood out there for a while before we heard the door unlock.
There he was. Tall. He looked tired, Exhausted. He was wearing a big hoodie and a black cap. '' George... Y/n. '' He whispered a bit. '' Hey! Sapnap, We wanted to check up on you. it's been a while since anyone has... seen you. '' George said, going on and on. Sapnap didn't look like he was paying attention to what George was saying. He was zoning out, looking at our hands, which held together tightly.
Suddenly Sapnap spoke quietly. '' Are you two together? '' His voice was quiet and faint. George laughed a bit. '' No, no, no! Sapnap. I like.. I like Dream... Remember? '' George said, defending himself a bit. '' oh.. yeah... that's right. '' Sapnap then said, a little embarrassed looking at his feet.
George looked at me. I couldn't stop looking at Sapnap. He even thought his friend had ideas with me. I gulped a bit. '' Okay. You two need some alone time. What's even going on with you two! Y/n, you were so talkative downtown, and now that we are in front of Sapnap, you get all quiet! '' George let go of my hand, pushing me towards Sapnap, Making both of us stumble into the house.
I heard the door close as Sapnap, and I hit the floor.
I was alone with him- In his house. I had been trying to avoid him for so long. But I just can't. I can't avoid him. My head was on his chest. I could hear his rapid heartbeat. It sounded like it was beating out of his chest. I quickly got off him. Standing up. Brushing myself off a bit.
Sapnap stood right in front of me. '' I can drive you home if you'd like. George already left- '' He said, walking over to the table to get his keys. I ran over to him, grabbing his arm, holding him. He completely stopped. '' Y/n. ''
'' You, You are m-murderer! '' I paused before speaking again. '' You choose the excuse- that it was for me... Was It really worth all of that if this is how we act around each other? Were your Violent actions for me!? or just your own pleasure!''
Sapnap turned to face me. He sighed a bit. It was cold... And scary. '' It was all for you... All of it. Everything I do. '' He was calm. Speaking very clearly. I couldn't help but look into his eyes. He licked his lips slightly, thinking of what to say. '' And I will kill Alexis if he tries anything again. You cannot stop me from doing it. ''
'' W-What if I killed him then?... '' I said, staring at him. A shocked look stretched across his face. '' You? Killing Alex? Y/n... come on now... '' He chuckled a little.
'' You couldn't even hurt a fly... ''He said, smiling. I grabbed his shirt, pulling him down to my level. '' I could hurt you a lot... couldn't I? Nick? '' I said, looking at his face. He had a few scratches on him. He had his lips parted. Looking into my eyes.
'' You really think this is a good idea Y/n? I'll end up setting another fire. '' Sapnap said, hugging around my waist. '' Stop hiding in your house and take me on a date then. '' I blurted out. What was I even doing- What was I thinking. The truth is.. that I wasn't.
'' Sure then... '' He brushed his lips against mine. I hugged around his neck.
'' Y/n... You aren't thinking straight right now... '' Sapnap whispered softly.
'' You've made me go mad, Sapnap. Of course, I'm not thinking straight. I'm thinking about you,'' I replied, looking into his eyes.
'' Y/n... ''
I understood how Sapnap felt. He hugged me tightly to his body.
'' I love you. '' He whispered before pressing his lips against mine. I kissed back, hugging onto him tightly. He was an addiction.
He said he loved me. That was all I wanted to hear.
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Here you go, guys! I hope this is chapter is okay! I don't really go over the chapters again, so sorry for the spelling errors.
I use songs a lot for my inspiration- So if anybody wants to listen to the songs, here is my main one for this fanfiction- I, of course have- a lot of playlists ^^
''https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5DUdpRsABCLQX0jTUYVcLH?si=soJj6R4cTha-ikzxcZsv2g''
I hope you enjoyed this chapter! - Sebie