Namji POV:
Hyunjin: why'd you wait so long to tell her? we all knew you fell in love with her within the first 3 months.
I groaned throwing my shot back before placing the empty glass on table top. Me, hyunjin and bangchan were at a bar drinking.
Bangchan had been fairly quite the entire time.
Me: I'm not sure. I was scared. I'm not as affectionate with others but with her...... i want to cuddle and hold hands, i want to hug... i want to kiss. I'm just scared you know. All these years i've been closed off. What if i try to show my affectionate side and it's too much for her? What if i become clingy.
jin nodded.
Hyunjin: well.... i could see that. Maybe just ease into it? You know so that you won't scare her.
bangchan scuffed...
me and jin looked his way. Hyunjin cocked his brow..
Hyunjin: would you like to way in chan? you seem upset.
he rolled his eyes before slamming his hands on the table... no doubt there were a few people looking our way at the sudden sound.
Bangchan: You know i love you like a brother Namji... but gosh it's like ever since you met her your slowly becoming a whimp. I mean for fucks sake. The girl is practically starved of affection, And your scared your going to give her too much due to how long you've gone without it?
my eyes widened.
Bangchan: Stop being a bitch bro! She's a hybrid, she isn't normal. You should be able to see that. You should be taking advantage of that opportunity. You should be happy and feel lucky.
I felt like he had so much more to get off his chest but he huffed and crossed his arms leaning back in his seat. he wouldn't make eye contact with me.
Hyunjin patted his shoulder... Before looking my way.
Hyunjin: Just look at it this way..... Tomio is very special to you right? So why would you let her walk away... into a word of love where she could be potentially hurt. When your right here willing to love her and give her everything she wants and needs? Why let her experience all the pain and hatred the world has to give for someone of her kind? If she really means that much to you.... You'd take the chance. Even if it could lead to rejection or maybe it won't work out in the end. At least you tried with pure intentions.
i rubbed my hand down my face. before looking around the bar. I t was getting late. I hadn't spoken to Tomio since she walked away from me that day.......
I think it's time i go home and have a talk with her.. There were so many things i needed to get off my chest.
nodding i stood up pulling out my wallet i placed money on the table.
Me: Okay, okay. I should go. I'll see you guys later.
I then walked to my car and drove home
Walking into the house i threw my keys on the couch as i jogged down the hallway to her room. I paused and took a few deep breaths at her door. The liquor in my system wasn't making my nerves any better.
I raised my hand to knock on the door, I knew she was here. Her car was in the drive way. I jumped back a bit when her door flew open and her figure appeared in front of me.
I stumbled back a bit.
Me: Uh... how did you know?
she pointed at her ears that twitched.
I dropped my hand giggling a bit.
Me: oh yeah....
she tilted her head to the side some looking me over before her nose wiggled some.
was she sniffing the air?
Tomio: namji.... have you been drinking?
i nodded a bit running my hand threw my hair as i went to speak but she grabbed my wrist dragging me back down the hall
Tomio: come on, you should rest, lets get you in bed.
i stared at the back of her fro in aww. we haven't spoken in days. yet she was still being so caring to me. I've taken her presence for granted for long enough. Bangchan was right.
Snapping out of my thoughts i flipped my wrist grabbing onto her arm and pulled her into me.
Me: wait tomio! i have something to say
i engulfed her into a hugged
she froze under my touch
Tomio: ah! Namji, you drunk let me go
Me: I'm slightly buzzed i promise, just listen to what i have to say.
my hands ran over her waist. Gripping ever so slightly.
Tomio: no no... come on, lets go. You'd never do this in your right mind.
she pulled away about to grab my hand again.
i stepped back popping her hand away from me causing her to gasp looking up at me.
Me: STOP IT! WILL YOU JUST LISTEN TO ME.!?
she froze.
behind us we could hear her phone ringing in her room. she looked at me before looking behind me.
Tomio: I'm sorry but i have to take it, it might be important
my heart broke..... was she really not willing to hear me out? This was my chance....
she began to walk past me.
don't let this chance go to waist.
don't let this chance go to waist.
don't let this chance go to waist.
don't let this chance go to waist.
don't let this chance go to waist.
without thinking i spun around and snatched her up. I picked her up and before she could speak i kissed her............
Tomio POV:
I sat there shocked... his lips on mine. I didn't know what to do. he had me in his arms. I gasped when he squeezed my bottom and almost as quickly as i opened my mouth he had stuck his tongue inside.
closing my eyes i slowly kissed back. I so was lost in the kiss i didn't realize that we were no longer inside of the hallway. but no inside his room. Opening my eyes when i felt my body hitting his soft covers. he hovered on top of me never breaking the kiss.
looking up at him we locked eyes as he pulled away. I was truly lost for words. My body was aching to be even closer to his. Against my will my tail wrapped itself around his leg.
i was knocked out of my thoughts when he spoke.
Namji: Tomio.... I love you.
but then i remember.... the smell of alcohol on his breath...
my heart sunk
He doesn't mean it... he's just drunk
He doesn't mean it... he's just drunk
He doesn't mean it... he's just drunk
He doesn't mean it... he's just drunk
He doesn't mean it... he's just drunk
i pushed him away some and he frowned....
Me: your drunk namji... please don't do this to me. I've just gotten over everything i felt.
i went to get out of his bed but he pulled me back.
Namji: If... if i confessed to you and i wasn't buzzed would you except my love for you ?
i swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded.
he smiled brightly, could have blinded me.
Namji: ok! then i'll confess to you first thing in the morning.
i was shook. i nodded slowly and tried to walk away but he grabbed me pulling me back down into bed with him.
Namji: stay Kitten... let's sleep together tonight.
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