Requested by : Alejandra_Lance1224
y/n POV :
I am on set of my girlfriend's show 'Arrow' watching her do what she loves. My girlfriend is the 'Black Canary' and looks very sexy in her all black outfit.
The director calls cut and Juliana walks over to me.
"You did great baby!" I say as she gives me a kiss wrapping her arms around my waist as I sit on one of the chairs on set.
"Thank you princess." She says.
"You want to get some dinner?" I ask and she nods excitedly.
I get off the chair holding her hand walking to her trailer so she can change. I sit on her coach scrolling through my phone seeing many posts about Juliana making me smile. She has gotten much more popular since being on the show which means the paparazzi follows her much more often and in much bigger groups.
They usually don't get too close but even then it can be overwhelming and I have been on the brink of a panic attack but haven't had one and didn't tell Juliana because I don't want her to worry.
Juliana comes back out in some jeans and a sweatshirt.
"Ready?" She asks and I nod standing up exiting the trailer with her.
We go to her car and start our drive to her to an Italian restaurant. We arrive shortly after about a 15 minute drive. As soon as we get out of the car there are flashes but only a few so I was okay but still held on tightly to my girlfriend's hand.
We enter the restaurant and get a table by the window since it was the only one open which I wasn't too excited about but didn't express it.
I open the menu looking at the options but I feel eyes on me so I look up to see Juliana staring at me causing me to blush.
"What?" I ask shyly making her smile. "Take a picture it'll last longer." I say joking but she pulls her phone out taking a quick picture before I could block my face with the menu.
"You're so adorable." She says making me blush even more so I cover my face with the menu deciding what to eat. "I'm gonna get the pasta and meatballs."
"Ohh I'm gonna get the chicken." She says and then waiter comes over so we tell her our orders.
As Juliana is giving her order I notice some paparazzi taking some pictures of us from afar. I started getting uncomfortable but once Juliana looks back at me I make sure to put on a smile so she knows I'm okay.
When we are waiting for the food more and more paps are here so I try and keep my mind on the beautiful woman in front of me.
The food comes and my mind has been off of the paps but once we finish our dinner is when things took a turn for the worse.
We exit the restaurant and immediately a bunch of flashes are taken. I could barely see in front of me I hold on tightly to Juliana. A few of the cameras got really close to my face so I begin to breathe heavily with my grip tightening on my girlfriend.
Tears start to roll down my face and I am fighting to breathe at this point.
"Juliana." I manage to breathe out and she turns to me with her eyes widening after seeing my state.
She picks me up bridal style walking faster to the car.
"Get out the way!" She says very sternly and the make a small path for her.
We arrive at the car and she puts me in then goes to the driver side leaving the scene quickly.
We arrive at her apartment and I still have tears streaming down my face but my breathing has gotten better but still not full breaths.
We enter her place and she guides me to her bed laying me down then putting me next to her.
"Baby follow my breathing." She says pulling me into chest and I follow her breathes calming down.
After about 10 minutes my breathing has evened out and the tears have stopped.
"Thank you baby." I say but my voice raspy.
"What happened out there?" She asks.
"Oh..." I say not wanting to talk about it.
"Hey," She says and lifts my chin up to look at her, "you can tell me anything."
"All the paps were getting very close and it's been bad before but this time I it was just too much I guess and I had a panic attack." I say.
"Baby you should have told me sooner have you felt this way before?" She asks and I nod silently.
She leans down giving me a kiss.
"I will bring security with us more often okay? I want to make sure you always feel safe." She says making me smile.
We lay like this for a while before getting ready for bed. I get into bed and Juliana quickly follows pulling me close to her.
"You always make me feel safe in your arms." I say and she gives me a kiss on the lips.
"Good." She says smiling.
The next few days Juliana got security for us making sure the paparazzi don't get close to us anymore. She also posted about what happened after accepting me for permission and her fans came to both of our defense.
Even when we aren't together she has me have a bodyguard with me since she says it puts her more at ease.
I haven't had a panic attack since what happened and I have my beautiful girlfriend to thank for that. I tell her every night I love her and thankful for her. She also has been looking up ways to help people when they have panic attacks which makes my heart flutter seeing how much she cares. She really loves me and I really love her with all of me.
A/N : Sorry this was short but I hope you guys liked it!