-- part 2/??
I guess this is more of fluff? ---
"Jealous of what?"
Denki asked. Bakugo turned and looked at Denki.
Kirishima wrapped his arms around bakugos waist, putting his chin on bakugos shoulder.
"I...I"
Bakugo stopped himself.
He shouldn't tell them.
He shouldn't.
"You're lonely?"
Denki asked, turning his head to the side.
"Only f-for two people."
Bakugo said lowly.
*
Days pass and since bakugos break down Denki and Kirishima have been more attentive, aware and around the spikey boom boom boi.
They'd ask him questions like,
"Have you eaten?"
"What did you eat?"
"How are you feeling?"
"Can I help?"
Even with the extra care they've been giving bakugo, they still are lovey with one another, they still spare time for each other.
Bakugo, lied.
Whenever they'd give him that attention around the class he'd bark at them. Trying his best to act like he doesn't want nor need their care.
But as soon as Kirishima and Denki showed him that care he'd turn into a soft, little bakugo.
Kirishima rubbed his hand over bakugos cheek.
"You feeling okay? Your a little cold."
Bakugo met Kirishima's eyes and nodded.
"I'm okay."
Denki sat in bakugo's desk chair, trying to figure out his homework.
"You sure? You seemed hesitant."
Bakugo looked back down at his book.
Why? Why are they being so..so caring?
I mean, I may not have ruined their relationship but still...I'm not the best person.
"Katsuki?"
Kirishima draws bakugo out from his trance.
Bakugo blinked before looking at Kirishima's worried face
"You zoned out."
Bakugo nodded muttering a small apologize and trying to focus on his book.
Kirishima looked to Denki with a worried look.
"It's probably nothing man."
Denki assured Kirishima.
*
Lunch had rolled around and Denki and Kirishima were talking about heading down.
Denki's mouth watered at the mention of food.
"Dude I can't wait!"
He exclaimed.
"Me neither. I bet whatever Midoriya is making is Soo good!"
Kirishima licked his lips, standing from the bed.
"C'mon bakugo! Let's go"
Bakugo looked up and made a face.
"I guess "
They all made their way down, laughing and telling jokes while waiting for the elevator.
Once they got there Denki and Kirishima quickly made their way to the kitchen where Midoriya was cooking.
Bakugo slowly sat at the table, putting his hands on his thighs in a shy move.
"So, whatcha making?"
Denki asked, wrapping his arms around Kirishima from behind.
Bakugo watched feeling a lump grow in his throat.
"Oh, Shoto wanted soba so.."
Midoriya smiled.
Kirishima leaned back against Denki and nodded.
Bakugo looked away, he felt his breath hitch. His chest hurt.
Kirishima and Denki made their way to bakugo.
"Hey bakugo!"
Denki greeted
"Shut the fuck up."
Bakugo replied.
He tried his best to sound like his usually self but, it came out hurt and small.
His eyes reminded on the wall that was no where near interesting.
"Baku-bro?"
Kirishima tried to get his attention.
He felt his heart ping when bakugo refused to meet his eyes
*
It was late, and despite how the spikey blonde would usually be asleep he wasn't.
For days now he's had trouble sleeping. He knew exactly why too.
He sat on his bed, his blanket around him as he rocked back and forth.
Tears pricked his eyes.
Why..why did he have to fall? Why did he have to let them know?
It all just made it more complicated.
He tried to be as quite as possible but, his sobs were let out every so often.
Not loud but loud enough.
His arms went around himself, trying to hold onto anything.
He felt so out of it.
He didn't want it to turn out this way. He never thought he'd be in this situation.
A weak sob escaped his lips as he reached up to pull at his scalp in a frustrated way.
He hated himself for letting this happen. It should have never been this way.
"Why am I so stupid!"
He yelled at himself.
He felt weak. He was weak.
Suddenly a soft knock played on his door.
"What is it!?"
He yelled in anger.
"K-Kacchan..I was just-"
"What!? What do you want!?"
Bakugo took his anger out on Midoriya.
"I-I can...come back or do you-"
A loud sob cut Midoriya off.
"KACCHAN! Are you okay!?"
Bakugo leaned forward, sobbing onto his bed.
His hands laid on his chest.
Suddenly he felt hands grabbing his shoulders, leaning him up.
He tried to fight but, he didn't have enough power in his movements.
He just wanted to stay down. Bakugo didn't want to get up anymore. He was done.
The person laid bakugos head against their chest as the rocked him back and forth.
"It's okay kacchan."
"They should hate me!"
Bakugo yelled out painfully. His tears soaked Midoriya's shirt.
"I hate me!"
Midoriya wrapped his arms around bakugo, holding him tightly.
"Don't say that kacchan!"
"It's so goddamn true! I've always hated me.."
Bakugo's voice was slowly getting weaker and weaker.
"Katsuki bakugo!"
Midoriya yelled getting bakugo to shut up.
"Even I don't hate you so don't you dare say you hate yourself!"
Bakugo went weak against Midoriya. He didn't have enough mental strength to move.
He sobbed for a good fifteen minutes before backing off forcing Midoriya to let go of him.
"Wha-Kacchan"
"Leave..please."
Bakugo muttered. He sounded so fragile.
"I'm not gonna leave you, you clearly aren't-"
"Please!"
Bakugo yelled, tears still falling from his eyes.
"I can't keep doing this! I can't keep breaking down in front of people so please! Leave.."
His voice broke.
Midoriya was taken back at bakugos words.
But he nodded and went away.
Bakugo was a mess.
*
"Katsuki?"
Kirishima didn't even knock, he just walked in.
He heard bakugos cries, being the one in the next dorm, and came rushing after texting Denki.
Bakugo had moved to a corning, feeling safer knowing no one could touch him.
No one could see him.
His knees were pulled up and his face was on them.
Bakugo's jeans were wet from the amount he's cried.
Kirishima hurried his way over and kneeled in front of bakugo.
"Hey..what's going on?"
His voice was soft and comforting.
Kirishima tried to reach out to bakugo but, bakugo moved away.
Denki came barging in, loudly I might add.
"Bakugo!?"
Bakugo didn't even flench.
Denki shut the door and made his way next to Kirishima.
"What happened?"
"I don't know."
Kirishima gave him a small reply.
Denki tried touching bakugo but withdrew when bakugo moved closer to the wall.
"I need to know."
Bakugo's voice was weak, broken.
"I can't keep doing this. I can't."
Kirishima nodded frowning his eyebrows.
"Me and kami talked about it."
Denki nodded, putting his hand on Kirishima's shoulder.
Bakugo went stiff, he had no clue what there response would be but it didn't stop his head from going crazy.
"Look bakugo..I like you, I do. And so does kami but...you don't belong with us. You're too reckless. Too much."
Bakugo felt tears press his eye at the thought.
No...no...
"Me and kami think that you should join our relationship."
Kirishima told him.
Bakugo's head jilted up in surprise.
Denki's heart broke at the sight.
Bakugo's eyes watery and red. His lips discolored and wet. His skin pink.
He looked so hurt and broken.
"R-Really? But I'm..I'm so mean and reckless and i-I-"
"Not to us."
Denki said, grabbing bakugos hand.
He pulled bakugo out from the corner and in-between both of them.
"Yeah, I love your attitude."
Kirishima smiled wiping bakugos tears away.
"But..I'm so much. I'm too much. You should hate me. You shouldn't want me."
Bakugo met their eyes.
Their soft, soft eyes.
"Not for us."
Denki said rubbing bakugos cheek.
"Yeah, if anything kami's harder to take care of then you."
Kirishima laughed as Denki hit him playfully.
Bakugo didn't know what to do. How to feel.
"So what do you say?"
Kirishima asked, suddenly feeling nervous.
They watched as bakugo starred at the floor.
The anticipation killed them.
"I...I would love to.."
Bakugo finally spoke.
Denki felt his heart pound as those words slipped out of bakugos lips
"Woo-Who!"
Kirishima smiled widely and kissed bakugos cheek.
"Finally I don't have to hide how I feel."
Denki smiled and wrapped an arm around bakugo.
"I'm so happy!"
From then on, Kirishima and Denki would spend as much time with bakugo as possible. They stayed attentive and loving.
Bakugo did as well. When they were apart he's spam them with texts just to lighten them.
They had a happy, healthy relationship.