Dear Carly,
Im just so confused in life right now, What am I doing wrong in life?
Im just so angry, I have no reason to be!
Some people just don't understand!
Summer and Jessica claim I have anger issues,
I don't! I just feel kick ass when I have leather boots, a jacket and book bag.
Or maybe I do, I tend to scream...A LOT. Mostly at Jay (Yafeth)
but he still finds a way to love me..
I SAW MY PEANUT AGAIN! My determined gymnast!
She's got two more surgeries, then she's done and in her cast for another 7 weeks.
I can actually call her my best friend!
We've never had an argument, we love each other, she always calls me,
We met at 2 years old! My bestie! Stay strong, that's all I can say!
The smile I have on my face is REAL! And so bright.
I haven't smiled that big since I saw Emma.
So,
My life is depressing, Anxiety sucks!
Ms.Morgan let's me say everything, and doesn't ask a lot.
I like that she doesn't say much, she just says okay,
gives me a small tip here and there, but no words of "you'll be fine"
Mr.Blue asks SOO many questions!
I cannot describe my feelings, I don't talk much anymore.
Ask anyone who knows me. It honestly scares me, but eh, who cares about me?
My hips and thighs are covered in cuts...
Save me from myself! IM HORRIBLE!
So basically it was another school day wearing Harry Potter's invisibility cloak,Fun.
Im not noticed, that makes me happy in ways, but also makes me slouch even more.
How do people see me now a days? Still the same me,
or as the insane girl who cuts? Stupid RUMORS!
Bullying has calmed, I'm only hit about 4 times at school.
It was worse before...
I feel horrible,
Love,
My Mind
