Dear Carly,
I have no problem keeping a smile on my face,
Seeing Em again made me the happiest kid in the world!
She's a magical person! With magical hugs! ;-)
So Selena is spending the night, it's been a tuff night for the both of us.
We have literally been laying on my attic floor crying for hours,
While watching sad but inspirational stories.
Seriously balling our eyes out!
We have problems.
I can't say if I'm okay or not,
I'm definitely screwed up at the moment...
My eyes really burn! Selena is sleeping.
I'm still crying, I hide the tears back now a days,
Just to shut people up. New video topic: Bullying...
Im ready to talk about it, so ready.
I've wanted to do it for months now, but I haven't had the strength to do so.
I still don't, I just want to make someone smile...
Plus I'm out of ideas.
I want to watch more inspiring yet sad videos and cry!
I'll be solo! Or I could wake Lena? Eh. Im too lazy.
Love,
A girl with mixed emotions.
