Dear Carly,
Im sorry...
I attempted Suicide again today.
It's been about 1 week since I last tried.
It didn't work. Obviously.
I have no motivation to save myself anymore.
I'm not afraid to die.
I stare blankly as I watch my life fall apart.
I've lost Jay,
I've lost Kenzie,
I've lost all hope.
I'm still at war with myself, but I'm losing...
I do nothing but cry myself to sleep every night!
I'm being punished! For what? How can I kill the demons inside?
My life is a endless circle of guilt, and worthlessness.
I'm silently screaming. That's the worst type.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm destroyed...
Love,
Me
