Bleeding Love

Chapter 49

Damon

"D-Damon" I heard her whisper. I turned to see why is she stopping me from going after the man who pulled the trigger on my brother. If she hadn't pushed Ric at the right time Ric would have been dead. I turned to see why is she calling me and there she was lying on the ground surrounded by Ric and Caprice. Caprice was shaking her and screaming her name. Chuck came rushing towards her. I could see her bloody hand stretched towards me, her eyes on me. NO, NO NO, NO, I ran towards her. "Doll! No no no no, you can't leave me, listen to me." She was looking at me her eyes were filled with so much love. She touched my cheek "Da-Damon" she wanted to say something but she couldn't. She coughed out blood, "Get the car ready and call Zack, we need to take her to hospital now!" I yelled "I called already, we need to take her" he said and I lifted her up in my arms. She wanted to say something, I know. I could read her confession in her eyes, she is saying that she love me. I kissed her in my embrace "I know Doll, I love you too amore". She closed her eyes in my embrace "No, you are not leaving me Sophia. I will bring you back to me". 

Here we are at the hospital, the best surgeon of New York is treating her, Zack too is in the operation theater. Of course the floor was sealed for any visitors. After all she is the wife of the Mafia Don. Ric made sure that no one could get to know. I asked Caprice and Alysia to go home but they insisted to be here. So everyone is here except Enzo, he is back at my house with that sick fuck in my dungeon dealing with him. I told him to not kill him. He is not going to get that freedom so soon. He will pay and I know who sent him, Russo, he will pay bigtime now. But right now my rage need to be sided. My Doll need to wake up first. C'mon Sophia come back to me, come back to me. I was pleading her.

"Don coffee?" Alysia gave me coffee but I shook my head. She sat beside me "She will be fine. It will take a lot more than a bullet to take Donna from you." She said holding my hands. I nodded "I know. I know" She can't leave me. She can't. 

The moment when she closed her eyes in my arms it felt like I am the one dying. Like that bullet tore my heart into hundred pieces never could be assembled again. Why her? Why? I saw her name engraved on my hand and my mind went to that day. How she knelt and took the knife out. She knew what I was going to do and she was terrified yet she went through with it, for me. I know, for me. That's how much she loved me that she will give in to me no matter how psychotic I go on her because she is like me too. She belonged to me from her soul and now someone is taking my soul away. I have never felt more scared in my life like I am right now. I can't loose her. She needs to come back to me. Suddenly the door opened and the doctor came. Chuck reached him "Doctor, how is my sister, how is she?" he said all scared and sobbing ."We are trying young man, but its too early to say anything." I lunged on the doctor gripping his throat "What do you mean you are trying? You don't fucking try, you save her. Do you understand? Or I will burn this hospital with you inside it and will kill your family and cut them into pieces, do you hear me? Make sure nothing happens to her. If you want you and your kids see the fucking another day, do not try, DO." I was beyond angry when Ric and Zack separated me and that Doctor falls to the ground coughing. "Don! Catch a grip, will ya? I am here. I will save Donna. Just hold on to it" Zack said trying to bring me back to my senses. "You better". He nodded at Ric and Ric hold me which I jerked, I don't need to be held like a baby. I am not throwing a fucking tantrum, I want my girl alive. I punched the nearby wall in frustration.

I sat on the floor against the wall with my knees a bit closer to my chest and my hands resting on them. Tears came to surface of my eyes. I could see beautiful face in front of me, I could hear her laughter. The way she used to loose herself in my arms, the ways she sleeps snuggling into me. Her tears that came only for me. Her laughter, her playing, her fighting, her caring everything. All I could feel is this pain of loosing all this. Like I will never see her again, I never hear her voice again, I will never touch her again. It feels like a bleeding wound. The blood is just flowing. No matter how much I try it is not stopping and it is draining me out of life.