The gang leader I fell in love with 2 😍{Alex Guzman}

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*same day*
A-me or him
N-wht
A-me or him
N-Alex it's always gonna be u
A-are u sure
N-yea I'm sure
He sat up and I sat on his lap and gently grab his face and kissed him he kissed back and when we pulled away I looked at him
N-I love u
A-I love u too
I got up and went to the bathroom to get him a warm towel but when I went in there it was pills all over the counter so I slowly picked me up and walked to the door so Alex could see me
N-wht are theses
A-Xanax
N-did u take this
A-no but I almost did*whispers the last part*
N-wht
A-I almost did but Carlos stopped me after I came back in here I couldn't handle the pain so I tried to overdose but Carlos felt something was wrong when I was in the bathroom so he came in and saw the pills in my hand*looks down*
I walked back to the bathroom and cleaned the pills up and throw them away I grabbed a face towel and wet it with warm water rang it out and walked out the bathroom and went over to Alex I sat on his lap again and slowly rubbed the towel over his face to calm his face down since it was red and his eyes where red and puffy
A-the fax that u still trust me and still wanna be with me is wht trips me out the most
N-Alex we've been through some much together it's hard walking away from that and not only that I luv u too much to just up and leave
It got quiet for a few minutes but then Alex started speaking again
A-is it bad that I luv u so much that I'll kill my self if u left me*whispers*
N-no but yes I mean no it's not bad that u luv a person so much that you'll do anything for that person but yes because u shouldn't take ur life over someone and Alex I keep telling u this if one day we do got our separate ways which we are not and u take our life how do u think the kids are gonna feel
He looked down but I gently grabbed his chin and pecked his lips
N-and plus we're about to be grandparents*smiles*
He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his head on my chest
A-are we gonna tell the kids about this
N-not if u don't want to
A-I don't
N-then they don't have to know
A-ok
N-how about u order food and I'll run and get my bag from ale room
A-no!! No I'll have Carlos go get it I don't want u to go
N-ok I'll stay
I felt his body loosen up and that's when I realized it
N-ur scared of losing me to ale aren't u
A-yes*mumbles*
N-ur not gonna lose me but if it makes u feel any better I'll stay away from him
A-or at least into I'm comfortable with u being around him
N-that's fine Alex
We stayed like that for a couple minutes then I got up and Alex texted Carlos to go get my bag I put the towel in the sink then went back to the bed and laid down with Alex Carlos came and bought my bag Alex ordered food and we chilled together for the rest of the day

*next day*
I got woken up by soft kisses so I slowly opened my eyes and looked to my right to see Alex looking at me
A-good morning
N-good morning*smiles*
He put his hand on my stomach and rubbed it causing me to giggle as he laid his head on my chest while he still rubbed my stomach
A-boy or a girl
N-boy
A-*looks up at her*really
N-yea
A-wht happens if it's twins
N-Twins
A-yea boy and a girl
N-well I don't find out how may babies I'm having until we go back home
A-well we go back in 2 days so
N-yep
A-...was..ale better then me
N-wht
A-I'm Srry I just wanna know
N-look I'll say it like this Yall both where good ok ale was good in his own way and u..u make me feel some type way idk how to explain it but u know how to fulfill all my needs
He nodded and pecked my lips I wrapped my arms around his neck and flipped him over
N-do u wanna go out today
A-yea
We both got up and got our outfit together and got dressed
Nova outfit

Alex outfit

Then we went to the bathroom and did our hygiene routine I did my hair and makeup

When I was done we got our phones and things and left

*hours out*
Right now we are at the arcade playing games laughing and we where making it up to each other we turned off our phone so nobody could ruin our time together but we where waiting on my fries because I had a taste for it so we where waiting Alex was sitting down and I standing in between his legs and he rubbing my legs while pecking my stomach and I was playing with his hair
N-*giggles*y do u keep kissing my stomach
A-because I can't kiss our baby face yet
I smiled and the called our number so I went and grabbed them and sat down next to Alex and we shared them after a while of walking around we got tried and went back to the hotel

(enjoy and don't hate me I made it better)