*same day* I walked outta the mall and started walking idk where I just need to get away from Gio I heard Alex yelling my name so I knew he was following me eventually I stopped and slowly turn around to face Alex N-Wht Alex A-stop fucking walking away from me I get that ur hurt but ur not the only one he's my son to but I'm trying to keep my shit together for u and Aurora*gently grabs her face* N-Alex he's our first son A-Ik*kisses her* He pulled us into a hug and kissed my forehead than Aurora N-Alex u want my son back A-Ik I do to We went back into the mall and reported him missing so they put the mall on lock down and they started looking for him we even looked N-I give up*falls to her knees* A-*kneels down in front of her*Baby u can't give up N-y I can't we've looked for hours and he's not in the mall We looked at each other then I looked away and Alex helped me up N-Alex I want to go back to the hotel A-are u sure N-mhm*starts crying* He quickly pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back then I pulled away went and grabbed Aurora from Sam and we went back to the hotel
*at the hotel* After getting Kayden from des and Carlos me Aurora and Kayden went to the room while Alex stayed with Carlos to find jr but I sat Kayden on the bed because he was asleep along with Aurora so looking at them and not seeing jr put me in a really dark place so I went and sat in the corner and cried for a few minutes before I got up went to the bathroom and seen something sharp and started cutting till I blacked out
Alex POV I stayed in Carlos room to try and think thing of some ideas or who could of took jr but something is tilling me to go and check on nova A-aye I be back I need to go check on nova C-ok I grabbed my phone and went up to the room when I walked in immediately got a weird vibe but the kids were sleep and I didn't see nova so I sat my phone and coat on the bed then went to the bathroom but once I opened the door my head started pounding I seen nova laying on the floor with blood coming from her arm and at that moment I forgot the kids was sleep A-BRO WTF*runs over to nova sits on the ground and pulls her into his lap*baby plz wake up..nova!!*try's to wake her up* I took off my shirt and wrapped her arm with it Then held her close to me trying not to cry Au-daddy*comes in the bathroom rubbing her eyes* A-shit*whispers to himself*yes princess Au-*looks at nova and starts crying*wht happened to mommy A-plz don't cry Seeing her cry really hurt me so I gently laid nova on the floor then went and picked up Aurora and took her outta the bathroom and sat her on the bed next to Kayden how was surprisingly still sleep A-mommy is fine ok Au-*wipes her tears and sniffs*ok A-but can u do daddy a favor Au-yes A-can u watching Kayden for a little bit while daddy takes care of mommy Au-yes A-want a hug Au-*nods her head* I hugged her then kissed her cheek she giggled causing me to smile then I turned on the tv for her and went back into the bathroom and closed the door I took a deep breath then went over to the bathtub and ran some warm water then went over to nova and took off all her clothes put her in the tub then I cleaned up the blood and when I was finished I sat right next to the to her I took my shirt off her wrist and cleaned her cuts then after a couple minutes of just staring at her I heard a knock at the bathroom so I got up and opened the door and seen Aurora holding my phone Au-daddy uncle Diego texted and called u*hands him his phone* A-thanks princess*grabs his phone* She went back to the bed I closed the door again and read his text but the text I got from him had me heated y tf would Diego bring my kids into something me and him have going on so now that Ik he wanna play with my kids i ain't playing nice anymore I sat my phone down grabbed our suitcases and put all our clothes that wasn't inside into the suitcase N-alex wyd*whispers* I looked at her trying to get up so I went and grabbed her a towel and wrapped her up in it then helped her out A-here baby put this on I handed her some clothes she grabbed
Nova POV I dried off and got dressed
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I left my hair to air dry but I didn't dry it off a little bit I looked at myself in the mirror and seen my face and eyes red that's when I remembered then I had cut which caused me to put my head down in disappointment because next week would have been been a year since I had last cut but I let myself get to my lows and almost killed my self in the bathroom with my kids in the next room A-babe come here I slowly walked over to him and when I did get to him he wrapped his arms around my waist causing me to look up at him A-wanna explain on y I found my wife on the bathroom floor about to bleed to death N-I let myself go to a dark place because I don't have my other son so I choose to cut instead of doing something else A-baby Aurora seen u like that and it hurt seeing her cry because she thought she lost u N-sh-..she saw me like that A-yes she heard me yell and came into the bathroom but she's ok now N-Alex she wasn't supposed to see that I looked away from him as tears came down my face yes it's my fault for even doing Wht I did but things like that can fuck up her mind but I looked behind him and seen our stuff N-y did u pack y can't leave jr is still missing A-I packed because where got back to la N-y he is in Miami missing and u think I'm leave!! A-he's not in Miami...he's in la N-Wht how and how do u know A-ok when I tell u this plz don't flip out because it took everything I had not to punch a hole in the wall N-how do u know!! A-Diego took him N-that doesn't make sense I thought Diego was doing him A-well we thought wrong he said that his feelings for u isn't going way and the only way for us to get jr back is for u to get him but u know I'm not letting u go by urself so imma book a flight for in the morning N-this is my fault A-baby N-no u know it is if I would have just sat my ass down some where and never had sex with Diego this would have never happened him catching feelings and him going after our kids because I don't wanna be with him is my fault oh my god I walked away from Alex but he could till I was starting to freak out and was about to have a asthma attack so he quickly hugged me from behind and rocked us back and forth while he kissed my neck A-baby calm down I took a deep breath and calmed down a little bit I tuned around and peaked Alex on the lips while I wrapped my arms around his neck A-promise you'll let us get through this together N-I'll try A-good enough He kissed me while he pulled me closer A-I love u ok N-I love u too I peaked his lips a couple times before we pulled away from the hug and I went out to the bed and seen Aurora sleep again so I went over to the bed and grabbed Kayden got into bed laid Kayden in the middle of me and Aurora and I just looked at the both of them while I played with Aurora hair After Alex got out the shower he came and laid behind me with his arms wrapped around me A-gn N-gn
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