The gang leader I fell in love with 2 😍{Alex Guzman}

52

*a month later*
I was sleep when I felt something was off and I noticed faith haven't cried in the last 3-4 hours so I got up and went over to the crib and I didn't see her chest moving so I went to pick her up and she was cold so I quickly moved my hands and jumped back
N-babe!!*jumps on the bed and wakes him up*
A-uh wht!
N-she cold Alex faith is cold like cold*starts crying and shaking*
A-wdym she's cold
N-SHE COLD I WANT TO TOUCH HER BECAUSE HE CHEST WASNT MOVING AND SHE COLD
He quickly got up and went over to her and touched her then looked back at me like he was about to cry
N-she ca-n't be Alex plz tell me she's not dead!!
A-if I told u that then I'll be lying*looks down*
N-ALEX PLZ SHES NOT
Within seconds I started having a asthma attack Alex came and laid me back on the bed as I started screaming kicking I felt my face Burning meaning it was turning red I heard our room door open and Alex on the phone with 911 as he was looking for my asthma pump I rolled over and buried my head in the pillow curled up screaming and crying
(Not gonna cap it hurts writing this I had to take a break for a second because I started crying but I'm lowkey good now not so much but enough to keep writing)
I felt Alex grab my waist and he pulled me so that I was on my side but my head was stay in the pillow and I was still curled up as Alex tried to get me to let go of the pillow
K-mommy
A-Kayden not now plz Aurora can u take them downstairs and if u heard a knock on the door open it it was be the ambulance
Au-ok*takes them downstairs*
A-babe plz move the pillow
N-NOOOO I WANT MY DAUGHTER
A-I get that but this isn't gonna help and I'm not about to lose u too so plz let me give u the asthma pump
I finally let him help me with the asthma pump he pulled me into his lap and I laid my head on his shoulder while tears ran down my face a couple minutes later the ambulance got here came to our room I had got off Alex lap and sat on my knees on the bed as they all surrounded her so many thought ran through my head I closed my eyes praying but that didn't work she was dead they told me she died and I lost it I started screaming again throwing things Alex came and had me against the wall as I slid down the wall crying then I started banging the back of my head against the wall but Alex pulled me into his lap and I cried in his chest they took her out of the house they asked if I wanted to go but I couldn't so Alex gave them my mom's number and they left he rocked me trying to calm me down but I wasn't getting there so he put my in the bath but I cried in there when I got out dryed off put on my underwear a hoodie and shorts I cried doing that too then Alex had to focus me to walk to the bed he laid down with me and cuddled me I cried until I fall asleep

*hours later*
I woke up and looked around but it was blurry a little so I rubbed my eyes and sat up I didn't see Alex I grabbed my phone and seen miss calls and text from everyone but I just sat my phone down and went downstairs but stop when I got to the middle because everyone was in the living room and they looked at me
A-umm ur moms in the kitchen she just got here
N-mhm
I walked all the way downstairs and into the kitchen and seen her making food she looked up and seen my tearing up she ran over to me and hugged me as I broke down in her arms
N-mom I did everything right
Nm-Ik Ik mija and they told me she had pasted in her sleep and down know wht caused it
N-she was a month mom I want her back
Nm-Ik
I pulled outta the hug and wiped my tears trying to stop knowing I wasn't but there was a bang on the door I went and opened it but immediately got pushed to the floor
T-THIS IS UR FUCKING FAULT SHES DEAD BECAUSE OF U
N-I DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO HER I LOVED HER SHE WAS MY DAUGHTER
T-NO U KILLED HER BITCH
N-I-I didn't
Everyone came running to us and Alex pushed tony back as Gio helped me up
A-push her Again I dare to!!
T-she killed my baby!!
A-she didn't do anything unlike u we wouldn't be here if u didn't take her and rape her!!
T-faith would have lived if she stayed with me
A-FAITH WAS NOVAS DAUGHTER U ONLY CAME AROUND BECAUSE U SEEN SHE COULD TAKE CARE OF HER BY SELF SO U CAME BACK AND THE ONLY REASON I LET U LIVE WAS BECAUSE OF FAITH BUT FAITH ISNT HERE ANYMORE TONY IT NOT NOVAS FAULT SHE WOULDNT EVEN LET ME GAVE HER HER ASTHMA PUMP NOVA IS JUST HAS FUCKING SAD AS THE REST OF U OK SO U COMING HER AND PUTTING UR HANDS ON HER AND JUST ONE STEP CLOSER TO ME BEATING YO ASS SO GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM OUR HOUSE
T-yea whtever all y'all a bunch bitches my daughter would have still been her if she was with me oh and nova u lucky they came to ur rescue because I would have killed u dumb ass slut
I looked down and bit my lip hurt as hell trying not to cry anymore o felt gio let me go and I looked up to see Alex on top of tony beating the shit outta him and the boys fight the guys tony Brong and at this moment I didn't wanna stop then I actually let them fight I slowly removed myself from the girl and went upstairs to me and Alex bathroom I grabbed every pill bottle we had and put two of each in my hand I took a deep breath and closed my eyes the put all the pills in my mouth but Sam came in when I did and saw
S-NOVA WTF SPIT THEM OUT*runs over to her*
She grabbed me and made me bend over the bath tub and spit them out she even made me threw up the ones swallowed
S-DES SOMEONE COME UP HERE WITH A WATER BOTTLE
Second later the rest of girls came running in Sam made me drink the water she pulled my head onto her chest and played with my hair as I started crying again
Des-wht happened
S-she just tried to overdose
N-y is everything my fault
V-it's not babes ur just going through a lot at this moment but ur gonna work through it
We all looked at the door and the boys came in without a scratch on the Alex went and started washing his hand but he noticed the pills everywhere
A-wtf is this
S-umm nova tried to overdose but I caught her before she swallowed all of them
He turned around and looked at me I got up and slowly walked over to him and hugged him he hugged me back and kissed my head
A-ur not going through this alone ok
N-K
Sam and them left but my mom stayed the kids are with Alex mom son me and Alex left out the bathroom and laid on the bed minutes go by and I got sleepy again and I had a headache so my mom brought my soup after I ate that I ended up going to sleep again I just wanted this day to be over

(So here it is faith is gone and novas depressed it was hard to writing this without crying but I did it and idk if I'm take a break from this book because it's starting to...idk I just feel like y'all comments get to me the most like I love seeing them but when I see y'all commented something that y'all don't lien about the book or ideas I stress over it and I don't know y I just down and it was it was this one comment the got to me the most which is y in probably taking a break from this book but enjoy this sad ass chapter🙃)