CHAPTER 37: The Letter

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"I do Bella." He said in a broken voice. I turned around to see his eyes were filled with tears. "I've lost someone too Bella." He then looked down smiling "Someone who I loved more than anyone in this world."

"Y-Your sister?" I asked.

He looked up with his eyebrows furrowed "Who told you?"

"Mom."

He nodded. "I was there once in the position you are right now, or even worse because I saw her dying in front of me and I was helpless. I couldn't do anything."

"It was not your fault."

"It was. If I wouldn't have been drunk that night, she would've been alive and I'll always hate myself for that."

"L-Liam."

"Bella, I've been through this pain before that's why I am asking you to move on. Don't make yourself like me. Don't."

I looked down "Why did she had to go Liam?" I asked in a low voice.

Liam pulled me to himself and hugged me. I clutched his shirt tightly, by now I was a crying mess. "I-I had so many things to s-say to her. I wanted to apologize to her, I wanted t-to tell her how happy I am, I wanted to tell her how much I l-love her. But s-she is not there to listen to me."

"She knows Bella, how much you love her." Liam said.

"I miss her Liam. I miss her so much."

Liam pulled away from the hug and cupped my face, I looked down. He wiped my tears "Hey, look at me." When I didn't he said again "Bella look at me."

Finally I looked up just to meet with his sea-coloured eyes.

"Stop crying please. I can't comfort you Bella because I know however hard I try nothing can make you feel better now. You have to try to move on."

"Nanny, t-took the pills on her own will." I finally managed to say that.

Liam looked at me in confusion. I showed him the letter. He read the whole letter then thought something. He then looked at me "Did you find anything else?"

I shook my head.

"It has to be him." he mumbled looking at the paper.

"What? Who?" I asked.

He looked at me "I can't say properly but I think it has something to do with Seth."

"Seth? But she was his mother."

"I know but he was the only one in the house who was staying with her and why so suddenly she would decide something like this when everything was going fine."

"So what are we gonna do about it?"

Liam took a deep breath and gave the letter back to me "Don't worry I'll look into it."

I nodded still thinking that why would Seth have something to do with all this.

Liam held my hands in his, "Trust me Bella."

I just stared in his eyes.

I do trust him. I think I trust him more than I even trust myself, I know he'll never let me down.

While staring at each other I didn't realize when the gap between us closed, the next moment I found his hands were cupping my cheek and mine were resting on his waist. My eyes closed automatically and I felt our lips meeting. I felt everything stopping around me, it was just him and me. I didn't want this moment to end, our lips were moving in sync. His one hand went down to my waist puling me closer to him. Our bodies were pressed together, the kiss was passionate, intense, a kiss of comfort. When he pulled away, we both were breathing heavily, I bit my lips looking down he looked at me and muttered "Fuck" and again connected our lips. I kissed him back with everything I had trying to match up with his pace. He sucked on my lower lip, making me moan. Pulling away he rested his forehead against mine.

"Ask me to stop now Bella." He said breathing heavily.

"I-I." I couldn't say anything.

I wanted this. I didn't want him to stop.

"Don't make this difficult."

I stayed quiet

He sighed and picked me up in his arms in bridal style, I wrapped my arms around his neck, looking in his beautiful  sea-coloured eyes, placing me on the bed he hovered over me. His lips then travelled down to my neck, he sucked hard on my neck making me moan in pleasure. Removing the straps of my top, he placed wet kisses on my shoulder. His touches were creating a burning sensation in my body, I could feel butterflies in my stomach. He then came up to me and pecked my lips.

"Tell me now if you want me stop or I wouldn't be able to hold myself any longer."

I shook my head slowly.

He again connected our lips. He wrapped his one hand around my waist, I ran my hands through his hair kissing him back. Pulling away from the kiss, he made me sit up. Taking off my top he threw it somewhere he eyed my body then came down sucking on my chest. His hands then went to the back, unclasping my bra  he started massaging my left breast with his hand sucking on my neck.

He sat up on the bed and started unbuttoning his shirt, his eyes were not leaving mine. I looked away in embarrassment.

"Look at me." He said in an extremely seductive tone.

I did. He threw his shirt, and I got the chance to take a look at his body. It is not that I have not seen him shirtless before but at this moment he looked sexier than ever. I bit my lips while admiring his body.

"Beautiful." He said.

Laying me back on the bed and sucked on my stomach making me shiver, I was trying to control my moans by biting my lips Liam noticed that and stopped he looked up at me and said "I want to hear them. I want to hear you moaning my name."

I licked my lips, as he went back sucking on my stomach. His lips slowly travelled upwards to my breast, Liam was skillfully sucking on my breast while I just licked my lips time to time with my eyes shut and my hands clutching the bedsheet tightly trying to take in this new feeling.

"Liam." I moaned his name in pleasure.

His hands then travelled down to my pyjamas, he pulled them down.

After removing my panties his mouth came back sucking on my breast. I felt his hand on my inner thigh making it's way up, my eyes flew open instantly I closed my legs. Liam stopped sucking on my breast and looked up at me in confusion.

I was scared, I've never done this before.

"Liam I haven't h-h-"

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked looking me in the eye.

I bit my lips then shook my head "No. I-It's just so new. I don't know."

Liam placed himself in between my legs, and looked at me, I was completely naked in front of him, he was the first man to ever see me naked.

"I'll make your first time special."

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