I miss outside

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It's been a long time

When I truly inhales the oxygen just like the moment I never thought it would slowly disappears away very soon

The world seems too suffocating recently

it made me missing my own presence in the outside

I lost my shadows of me walking down the pavement

the me smelling the flowers

the me taking photographs of the sky

the me who whispers softly to the rivers 

I lost

the eyes of people I'm thrilled to have conversations with

with people whom I invested homes in them

The people who makes me feel alive and welcome my fresh starts


I miss being outside

like truly being outside

without worries

I wish I could stride down the road without fear and with a smile plastered on my face

I wish I could just

lay down on the grass and watch the sun preparing itself to go to bed

And have conversations with God through sights of nature


Dear outside

Let's meet again

When the world settles back into its pace of comfort

I won't let myself take advantage of the air anymore

And I will breath slowly

with overwhelm appreciation

Just let the sweet cold breeze passing me by like a blessing

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