It's been a long time
When I truly inhales the oxygen just like the moment I never thought it would slowly disappears away very soon
The world seems too suffocating recently
it made me missing my own presence in the outside
I lost my shadows of me walking down the pavement
the me smelling the flowers
the me taking photographs of the sky
the me who whispers softly to the rivers
I lost
the eyes of people I'm thrilled to have conversations with
with people whom I invested homes in them
The people who makes me feel alive and welcome my fresh starts
I miss being outside
like truly being outside
without worries
I wish I could stride down the road without fear and with a smile plastered on my face
I wish I could just
lay down on the grass and watch the sun preparing itself to go to bed
And have conversations with God through sights of nature
Dear outside
Let's meet again
When the world settles back into its pace of comfort
I won't let myself take advantage of the air anymore
And I will breath slowly
with overwhelm appreciation
Just let the sweet cold breeze passing me by like a blessing
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Repetition
PoetrySometimes a cup of coffee and morning vibes won't work until you get a pinch of reality to be fully aware of ourselves, and what is truly happening outside our living bubble. Let's read one to find which line of this reality hit yours.