I hope one dayI could go back to being the naive little girl
and we'll sit together watching the sunset like it's our first time skimming the sun
and we'll call it sun-bathing instead of a sunset
and argue that it's actually a moon
I hope one day
we'll talk deeper under the stars
where your secrets will be tightly kept by me
I'll hold it dearly and secure it with a promise
while carrying it carefully like a new born baby
Unless we fight, I'll shout it out like a mad man at the street
I hope one day
we'll have a car ride to the mountains again
where you took nicely awful pictures
while you close your eyes
secretly hoping it'll turn out fine
I hope one day
There will be a day where my insecurity stops banging inside of my chest
So that you wouldn't have to bear with my screams
My dark sides
My nightmares
I hope one day
When my eyes can no longer watch yours
When my spirit fly to your arms
and whisper to your ears "Thank you"
Your last memory of me is when I smiled at your direction
Holding your heart like it's a fragile piece of glass
I hope one day
all of my prayers for you will be granted in front of my eyes
even when my body is buried down inside the lonely hole
even when my presence disappeared like a thin dust
I hope the skies shed some tears for me too so it will keep you company
But what scares me the most
is the day that will probably happen
which is the day
God calls you to His heaven
where you would still remember my name
and mention it to Him desperately
so that He takes care of me when my world crashes without you
So that He would write beautiful endings for my chapters too.
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Repetition
PoetrySometimes a cup of coffee and morning vibes won't work until you get a pinch of reality to be fully aware of ourselves, and what is truly happening outside our living bubble. Let's read one to find which line of this reality hit yours.